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Sillies · 5mo

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the marks on s4ps fingers lowkey reminded me of bruises so i had an idea for the t0nyn4p chef au 🥰

s4pn4p deciding to fly to la to go to a convention and of course he invites t0ny because.. thats his boyfie!!! and also t0ny is big and strong enough to act like his bodyguard since he has no real one (i actually have had an idea for a t0nyn4p bodyguard au LOL) the first 2 days are good until s4pn4p hugs a fan who randomly spotted him while he was out and commented that they had a hard time trying to hug s4pn4p because they couldn't fully wrap their arms around him and s4pn4p spirals, he laughs off the fan but his mood has definitely shifted, unbeknownst to the person he's talking to. t0ny isn't around because he wanted to check the artist gallery when s4pn4p wanted to walk around the main area so s4pn4p tells him he'll be in their hotel room if he needs him. t0ny asks s4pn4p if he wants him to bring back lunch but s4pn4p says not right now (he knows t0ny would worry a little if he flat out said no) when he gets back to the hotel he body checks himself, frowning at all the... fat on him. t0ny would be proud of him for gaining back his weight considering how sickly he was beginning to look but all s4pn4p could think about is how much of a disgusting pig he looked, how that girl is probably running back to her friends giggling over how ugly s4pn4p is. he doesn't waste anymore time until he's on his knees in front of the toilet, nothing really comes out but colored saliva since he only drunk his flavored water for 'breakfast' but he's satisfied for now. he sprays the bathroom with air freshener out of routine and changes into one of his comfort hoodies which nows feels too tight on him even though he knows he got it double his size and lays in bed -🐈‍⬛

//ps your tweet made me so happy im glad you like my ideas ily!!! 🥰

// ed

LOL I noticed those too, esp back in the Day but Yesss oughhh s4p angst with him loving t0ny and wanting to improve but not being able too. Him relapsing and purging in secret WHILST restricting food limit it makes me insane..hes so obsessed with his image and his body but in every bad way. He wants it to stop, he wants to love himself and be loved but he Cant. Ough edn4p my fav projection ..so good ...

(ALSO BODYGUARD AU WOULD GO CRAZY!!!! and ofc ily black cat anon literally sm 🫶🫶)

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