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sad to see you go but i understand wanting to separate from them! you will be missed, good luck in ur new fandom ❤️
i was thinking abt your fallen angel idea and what if one day he meets dr34m who’s so sweet and kind and s4p just knows he has to have him. a guy that nice must have a dark side too and s is determined to
make d sin. so he tries all these different ways to tempt d into fucking him. first he acts all innocent, “accidentally” brushing against d’s dick, bending over in front of him to pick something up, even spilling a drink on himself when he’s at d’s house just so he can have an excuse to wear one of d’s hoodies. but all d seems to do is blush and act oblivious to it all ! so s takes it up a notch and starts wearing feminine clothing like skirts and dresses. s can feel d looking at him more but he doesn’t mention it or try to touch s at all. d does compliment him, which makes s feel a little better but why doesn’t d want him? he’s never had this problem before. in a last attempt s dresses extra slutty whenever he’s around d. fishnets and booty shorts and corsets! once while wearing a bralette and super short skirt he got d to watch a movie with him on the couch. s even got d to cuddle with him although d was awkward abt where to put his hands. s eventually managed to get on d’s lap and began subtly grinding on him
disguised as trying to get comfortable. he could feel d getting hard under him! he was so excited! it was finally time, d was going to fuck him for sure! but then d excused himself to the bathroom and s was crestfallen. soo during this time i was thinking that s stopped having sex with others bc he was so deadset on d and after he realized that maybe d isn’t into him he goes back to getting others to sin. so s isn’t flirty around d much anymore and d finally realizes he likes s after getting jealous of seeing s with other ppl. so now d is trying to seduce s but s and d have been spending so much time together that s got to know d and thinks he’s a genuinely good person.he comes to the realization that d is a pure soul and s is in love with him. so now the roles are reversed and d is chasing s but s can’t do anything bc he wants d to go to heaven :(
Im so sad this made me so sad when I first read it LMFAO it was so sexy but then tragic. I really love this though like S one day realizing, D doesn't deserve the shit hes pulling on him and tries to keep him 'pure'. D doesnt want it though he just wants S. I feel like it would make D act out, he starts to drink, starts to do things so out of character and S doesn't know what to do. He was meant to keep him 'safe'! Ans he failed. Well to be fair hes never been a good angel in the 1st place. Still he feels disappointed because if it werent for him, D would get to go to heaven. It isnt till one fateful night of a sad S taking a drunk D home, that D finally reciprocates by kissing him quite sloppily. S kisses back with a caress to his face, iwhich D nuzzles his hand. S tilts his head, kisses his forehead, and D falls asleep because of some angel power thing. Everything changes. D stops acting out but S doesn't isolate as much, stops corrupting others for 'revenge'. They actually spend time together, actually act like a couple. S doesnt let D kiss him again till he's sure he knows this is what he wants, he won't let him have his body till he knows the fate he's sealing for himself. S wants D to go to heaven so bad but angels arent all that anyway, who wants to live a life free from sex and everything fun? It takes so much assurance for S to act, he treats D to a nice blowjob first. Slowly working the sweet innocent man up the ladder of pleasure. He becomes teasing and mean, much more than before. Doing all the same tactics to seduce the blonde all over again, smirking when D fights to pull Ss hips to his lap. He loves bending over things with nothing but Ds clothes on, his cologne. His next plan of action is grinding and teaching D to finger him. D cums alone from watching S. Its another few painful weeks of 'coverting' in the wrong way before D gets to fuck S, S has been so horny and is surprised he lasted so long as well. But during this special night S shows off his partial angel form. An ombre of black and white wings, soft feathers around his back and shoulders. A dim halo with a small broken piece. S also sports some extra eyes that D gets lost in. S teases D and plays into the fact theyre truly defiling another for eternity. D says he'd follow S anywhere, says S is his god, his leader. It makes S lose his mind. He knows theyre comitting some crime, disobeying the laws of life, but he doesnt care. Theyre slow and loving, relishing in every touch and feeling. S flaps his wings with every twitch of Ds cock inside, how heavenly it feels! Theyre loud and proud with bells of moans, obsessed with saying anothers name, worshiping the other as if they're gods, praying and being all blasphemous as possible. D cant keep his eyes off S and his unearthly beauty, how perfect he seems as he bounces and hovers. D isnt sure what compells him but he rubs his fingers on the underside of Ss soft feathers, causing a violent reaction from S. The smaller crying out and immediately cumming, shocked at himself and D as he keeps whining the more D plays with the area. No one else has Ever touched him there, not even his past demon partner. No one but D gets him. D is too entranced with S to even care about getting off anymore, hands preening feathers and running gently over his eyes. S is sure if any god heard them theyd be banished to hell but he couldnt care anymore, not when he has D. Not when D has him. Whats a fallen angel to do with such a wonderful human anyways, but not to give in?
