yes im a satanist, though my own relationship with it has gotten quite far removed from official sects of it (ie levayan/satanic temple) i semi-regularly pray to my baphomet statue or ask it for strength and guidance, its an idolatrous figure i use to communicate with myself. my ego, my hatred, my passion, my desire... and so on, whatever is needed in the moment. i clutch my satanism pretty close to my wrist, my left wrist specifically that has my scars and tattoo. i use it as a reminder to never hide or be ashamed of the pain that will always be with me, that nobody will ever understand. in this way.. it doesnt feel right to verbalize it as satanism or even religion, because im not indoctrinating, or even welcoming understanding. whatever this is that i call by those names, is mine alone. i also have a budding relationship with darcy's religion (which i can more confidently refer to as one) and i usually use her body as an altar of worship for that. she also has her own prayer that i occasionally imitate in lieu of my own 'as Above so Below' prayer. its a circle made with the hands, with the left hand holding the right.

Shitverse exists, we have a discord server with nobody in it just for me and darcy to archive/keep track of all the information and art we've made of it thus far. it hasnt been a focus of ours lately, (we operate on hyperfixation) so theres not much to say. cant promise, but the server will likely be public one day