am i? i havent seen it like that in a while but it also is probably important for me to remember there are people who look up to me that do see it this way? i think for a while the notion has scared me, that i am an idea that expectations are put onto. at least thats what words like "popular" and "fans" sound like in my head. i feel im bad at holding up those expectations (slow with commission work, doesnt moderate server well or update it consistently, everchanging art style, hardly touch bluesky which i was meant to migrate to) but i suppose if this is how you + others think of me i must see that as a compliment ^^; ! i definitely am grateful for having a following at all, and so many financial supports over the years that have gotten me up until very recently, SO VERY FAR without having another job outside of art.
so i suppose all-thats to say "huh?" "its scary!" and "it feels good!"

im not a system, and i try to stray from DID-centered terminology. though, its true that i am two ponies, and Mikey is more of an identity involving the body and its culmination of memories and traits. being Mikey feels like a large plant, lets say, that needs to be maintained, nurtured, and affirmed. at any point i can dissociate from this and feel wildly uncomfortable until i realize "who i am" in that moment, and i will flourish if i wholly accept that truth. identity can also become completely broken and can rapidly switch between many smaller + more specific things, or i can feel none of it, but those cases are usually when im doing really badly. this is as specific as i can be for now

im disconnected from how other people experience relationships with their sister, but im glad that my transparency about mine can make you happy! lovejournaling is a very sweet word to use, a word i wouldnt use for myself would be law, though i might just be nitpicking and could figure what you meant. i have kind-of an instinctual aversion to the word in this context because that still implies there are rules to it, or it has an order, which is certainly not the case. for me: it is queer love, or just Love

i hope to eventually draw sisters as much as i talk about them, my motivation: referencing darcy's pinterest boards so i can draw mason and sophie together in new cute outfits. thank you for this ask <3

theres lots to like about isaac, back when i played the flash demo on newgrounds i was really drawn by the macabre but cute aesthetic of it and the learning curve and replayability. i remember minimizing the window everytime i heard my mom walk by so she wouldnt see i was playing a game with blood/satanic imagery in it lol. being around for the BIRTH of REBIRTH and subsequent DLC was really exciting! at the same time the game grew, as did its problems, which im also really endeared by. culture around shitty items and traps rooms, bad devil deals and challenge characters, people going "skill issue" towards anyone who brought up any of this, is truly hilarious, and amplifies the multiplayer experience .. :3

all of that is to be expected by such a small game getting so big, and it really has to be loved in its entirety. i LOVE Repentance, and i assert that its the best way to play the game! (Afterbirth+ being the worst...) i love the way the story is related to every aspect imaginable, and how its all told through an unreliable narrator, drawings, items, costumes, monsters... little horrifying details littered in every corner. replayability issues aside, the ending to Repentance is very satisfactory and epic to me.. i will never forget how it felt to beat dogma and the beast for the first time.

in the game... i tend to main cain and judas. while i dont play more gimmicky characters much anymore, i also love the forgotten and tainted bethany. isaac himself is also always good! oh, and eve.... hm ^^ i like a lot of them

aesthetically/as characters... i get drawn towards Magdalene, Eve, and Lilith. i am simple, i like my girls............and blue baby

yes im a satanist, though my own relationship with it has gotten quite far removed from official sects of it (ie levayan/satanic temple) i semi-regularly pray to my baphomet statue or ask it for strength and guidance, its an idolatrous figure i use to communicate with myself. my ego, my hatred, my passion, my desire... and so on, whatever is needed in the moment. i clutch my satanism pretty close to my wrist, my left wrist specifically that has my scars and tattoo. i use it as a reminder to never hide or be ashamed of the pain that will always be with me, that nobody will ever understand. in this way.. it doesnt feel right to verbalize it as satanism or even religion, because im not indoctrinating, or even welcoming understanding. whatever this is that i call by those names, is mine alone. i also have a budding relationship with darcy's religion (which i can more confidently refer to as one) and i usually use her body as an altar of worship for that. she also has her own prayer that i occasionally imitate in lieu of my own 'as Above so Below' prayer. its a circle made with the hands, with the left hand holding the right.

Shitverse exists, we have a discord server with nobody in it just for me and darcy to archive/keep track of all the information and art we've made of it thus far. it hasnt been a focus of ours lately, (we operate on hyperfixation) so theres not much to say. cant promise, but the server will likely be public one day