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Sillies · 2d
When did sap talk about coke?????
Sillies · 4d
bl4kenap is the cutest https://x.com/notblakeae/status/1630996619066834947?s=61
Sillies · 28d
pedophilia (vague) //
yippee i love s4p angst too :] your inclusion was great!!! idk if this is too much but i had (have?) a fic based around the gist of this.. its more like s4p being a sex worker at 17 (tbh i only made him 17 bc i wanted to be like early 2000s eseque, imagining him using that stupid filter that makes you look sickly white while sending nudes to men LOL) after dropping out and living with t0ny who's his drug dealer (mostly bc i wanted a fic of s4p doing coke.. ) id love to talk to you about it if you want :3 i have like the basics of it .. im struggling with writing more of it bc im terribly unmotivated rn though.. LAWL
noncon, transphobia/
i love the idea of s4p whoring himself at parties, he gets so shy before hes wasted, it surprises everyone who comes up to him to fuck him. cooing that he's just a stupid slut pretending to be shy to act naïve. the girls who fuck him laugh in his face, taunting s4p that their dildos pleasure them more than his tiny little cock. taunting that he's lucky he's good with his tongue because he'll never make a girl cum otherwise. it gets worse when he has a hard time ejaculating when his body gets used to the t. mocking him for not being able to cum, edging him just to laugh at him squirming and sobbing. he hates it but he takes it, all he wants is to be wanted. and he needs the money to finally be comfortable with his own body, besides its worth it when a nice girl takes him home with her afterwards, way better than sleeping in a stupid car anyways
i imagine one of s4ps friends show up to the party bc he heard about 'the girl with an amazing pussy' that lets anyone fuck her and they get curious, ready to get their dick wet only to be horrified when they find out its /him/ they get ready to pull s4p away but.. he looks so good with multiple cocks stuff inside his holes while some bubbly drunk girl is playing with his t-cock and tits.. they get so hard and join the circle jerk over s4ps body, thankfully s4p is too drunk to know hes there.. it makes him feel less guilty thinking about it that way. hehe -🐈⬛
// pedophilia drugs
OH PLEASSEEE PLEASEE GO INTO MORE DEPTH ABT UR FIC IDEA i rlly love dark themes if u dont know already LOL and I think bc its fiction we should be allowed to explore those rlly fucked up topics giggles like I rlly would love a fic of cokewhore s4p whos faced SW abuse but he turned to that life bc its the only validation he gets or he needed money. Also 2000s esque yesssss!!!!!
// transphobia , noncon / dubcon , blood
GIGGLLESSS s4p being sooo cute n innocent at first but Everybody knows. Everybody. Immediately when he shows up it's cheers and drinks being handed his way, drugged or not, he gets drunk and immobile fast. He rlly is just a slut for them all, hes all the rage and is often used for 'sexuality' curiosities. Treated like a circus attraction to poke and prod and laugh at, people hardly care if he cums and when he starts to Not cum he is enjoyed more thoroughly. Truly a fucksleeve for anybody willing. Hes edged till the entire party or night that people have their way with him, only cumming when there happens to be one merciful soul who really just wants to slurp up s4ps juices as well as the many more coated in his plush insides. S4p hurts and he knows they really dont care abt him or hurting him, having even bled or almost tearing a Few times but he also still loves it. He really fucking loves it, he feels the shittiest he ever has but also the most adored. He loves the reputation and the fact people Know him and Want him sexually even if he knows they just want to use him. Its close enough to real affection so he will take any drop of 'affection'. Plus there is the kind ones, a few regulars who take him home and pound his ass or grind their pussies together for hours even after hes faced an entire day of usage. Anything is better than his car, even other peoples cars. Gettinf fucked in the bed of a truck is a lot hotter than he'd imagine especially when its full of beer loving cowboys and their sexy tans. They really know the right way to push him around. S4p couldnt be 'happier', this was the best way to get everything he wants. Plus people like his new grown bush and beard.