(Sighh I Love them, I also think there was another more tragic and angsty way to go abt this but i was slighlty obsessed with angel form and them being soft. EEEEE this au is fun ngl)
dead dove per request- t0ny giving s viagra in a pillpocket for dogs and s4p thinks it’s just a treat
// dubcon , drugging LOL
S4p would take it so happily and willingly, enjoying the peanut butter taste that overrides the pill. T0ny is smiling so big as he watches him, almost ready to laugh because he /Knows/ whats about to happen in maybe half an hour...less hopefully. To hide his intentions he gives s4p a few more regular treats in exchange for some tricks. Pitching his voice higher as he tells him to sit, roll over, bark, and everything usual. The smaller doing it quite embarrassingly but the treats were too good to pass up. After their fun t0ny leaves s4p to do 'business stuff' giving him time to prepare. Getting out condoms and lube and rope, maybe a gag. Sure he couldve asked s4p like a Normal person, but theyre not normal people. And sure enough when he checks in on s4p, hes all flushed and slightly confused. Viagra is no aphrodisiac but s4p gets horny about anything, he's always been easy but this made him so much easier.
"I think im getting sick or something t0ny, ugh feel." Pulling the bigger mans hand to his head, and then down to his heart. Beating so fast it made t0ny smirk because he knew why.
"Maybe, lets lay you down yeah? I'll go get some things that'll help." And so the plan begins. Unfortunately for clueless s4p, he panics realizing having t0ny so close to him made him..hard?! Yeah he Likes t0ny, is obsessed with him even, but he's never gotten hard from simply touching him. He even initiated it! Now the issue lies in how is he supposed to act when t0ny gets back?! He tries to think bad thoughts to get it to flag but it just keeps rounding back to t0ny being big and hot. He mentally punches himself because only He would be in this situation. S4p then thinks back to this morning where t0ny humiliated him by making him act like a dog, well he didn't Make him but still. Maybe thats why he's so riled, he even jumps when t0ny returns with all sorts of things he didnt expect. Eyes widening comically at every sex related item. It feels like t0ny read his mind and he feels just about ready to present to t0ny like a bitch in heat. Holy shit hes so confused. Wait why does he have sex toys and lube and is that a gag?! All that but no cold rag or water or food even? S4p sits up with a glint to his eyes, following t0nys every move. It happens so fast, the collar t0ny wrapped around his neck, the gag tied quickly making him mumble with protests against it but making no move to take it off, and then his shirt being taken off. T0ny only smiles sweetly thru the entire interaction, confusing s4p more but his brain is getting so foggy. Subspace. Its hitting him hard, his body flushing more as t0ny stares and examines his body.
"Have you figured it out puppy? Or are you too stupid, just a little dumb whore?" T0ny uses that voice again, the one people use on actual dogs or cute things. S4p though, perks up and nods. Puppy..its the only world bouncing in his brain. It makes t0ny laugh and pet him.
"Well it doesnt matter now, let me just help you out now that youve done the 'hard' work for me huh?" S4p takes maybe two seconds max to think it over and decides he doesnt need to think as long as t0nys here. Right? He leans into t0nys hand that runs across the side of his face, trailing very slowly down his neck scratching lightly. Then going down his chest and rubbing his nipple for a bit, going lower and lower leaving red lines from his nails. Twirling his fingers through his happy trail and then resting on his boxers and shorts wasteband. T0ny gave s4p a quick peck right as he slipped em both off. Shocking s4p who tries to push t0ny back, making t0ny pull him closer and deepening their kiss. And who was s4p to deny this amazinf moment? Even if all together it was So Odd. Besides it feels like his dick is so full, if anyone could help him it would t0ny and his expert hands that could do just about anything. S4p only gasped more into t0nys mouth as the other started playing with him, rubbing expertly at his cock just like he thought he would. Almost as if practiced. T0ny mushing his brain and their kissing making it worse. He felt so hot and so horny, it hurt. T0ny didnt take long to push s4p against his own bed and start to trail those wonderful hands to his hole. Shocking him entirely because Woah, this is a lot of firsts immediately. But t0ny keeps kissing him, twirling tongues and swapping spit, moaning and groaning into each others mouths like its all they could do. T0ny uses his free hand to pull s4ps collar and keep them close. The younger whimpering but he'd let t0ny do anything to him right now. Then everythings stopped. Making s4p whine but not complain, especially as he sees t0ny squirt lube onto his fingers. Fully disregarding s4p. Oh the burn in his stomach and cock was amazing. He laid there, nice and pliant like a good dog all for his owner, his master, his t0ny. S4p dopely smiles at his master as he rubs against s4ps taint. Using his other hand to properly put the gag in s4ps mouth.
"My how perfect of a puppy, so sweet and paitent, i should leave you to bark but maybe next time." T0ny keeps sweetly talking to him as he presses fingers in, slowly opening him, talking dirty dirty words and promises to keep him occupied.
"I hope you like your collar, we're gonna have to go shopping my sweet little bitch so you can pick all your puppy toys and things. My treat." T0ny scratches his stomach making s4p pull his hands up to his chest in a 'puppy postion' huffing lightly as he does. Starting to moan and gag behind the gag the more t0ny plays with him. Pushing his walls loose and open, exploring the new area as thoroughly as he can, trying to get his puppy to be loud. Laughing at the spit starting to ball around the red rubber.
