er.. lots of things, probably. i have to prioritize commissions and the quality of them a lot of time so i mostly make personal art in-between that. it ends up usually being very purposeful and specific what i decide to draw for myself, an itch that needs to be scratched, representative of how i feel within that timeframe. this is to say, drawing ideas can "time out" if i no longer feel inclined to depict them anymore.

i can imagine a really specific idea in my head for multiple days, that i will intend to make, and i can either do it or i will not do it because i forget or would rather make something else/find it no longer applicable. i think i've been lately actually, really been wanting to draw more ship art, personal headcanons, intense lesbian art.. hah, just like, sex art i can more emotionally relate to as well. things i can.. get excited about. i can easily get depressed over art. i also don't like writing down personal drawing ideas cuz .. i have a problem/neuroticism with lists, where, it'll feel like a forceful command, and then i will only want to complete anything written as obligation. so i try to keep lists to chores and responsibilities rather than anything recreational.

hey, thanks for the compliment! and yes.. that's perfectly fine. i think, in the past, i used to get really upset by it. but i was mostly fishing for negativity, and i had a lot of self hatred both in general and with my art. so it felt like people trying to draw in my style felt more like.. some kind of dig and clout chase, than, genuine admiration, obviously most of it was in my head and i saw bitter intentions in most things.

nowadays, ah.. it makes me happy. im even fine with my drawings being traced if theyre kept personal or credited. inspiration obviously doesnt need to be credited, and if i spot it.. its really cool to see :)

hmm.. i don't like, spicy food? xD, and like... beans (sometimes) peas and brussel sprouts.. i can only think of really specific things like that ingredients wise but its usually more about the flavor palette of a dish/how it feels to eat. like, typical things, like not really liking food thats bland, watery, or overly greasy. something being flavorly or texturally different, than, my preferences feel like it should xD i rarely blame the ingredients themselves unless theyre like, shit ingredients? like spoiled or.. fake.

i don't like cooking meat, really.. it can definitely be fun and rewarding but i get like, embarassed about how loud and fragrant it is because i live with people who i dont cook for and i dont like it being commented on. i also get paranoid about cross contamination a lot and it feels like i'll just be spending most of my time washing my hands in-between every little step. so i guess that's mostly, an anxiety thing. i guess also.. making rice is hard xD its hard to get it exactly right and i feel like i have to constantly babysit it so it doesn't boil over. hope this answers well enough!

ah..! yes.. i like cooking. sometimes, having to do it so often for financial and nutritional reasons, can get really tiresome and i can easily lose some of that love out of obligation. but, yes, in my heart it's something i really enjoy doing. my favorite meals are usually pastas.. seafood, chicken. hearty and well flavored big dinners. steaming platters of love! i have a really specific palette with cooking, lots of light meats and grains.. veggies, i use garlic powder and paprika a lot. i can branch out though, baking a cake was fun! and i recently made beef pot roast and it turned out amazing, i don't normally interact with big meats so succesfully getting a whole chuckroast super tender in the oven was very rewarding and exciting. i have a signature... mushroom pasta! i've served it to many people and they all love it, even people who dont like mushrooms. i make the sauce myself with onions, garlic, mushrooms, and cream, and lots of spices and layers. ah .. ^_^

i also have a soft spot for processed food, hah. i really enjoy fast food like mcdonald's, chick-fil-a and panera bread, and i really like bologna, hotdogs, lunchables, and boxed mac & cheese. i'm a motherfucker addicted to meat, cheese, and carbs!!!

yea! man, that really was the original intention of shitverse, to sort-of, really let all the evil out. it started off really two-dimensional and on the nose. hell, i literally named michael off of myself and i had intentioned his first design to be "a cis male version of myself." you start to fall in love with it though, giving them dynamics with each other and very human attributes, in a way, affirming your own evil, giving it a space to be creative and explicit. shitverse is very much still real, just very private between me and darcy. i was thinking about posting some of my more recent sketches pertaining to it though .. :)
very happy to have inspired, it's cathartic, isn't it?