His reputation traveling to his friends but them not Knowing its him is so awesome. Theyre so excited to get to fuck somebody without having to do a walk of shame or face someone unwilling. The friend overjoyed bc he really wants a piece of pussy that is So good even after being abused to hell, but his boner flags slightly when its S4p. Not a Her and not some random whore. This is S4pn4p. Holy shit. Red with handprints and overwhelming heat from everybody crowding him or fucking him endlessly. Absolutely covered in sticky white and some faint yellow, tons of dicks and boobs surrounding him. This is the 1st his friend has Ever seen more of s4p that wasn't his legs or stomach and holy fuck. Watching guys suck his big boobs and finger him till he near faints is a sight. Girls riding his face or taking turns making out and using his hand to finger them. Not only that but everyone is calling him a Girl, a pretty bitch, a slutty whore, or more variations of whatever nickname they made for him..her? Hes confused and honestly alarmed since s4p seems unconscious or barely aware, limps limp in all the peoples hold and it horrifies them bc so many are watchinf and recording or interacting with an UNCONSCIOUS drunk naked person. But he sees the money scattered around, sees even a little bucket where people drop more money in. Hes conflicted. Because even though this is Wrong s4p has the smallest smile when his mouth isnt being used, or he reaches out needily when hes got an available limb. He almost looks like he belongs there, straight from a porno, surrounded and touched. So he with the slightest bit of guilt join in, jerking himself thru 3 orgasms and even getting a turn with s4ps dripping and eager hole. His sounds are so beautiful, his tears and the way he swallows dicks like it was what he was made for. Lets say all of s4ps friends start making sly comments abt him or to him, having their own inside jokes abt the slutty party whore. And s4p who loves his friends doesnt think its abt HIM but rather another actual Girl. And eventually every single one gets a chance with him and even are the ones to invite him to some parties with a bit of pregaming. Or disguising party drinking games as a way to get to him faster, touchy and clingy and desperately horny.
Me thinks he gets so popular he has his own categories on some porn sites, makes his blood flush and feel hotter than hell as he examines just How many videos of him in his most vulnerable are uploaded AND viewed.
Sigh I love party whore s4pn4p 🫶💗
Sillies · 1mo
^_^ i had a dream last night that s4pn4p befriended someone from l34ktwt but he didnt know they were from.. that part of the fandom and during the times they were hanging out with s4p and his friends they were secretly tweeting on their account things about s4ps personal life and secretly taking pictures of their home hehe its kinda bland sowwy -🐈⬛
I honestly think abt that legitimately sometimes but imagine, he truly confides in this friend and starts to notice a rise in more released info abt him and hes all freaked out still turning to THIS one friend. It gets out of hand when theres photos of him sleeping or changing or just out, he somehow hasn't connected the dots so hes freaked tf out lol!!! He starts to go out less and is hella paranoid, apologetic to his roomies bc it HAS to be his fault their everything is getting leaked. Hes debated quiting when pictures of him almost Fully naked get out and he fully isolates not trusting anything, sleeping in dre4m room or the guests house because hes so freaked out. Giggles !!!
(Lol DW I like this idea its silly a bit)
Sillies · 2mo
ed //
https://pbs.twimg.com/media/GMKnYecXEAAltpw?format=jpg&name=900x900
the marks on s4ps fingers lowkey reminded me of bruises so i had an idea for the t0nyn4p chef au 🥰
s4pn4p deciding to fly to la to go to a convention and of course he invites t0ny because.. thats his boyfie!!! and also t0ny is big and strong enough to act like his bodyguard since he has no real one (i actually have had an idea for a t0nyn4p bodyguard au LOL) the first 2 days are good until s4pn4p hugs a fan who randomly spotted him while he was out and commented that they had a hard time trying to hug s4pn4p because they couldn't fully wrap their arms around him and s4pn4p spirals, he laughs off the fan but his mood has definitely shifted, unbeknownst to the person he's talking to. t0ny isn't around because he wanted to check the artist gallery when s4pn4p wanted to walk around the main area so s4pn4p tells him he'll be in their hotel room if he needs him. t0ny asks s4pn4p if he wants him to bring back lunch but s4pn4p says not right now (he knows t0ny would worry a little if he flat out said no) when he gets back to the hotel he body checks himself, frowning at all the... fat on him. t0ny would be proud of him for gaining back his weight considering how sickly he was beginning to look but all s4pn4p could think about is how much of a disgusting pig he looked, how that girl is probably running back to her friends giggling over how ugly s4pn4p is. he doesn't waste anymore time until he's on his knees in front of the toilet, nothing really comes out but colored saliva since he only drunk his flavored water for 'breakfast' but he's satisfied for now. he sprays the bathroom with air freshener out of routine and changes into one of his comfort hoodies which nows feels too tight on him even though he knows he got it double his size and lays in bed -🐈⬛
//ps your tweet made me so happy im glad you like my ideas ily!!! 🥰
// ed
LOL I noticed those too, esp back in the Day but Yesss oughhh s4p angst with him loving t0ny and wanting to improve but not being able too. Him relapsing and purging in secret WHILST restricting food limit it makes me insane..hes so obsessed with his image and his body but in every bad way. He wants it to stop, he wants to love himself and be loved but he Cant. Ough edn4p my fav projection ..so good ...