"Youre pathetic puppy, so cute, don't worry im almost done. Ready to be bred my pretty slut?" It makes s4p moan desperately. He so wants to be bred full, wants t0ny to make take him fully. He nods and paws at t0ny, trying to pull him closer. T0ny gives a last push and rub against his prostate before pulling away again and getting his own thick cock out. S4p eyes it wanting it in him so so bad, hoping his hip that are starting to Reach for it give t0ny the right idea of how badly he wants. T0ny hits his puppys thigh for being so over eager, earning some sad puppy eyes that he Ignores.
"Paitent puppys get what they want, as hot as it is for how needy you are, we do it My way. My pace." T0ny has a sharper tone than usual, a furrow to his brows, and a tight grip on his collar. S4p whines but nods, opening his legs though as an invitation. Half wanting to flip himself so hes in doggy but he doesnt want to upset his master more. He will be good puppy. Perfect puppy. He nods to himself and waits, keeping his hands in the 'puppy postion' and waits. T0ny does Not take long to stroke himself full, scaring s4p only a little at the Girth but excited nonetheless. He lines them up and only gives s4p a final whistle before fully pushing in. Immediately testing s4ps flexibility as he half puts the younger into a mating press. S4p near screams behind his gag, muffled of course, head slamming back against his pillow as he bites the gag. T0ny also groaning along, he didnt take his time, relishing in the warmth surrounding him and the tight feeling. He feels s4ps breath quicken when he pulls back, only to punch the air out their lungs with his next full thrust. S4p findd t0nys back to pull at the skin, claw and keep him close.
"Feel good puppy? Because I do, fucking love your hole, my little breeding bitch so good for me." S4p nodding frantically, eyes dazed and unfocused as they flutter shut. T0ny starts a rhythm after, its not merciful though, not one bit. S4p choking our gasps and pants with every slap of skin, with every slam of his cock deep into him, of his own legs hitting his chest. It hurts and burns but he Loves it. Hr wishes hr could babble more, thank his master, kiss his master, Bite his master, anything, but this gag prevents it all. It honestly makes him breathe harder in lust induced panic. Eyes rolling all the way back to heaven with t0nys thrusts. The bigger pulls at his collar, or holds his hips in tight tight grips. The bed Slams against the wall with their relentless fucking. S4p starts to cry as he reaches his climax faster than usual, not wanting it to end, but before he knows it hes hitting t0ny to tell him. Screaming behind the gag making a muffled moan as he goes limp for a few seconds. Cum spreading all over him and t0ny but it squishes and spreads with t0ny pressing down on him. S4p takes it as t0ny continues, smiling as best he can, grunting as it starts to hurt just slightly but it feels so good too. T0ny is shocked, wide eyed at the cum everywhere, but also at how quickly he gets it up again. He knew it would do that but he didnt know it would be so quick. The idea of thrm going all night is what gets t0ny to finish. Making s4p whine as he lays ontop of him, painting his insides white. Breeding him full.
"Take it like a good puppy, so perfect for me." T0ny keeps them close thru his orgasm, petting his hair and massaging his thigh. S4p lays there. Struggling to maintain his breathing, but happy. Head tilting when t0ny pulls out.
"Hold on puppy." T0ny takes the gag off, scoops some of his own seed from s4p, and shoves it into his puppys mouth.
"Eat. Its a treat for being so so good." And who denies a treat? S4p doesnt thats for sure. He slurps anf licks it all up, ensuring clean and slobbery fingers after. He lays his sore legs back down finally and lets them rest against t0nys sides. Still dazed from the awesome sex they had.
"Wow youre beautiful, bark for me puppy I wanna hear you right now." T0ny rubs his thigh some more, waiting for him to listen.
S4p does think he could flush more otherwise he'd blush but he woofs pathetic and tiny, making t0ny smile more.
"Good enough. My perfect puppy..now are you ready again? This time you can fuck yourself however." S4p tilts his head more, getting a small chuckle.
"Well youre still hard puppy, and my puppy deserves to be treated for it right?" S4p nods, forgetting he has a voice. He then always realizes hes still hard, what?
"For as long as youre horny, little slut, were gonna keep going. Now hop up I know you wanna ride me." T0ny is confident in that and hes probably right, master is always right. S4p is just so amazing at every little thing right now, having no genuine brain power to think regularly. Wanting whatever t0ny wants and hes right, he is hard. So might as well get it thru whilst they can! Good idea master. He licks t0nys cheek as a 'kiss' and gets to work fucking himself on t0nys dick. And little did he know they'd be going for the next couple hours. The effects of the pill not wearing off for another 3 hours and leaving s4p with thr worst headache. T0ny still never explains leaving the younger to believe he was just really fucking horny. Despite t0ny iniating it all and leading it all, putting s4p into an entirely new headspace but hr musnt question master anyways. Because master knows best ! Yes..always...
(So sorry if this wasnt what you wanted I could go darker if you wanted just didnt know your boundaries or what else you wanted lol and sorry it gets weaker at the end I GOT EEPY but hehehe maybe ill do a darker ver later with some aphrodisiacs :333 hope u enjoyed )
pedophilia/ drugs/
okok ! i never fully fleshed it out tbh.. my general idea of it was s4pn4p dropping out of high school and moving in with t0ny who sells him coke and lowkey saves the money he earns from dealing for s4p to transition. they're friends and i HAD the idea that they hook up sometimes even though it makes t0ny feel guilty because hes 4 years older than him. (maybe a one sided attraction? s4p likes t0ny but the guilt makes him feel awful for liking s4p back? oor t0ny feels like n1ck only likes him for drugs because paranoia even though n1ck secretly liked t0ny before his addiction?) t0ny doesnt like that he does SW but whenever he tries to talk to s4p about it n1ck calls him a hypocrite for selling a minor drugs
i lowkey want to make it a t0nyn4p fic but i also JUST had an idea where they get in a super big fight and t0ny kicks him out so n1ck starts having coke withdrawals and spirals hard i think thatd be a fun idea giggles. i also love the idea of an older man taking advantage of him!! maybe one night t0ny pisses s4p off and one of his cilents has been begging him for days to meet in person but n1ck only makes videos/sells pictures so he ignores the request but now he's frustrated and not thinking straight so he leaves the house when t0ny finally goes to bed and leaves his phone so t0ny cant track him and meets the guy, they have sex but its way too intense and n1ck feels uncomfortable but the guy wont let him go no matter how much n1ck cries out red. when the guy finally cums in s4p he's full on sobbing and having a panic attack so the guy screams at him and suffocates him then locks him in a closet. when he wakes up hes dazed and confused and so sore but thankfully the man is gone so he goes home and sees t0ny sitting at the kitchen, eyes red and full of unshed tears. he closes the door but the noise alerts t0ny and he rushes to the door ready to scream at n1ck but he sees him covered in bruises, so scared and shaking t0ny frowns. he scans his body and notices the cum running down n1cks legs and gasps. he tries to ask n1ck what happened but the words get caught in his throat and finally, s4p hiccups before sobbing and throwing himself into t0ny's arms, its a little awkward because s4pn4p is still.. naked but he needs comfort and of course t0ny is going to give it to him. he holds him and strokes his hair, apologizing to n1ck for not protecting him good enough... wow i just came up with all of that on the spot woopsies LOL -🐈⬛
AAAAAA BLACK CAT ANON U R SOO !!!! ehen i first read this I had to take a break bc its so good like Please Please /NF ofc but if u can u shoukd write a fic with something like this..ougghh s4p being a sw and also a huge cokewhore, me thinks s4p will have t0ny take him sometimes so he sells better or add it apart of the 'package' of getting some drugs. I feel even tho they both care abt another a Lot its such an unhealthy relationship but they both care too much to really address anything, especially t0ny who is just SOOO guilty like... wow this is so good Im like brain fogged lol its the perfect amount of tragic s4p angst with the small amount of crazy and comfort. T0ny also caring for him after it gets too much, i think he would let s4p shoot up some as he deals with his wounds to make it easier for of both them. T0ny running his fingers along the bruises on his neck and his Very injured..behind. t0ny wants to cry and kill and scream and hug, he also feels so guilty bc n1ck is HIS responsibility right now and he failed. He holds s4p till he wakes again and they dont Talk as usual but something changes, s4p starts to take less clients, hangs around t0ny more. T0ny is careful, too scared to hurt him or fuck up again but he lets s4p have at it with whatever drugs he wants sometimes, in exchange for a Very needy s4p. But its whatever. As long as he keeps his Hands to himself. T0ny also is just more protective and anytime s4p goes out alone (rare now but still) he Makes him take his phone or takes him till he feels hes safe. He half wants to put a tracker in him because hes so Paranoid. Ougghh im so focused on s4p getting frustrated also that t0ny is very Obviously keeping his distance in ways and makes him constantly drown in more drugs and going to do more physical clients in hopes he makes t0ny jealous or feels the empty Emotional hole inside him but it never works. Just gets him hurt and t0ny to put him on the counter and tend to his wounds. Just gets him more ruined and mentally tired than ever but its addictive to be so self sabotaging. Ougghh i just its good its good thank u anon may not post on main tho but like i do love this
When did sap talk about coke?????
bl4kenap is the cutest https://x.com/notblakeae/status/1630996619066834947?s=61
pedophilia (vague) //
yippee i love s4p angst too :] your inclusion was great!!! idk if this is too much but i had (have?) a fic based around the gist of this.. its more like s4p being a sex worker at 17 (tbh i only made him 17 bc i wanted to be like early 2000s eseque, imagining him using that stupid filter that makes you look sickly white while sending nudes to men LOL) after dropping out and living with t0ny who's his drug dealer (mostly bc i wanted a fic of s4p doing coke.. ) id love to talk to you about it if you want :3 i have like the basics of it .. im struggling with writing more of it bc im terribly unmotivated rn though.. LAWL
noncon, transphobia/
i love the idea of s4p whoring himself at parties, he gets so shy before hes wasted, it surprises everyone who comes up to him to fuck him. cooing that he's just a stupid slut pretending to be shy to act naïve. the girls who fuck him laugh in his face, taunting s4p that their dildos pleasure them more than his tiny little cock. taunting that he's lucky he's good with his tongue because he'll never make a girl cum otherwise. it gets worse when he has a hard time ejaculating when his body gets used to the t. mocking him for not being able to cum, edging him just to laugh at him squirming and sobbing. he hates it but he takes it, all he wants is to be wanted. and he needs the money to finally be comfortable with his own body, besides its worth it when a nice girl takes him home with her afterwards, way better than sleeping in a stupid car anyways
i imagine one of s4ps friends show up to the party bc he heard about 'the girl with an amazing pussy' that lets anyone fuck her and they get curious, ready to get their dick wet only to be horrified when they find out its /him/ they get ready to pull s4p away but.. he looks so good with multiple cocks stuff inside his holes while some bubbly drunk girl is playing with his t-cock and tits.. they get so hard and join the circle jerk over s4ps body, thankfully s4p is too drunk to know hes there.. it makes him feel less guilty thinking about it that way. hehe -🐈⬛
// pedophilia drugs
OH PLEASSEEE PLEASEE GO INTO MORE DEPTH ABT UR FIC IDEA i rlly love dark themes if u dont know already LOL and I think bc its fiction we should be allowed to explore those rlly fucked up topics giggles like I rlly would love a fic of cokewhore s4p whos faced SW abuse but he turned to that life bc its the only validation he gets or he needed money. Also 2000s esque yesssss!!!!!
// transphobia , noncon / dubcon , blood
GIGGLLESSS s4p being sooo cute n innocent at first but Everybody knows. Everybody. Immediately when he shows up it's cheers and drinks being handed his way, drugged or not, he gets drunk and immobile fast. He rlly is just a slut for them all, hes all the rage and is often used for 'sexuality' curiosities. Treated like a circus attraction to poke and prod and laugh at, people hardly care if he cums and when he starts to Not cum he is enjoyed more thoroughly. Truly a fucksleeve for anybody willing. Hes edged till the entire party or night that people have their way with him, only cumming when there happens to be one merciful soul who really just wants to slurp up s4ps juices as well as the many more coated in his plush insides. S4p hurts and he knows they really dont care abt him or hurting him, having even bled or almost tearing a Few times but he also still loves it. He really fucking loves it, he feels the shittiest he ever has but also the most adored. He loves the reputation and the fact people Know him and Want him sexually even if he knows they just want to use him. Its close enough to real affection so he will take any drop of 'affection'. Plus there is the kind ones, a few regulars who take him home and pound his ass or grind their pussies together for hours even after hes faced an entire day of usage. Anything is better than his car, even other peoples cars. Gettinf fucked in the bed of a truck is a lot hotter than he'd imagine especially when its full of beer loving cowboys and their sexy tans. They really know the right way to push him around. S4p couldnt be 'happier', this was the best way to get everything he wants. Plus people like his new grown bush and beard.
His reputation traveling to his friends but them not Knowing its him is so awesome. Theyre so excited to get to fuck somebody without having to do a walk of shame or face someone unwilling. The friend overjoyed bc he really wants a piece of pussy that is So good even after being abused to hell, but his boner flags slightly when its S4p. Not a Her and not some random whore. This is S4pn4p. Holy shit. Red with handprints and overwhelming heat from everybody crowding him or fucking him endlessly. Absolutely covered in sticky white and some faint yellow, tons of dicks and boobs surrounding him. This is the 1st his friend has Ever seen more of s4p that wasn't his legs or stomach and holy fuck. Watching guys suck his big boobs and finger him till he near faints is a sight. Girls riding his face or taking turns making out and using his hand to finger them. Not only that but everyone is calling him a Girl, a pretty bitch, a slutty whore, or more variations of whatever nickname they made for him..her? Hes confused and honestly alarmed since s4p seems unconscious or barely aware, limps limp in all the peoples hold and it horrifies them bc so many are watchinf and recording or interacting with an UNCONSCIOUS drunk naked person. But he sees the money scattered around, sees even a little bucket where people drop more money in. Hes conflicted. Because even though this is Wrong s4p has the smallest smile when his mouth isnt being used, or he reaches out needily when hes got an available limb. He almost looks like he belongs there, straight from a porno, surrounded and touched. So he with the slightest bit of guilt join in, jerking himself thru 3 orgasms and even getting a turn with s4ps dripping and eager hole. His sounds are so beautiful, his tears and the way he swallows dicks like it was what he was made for. Lets say all of s4ps friends start making sly comments abt him or to him, having their own inside jokes abt the slutty party whore. And s4p who loves his friends doesnt think its abt HIM but rather another actual Girl. And eventually every single one gets a chance with him and even are the ones to invite him to some parties with a bit of pregaming. Or disguising party drinking games as a way to get to him faster, touchy and clingy and desperately horny.
Me thinks he gets so popular he has his own categories on some porn sites, makes his blood flush and feel hotter than hell as he examines just How many videos of him in his most vulnerable are uploaded AND viewed.
Sigh I love party whore s4pn4p 🫶💗
^_^ i had a dream last night that s4pn4p befriended someone from l34ktwt but he didnt know they were from.. that part of the fandom and during the times they were hanging out with s4p and his friends they were secretly tweeting on their account things about s4ps personal life and secretly taking pictures of their home hehe its kinda bland sowwy -🐈⬛
I honestly think abt that legitimately sometimes but imagine, he truly confides in this friend and starts to notice a rise in more released info abt him and hes all freaked out still turning to THIS one friend. It gets out of hand when theres photos of him sleeping or changing or just out, he somehow hasn't connected the dots so hes freaked tf out lol!!! He starts to go out less and is hella paranoid, apologetic to his roomies bc it HAS to be his fault their everything is getting leaked. Hes debated quiting when pictures of him almost Fully naked get out and he fully isolates not trusting anything, sleeping in dre4m room or the guests house because hes so freaked out. Giggles !!!
(Lol DW I like this idea its silly a bit)
ed //
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the marks on s4ps fingers lowkey reminded me of bruises so i had an idea for the t0nyn4p chef au 🥰
s4pn4p deciding to fly to la to go to a convention and of course he invites t0ny because.. thats his boyfie!!! and also t0ny is big and strong enough to act like his bodyguard since he has no real one (i actually have had an idea for a t0nyn4p bodyguard au LOL) the first 2 days are good until s4pn4p hugs a fan who randomly spotted him while he was out and commented that they had a hard time trying to hug s4pn4p because they couldn't fully wrap their arms around him and s4pn4p spirals, he laughs off the fan but his mood has definitely shifted, unbeknownst to the person he's talking to. t0ny isn't around because he wanted to check the artist gallery when s4pn4p wanted to walk around the main area so s4pn4p tells him he'll be in their hotel room if he needs him. t0ny asks s4pn4p if he wants him to bring back lunch but s4pn4p says not right now (he knows t0ny would worry a little if he flat out said no) when he gets back to the hotel he body checks himself, frowning at all the... fat on him. t0ny would be proud of him for gaining back his weight considering how sickly he was beginning to look but all s4pn4p could think about is how much of a disgusting pig he looked, how that girl is probably running back to her friends giggling over how ugly s4pn4p is. he doesn't waste anymore time until he's on his knees in front of the toilet, nothing really comes out but colored saliva since he only drunk his flavored water for 'breakfast' but he's satisfied for now. he sprays the bathroom with air freshener out of routine and changes into one of his comfort hoodies which nows feels too tight on him even though he knows he got it double his size and lays in bed -🐈⬛
//ps your tweet made me so happy im glad you like my ideas ily!!! 🥰
// ed
LOL I noticed those too, esp back in the Day but Yesss oughhh s4p angst with him loving t0ny and wanting to improve but not being able too. Him relapsing and purging in secret WHILST restricting food limit it makes me insane..hes so obsessed with his image and his body but in every bad way. He wants it to stop, he wants to love himself and be loved but he Cant. Ough edn4p my fav projection ..so good ...
(ALSO BODYGUARD AU WOULD GO CRAZY!!!! and ofc ily black cat anon literally sm 🫶🫶)
nice to see you back !! congrats on graduating :)
congrats on graduating (assuming you actually see this on this weekend :]) im so happy for you!!!! ❤️❤️❤️-🐈⬛
dubcon
homeless s4pn4p who lives in his car. he refuses to let his friends take care of him, refuses to couch surf at their houses because he doesn't want to seem weak.. his family doesnt know and presumably thinks hes dead. hes also trans and can't afford his t so every other night he gets practically black out drunk and lets guys and girls fuck him for money. he hates waking up to cum still inside and bruises/hickeys but the wads of cash is so worth it :3 -🐈⬛
Dub con , transphobia //
EEEEE U KNOW ME TOOO WELL BLACK CAT ANON!!!! he doesnt want to burden anybody but himself and he also wants to prove himself!! He can be something, and sometimes that something is a gloryhole. He hates the way his body feels when he cant get T in a timely manner, hates the way his voice cracks, and especially hates that everybody still sees him as a girl. If it werent for his patchy beard starting to grow hes sure nobody would take him serious so he Has to do this. To be himself. Hes not even sure how it started but one day a friend tells him of a party to get his worries off and he goes just cause what else is he gonna do? Its good, an amazing stress reliever, getting drunk like its his 1st time, dancing, and even scoring some potential hookups for later. Then he gets drunker and drunker, drowning his sorrows and his problems. Next thing s4p knows hes throwing himself at the potential hookups and getting tossed around by some of them on a couch right in the middle of the room. He's so drunk and hazy but he keeps begging to be touched, to be used, to forget it all. One night of bliss, please, he'd slur. Hes stripped violently by a small crowd, they mock him but still abuse his wet pussy. Fingering him and making him squirt, mocking his tiny t-cock, and fondling his chest, telling him how he'll never be a girl. It makes him cry but he wants it, feels he deserves it even. But he keeps getting touched and it feels so nice so its not the worst, then bets are made as people actually start fucking him. It was one very over confident guy to officially make a move, s4p liked him cause he had tattoos. They were flirty all night and this guy is taking his 'deserved prize' for putting up with s4p all evening. The bets start to go on if he'll handle it so drunk, then its how many times can he cum, then its creampies, or how many dicks and pussies can he handle. It started from one faithful night of him whoring around, he woke up sorer than ever and bruised to hell but he had money left with his clothes (they werent even his) and tons of numbers. S4pn4ps smart, and took the chance. From then on he'd go to parties and advertise himself, or be a straight up prostitute. He'd almost always get blackout drunk and let whoever do whatever, he knew it was risky, he knew putting trust into random drunk people with his body was dangerous, but he really loved it. S4p loved the attention, and the money. No amount of soreness and cum left over could stop him now, he was so far in his transition now, plus hes always sleeping in hotels or other houses/party areas, he doesnt need much else. Giggles (hope i kept the idea good sorry got silly with it big fan of s4p hurting but it being a guilty pleasure basically hehehe OUGH SOO GOOD freeuse sap is my fave sap)
/sh and ed
im sorry 😭🫶 the second ask was set post first ask after theyve been dating for a bit.. i probably should've clarified
i like to imagine t0ny not processing that s4p is cutting himself at first because s4pn4p passes off the lines as mi1o being too rough during playtime and of course t0ny sees how hyperactive he can be and just tells s4pn4p to be more careful next time. he gets increasingly more worried the more glimpses of lines he sees during the moments where s4pn4p feels comfortable taking off his clothes but he tells himself that he's exaggerating. it's until one night where t0ny comes home late because he was spending time with his family and s4pn4p stayed home where he catches s4pn4p in the act because he was too drunk and sobbing too hard to remember to lock the door. t0ny gasps and takes the switchblade out of his hand and s4pn4p only whimpers while t0ny frowns and gently guides him into the bathroom. hes hiccupping apologizes between choked sobs and t0ny pets him gently, repeating that they'll get through this because they always do.. although t0ny is hurt that s4pn4p didn't like he could trust him enough to tell him that he's cutting himself.
s4pn4p doesnt remember the previous night and t0ny probably thinks its for the best. he enjoys the few minutes of normalcy, holding s4pn4p in his arms in bed until s4pn4p tumbles out of bed to throw up. he sighs and soon joins his boyfriend, rubbing his back while he rests his head on the toilet seat. he then makes s4pn4p sit on the sink counter while he gets fresh bandages for s4ps cuts. theyre both quiet until t0ny pulls the bandages off sucking his teeth at how deep last night's cuts were.. thankfully not deep enough for medical attention but too deep for t0ny's liking regardless. "im sorry" s4pn4p mumbles and t0ny sighs which makes s4pn4p deflate. "were you ever going to tell me, n1ck?" and its quiet for a minute before s4pn4p replies back "no" which saddens t0ny more. he doesn't know why s4pn4p doesnt feel like he can trust him.. first the purging and now this? the rest of the day is awkward. s4pn4p locks himself in his office while t0ny bsbyproofs the apartment to distract himself. its so rough for the both of them but they'll manage.. or at least t0ny hopes they will.. he truly loves s4pn4p but if the younger can't trust him.. does he truly love him back?
he's just overthinking...
s4pn4p doesn't get used to t0ny constantly following him, especially the nights where s4pn4p tries a meal outside his safe options, he snaps at the older male and pushes him away if t0ny's too close.. t0ny knows its a defense mechanism but it hurts a little.. especially after the drinking incident (neither likes to talk about that night) t0ny comes to terms thst he needs to set aside his feelings, he should be focusing on s4pn4p, not being sad that n1ck is fighting him.
any progress os celebrated, s4p goes two days without feeling nauseous after eating? t0ny praises him and surprises him with matching chain necklaces after stream. s4pn4p goes a week without body checking himself and doing his affirmations without fighting t0ny? he buys s4pn4p a new hat and a big hoodie to wear on his low days. s4pn4p beams whenever t0ny buys him rewards, if he was a puppy he's sure hed see s4pn4ps tail wagging. for three weeks t0ny takes s4pn4p to a restaurant where he knows s4pn4ps safe foods are served, he's nervous and t0ny feels a little bad jumping the gun that fast but s4pn4p tells him when they get back to the car that he had a good time.. they kiss and eventually move to the backseat where s4pn4p sucks him off for treating him so well, its messy because theyre in a truck in a fucking parking lot but they both giggle afterwards while t0ny helps straighten s4pn4p back up.
oouhh i love the date idea. theyre so cutesy.. t0ny surprises him with flowers and s4ps so shocked because he doesn't remember seeing t0ny pick them up and t0ny turns red and sheepishly admits he forced s4p to drive his own car to their date so he could pick the flowers up secretly. s4pn4p calls him stupid and kisses him over the table. also the sex part 😵💫 i love the power imbalance part you should elaborate on that more 🤭 i love love s4pn4p being the 'boss' but being submissive to t0ny bc t0ny is so much bigger than him and in more ways than one. t0ny definitely makes fun of him in bed for having a size kink but does nothing to not help fuel it especially in the bedroom when he's wrapping his massive hands around s4pn4ps throat and using his big hands to guide him while s4pn4p rides his cock. he doesnt help outside the bedroom either when t0ny 'accidentally' traps him between counters and engulfs him in his arms randomly -🐈⬛ //ps dont worry i understand the burnout, dont feel pressured to reply if you're not able :]
// sh , ed
TBH THATS MY BAD im like illiterate or somethin...
OHH I like that, I feel t0ny would be dismissive almost. 'S4pn4p wouldnt do that, hes stronger than that..right?' And everytime he'd get a glimpse IT HAD to be mil0. Not only that but why would S4pn4p, n1ck, lie to him. His heart already can't handle all S4pn4p hasn't told him. And when the truth is found, t0ny can only shakily take care of his love. Heart shattered as he wipes it away hastily and holds him, babbling nonsense and sorry's that he never should have had to say. T0ny runs his fingers through messy hair and whispers I Love You over and over. They've gone through this before, they can persevere..right? T0ny hates how he questions everything. Questions commitments, how strong they are, and n1cks love. Will they really get through it? S4pn4p falls asleep fast in t0nys warm arms, protected by any 'evils' because t0nys shielding. The next morning was rough because although S4pn4p didnt remember it all the way, he wasn't dumb. He knew that t0ny knew, he liked that t0ny did not pity him. T0ny looked at him like a sad puppy but with a fondess no one else ever has. No one has ever been so gentle and Truly caring. The soft kisses t0ny leaves over the bandages, the soft smile of reassurance. For all the bad t0ny is the little good left. The reason to try.
Things are never the same, s4p sees t0nys care but it's overwhelming! Can't a man piss in peace! It was somewhat sweet but s4p isnt used to such attention and care. He feels bad when he snaps at t0ny but it cant be helped, he feels like hes being underestimated. He likes to think he cant handle eating foods that arent his usual comfort meals. S4pn4p doesnt need t0nys eyes watching his every move and bite. To track him to the bathroom in case he purges, he doesnt need t0ny to feed him and chew it up. He doesn't obviously but its practically like he does. They both experience the roughest patch of their relationship during this. Heavy distrust and hurt all around. But t0ny realizes for them both to heal, s4p needs to recover first. So he chills slightly, and they both appreciate it. T0ny starts to reach for s4ps hand when he gets too into his head, they whisper affirmations together even when others are around. Theyre each others entire WORLD! It makes s4p feel so bubbly when t0ny rewards him, he gets treats and sometimes feels like a dog when hes handed something shiny and expensive. T0ny loves it though, loves his lil pup and getting to help him everyday along the way. Theyre both shocked when one day s4p sends some lowkey thirst traps to t0ny whilst the other it out. They don't fully go into it but ease back into intimacy, especially with their date!!! Eee!!! S4p had never felt safer or happier especially with t0ny there, he twiddled his chain with a bashful smile. Truly feeling like it was their 1st one all over, the flowers being the cherry on top to this wonderful date. Im such a SUCKER FOR CAR SEX!!! s4p blowing t0ny as his reward for being such a loving and caring partner!! S4p makes it a constant thing now everytime they go out, to either blow him, or play with his happy trail as he gives him a real gentle but firm handjob. The very few times s4p has control just cause t0ny is so giggly and happy. I feel as a treat sometimes t0ny gives s4p a nice hickey to show off on his new proud body. To get him to love himself in a slight guilty way 'you cant hate places that ive marked can you?' Its always light hearted but it touches s4p badly, makes him warm and squirmy because so true! T0ny is good, perfect, he has to appreciate AND show off all parts t0ny is also! Theyre so cute THEYRE SO CUTE, s4p rarely has bad days now, but t0ny is always holding some part of s4p. Always there to bring him back and remind him of all his lovely parts, kiss his hands and shoulders in public, then worship all of him in private. Theyre ridiculously horny, s4p and t0ny Both get off to the idea heavily that s4p is t0nys boss but such a bottom bitch for him. Letting t0ny treat just about however, even letting him feed him and wipe his face. S4p trusts him so much to give all of himself up, when t0ny traps him as a joke it always ends with s4p bent over the counter and fucked outta his mind. Or better yet dragged to a mirror to fuck, forcing s4p to watch himself and adore himself. S4p has never been able to give himself up like this, especially to such a big man who can manhandle him in every way possible. OOOOHHHHHHGGGFG choking. S4p and choking is so good, t0ny loves how tiny he is, the way he could snap if t0ny just pressed a little more. He feels like a sex doll, t0ny bouncing him, himself, when s4ps legs give out. Or flipping them so fast it gives s4p whiplash as t0ny whispers praises into scars and stretchmarks to show s4p his love. T0ny Will always touch s4p when he can hence always englufing him in hugs and pretending to collapse on him and being proud when s4ps working out actually does something against t0ny. He likes to see his hand cover s4ps muscled thighs and cover most of it, loves to challenge his boss and watch his submissive state take over. He really loves him and s4p the same!! T0NYNAP MY LOVES !!!!! (actually sorry as fuck I think abt all the asks u say all the time and usually I start a response but finish it decades later 😭 i love ur asks always tho!!!)
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