(ALSO BODYGUARD AU WOULD GO CRAZY!!!! and ofc ily black cat anon literally sm 🫶🫶)
Sillies · 27d
nice to see you back !! congrats on graduating :)
Sillies · 1mo
congrats on graduating (assuming you actually see this on this weekend :]) im so happy for you!!!! ❤️❤️❤️-🐈⬛
Sillies · 2mo
dubcon
homeless s4pn4p who lives in his car. he refuses to let his friends take care of him, refuses to couch surf at their houses because he doesn't want to seem weak.. his family doesnt know and presumably thinks hes dead. hes also trans and can't afford his t so every other night he gets practically black out drunk and lets guys and girls fuck him for money. he hates waking up to cum still inside and bruises/hickeys but the wads of cash is so worth it :3 -🐈⬛
Dub con , transphobia //
EEEEE U KNOW ME TOOO WELL BLACK CAT ANON!!!! he doesnt want to burden anybody but himself and he also wants to prove himself!! He can be something, and sometimes that something is a gloryhole. He hates the way his body feels when he cant get T in a timely manner, hates the way his voice cracks, and especially hates that everybody still sees him as a girl. If it werent for his patchy beard starting to grow hes sure nobody would take him serious so he Has to do this. To be himself. Hes not even sure how it started but one day a friend tells him of a party to get his worries off and he goes just cause what else is he gonna do? Its good, an amazing stress reliever, getting drunk like its his 1st time, dancing, and even scoring some potential hookups for later. Then he gets drunker and drunker, drowning his sorrows and his problems. Next thing s4p knows hes throwing himself at the potential hookups and getting tossed around by some of them on a couch right in the middle of the room. He's so drunk and hazy but he keeps begging to be touched, to be used, to forget it all. One night of bliss, please, he'd slur. Hes stripped violently by a small crowd, they mock him but still abuse his wet pussy. Fingering him and making him squirt, mocking his tiny t-cock, and fondling his chest, telling him how he'll never be a girl. It makes him cry but he wants it, feels he deserves it even. But he keeps getting touched and it feels so nice so its not the worst, then bets are made as people actually start fucking him. It was one very over confident guy to officially make a move, s4p liked him cause he had tattoos. They were flirty all night and this guy is taking his 'deserved prize' for putting up with s4p all evening. The bets start to go on if he'll handle it so drunk, then its how many times can he cum, then its creampies, or how many dicks and pussies can he handle. It started from one faithful night of him whoring around, he woke up sorer than ever and bruised to hell but he had money left with his clothes (they werent even his) and tons of numbers. S4pn4ps smart, and took the chance. From then on he'd go to parties and advertise himself, or be a straight up prostitute. He'd almost always get blackout drunk and let whoever do whatever, he knew it was risky, he knew putting trust into random drunk people with his body was dangerous, but he really loved it. S4p loved the attention, and the money. No amount of soreness and cum left over could stop him now, he was so far in his transition now, plus hes always sleeping in hotels or other houses/party areas, he doesnt need much else. Giggles (hope i kept the idea good sorry got silly with it big fan of s4p hurting but it being a guilty pleasure basically hehehe OUGH SOO GOOD freeuse sap is my fave sap)
Sillies · 2mo
/sh and ed
im sorry 😭🫶 the second ask was set post first ask after theyve been dating for a bit.. i probably should've clarified
i like to imagine t0ny not processing that s4p is cutting himself at first because s4pn4p passes off the lines as mi1o being too rough during playtime and of course t0ny sees how hyperactive he can be and just tells s4pn4p to be more careful next time. he gets increasingly more worried the more glimpses of lines he sees during the moments where s4pn4p feels comfortable taking off his clothes but he tells himself that he's exaggerating. it's until one night where t0ny comes home late because he was spending time with his family and s4pn4p stayed home where he catches s4pn4p in the act because he was too drunk and sobbing too hard to remember to lock the door. t0ny gasps and takes the switchblade out of his hand and s4pn4p only whimpers while t0ny frowns and gently guides him into the bathroom. hes hiccupping apologizes between choked sobs and t0ny pets him gently, repeating that they'll get through this because they always do.. although t0ny is hurt that s4pn4p didn't like he could trust him enough to tell him that he's cutting himself.
s4pn4p doesnt remember the previous night and t0ny probably thinks its for the best. he enjoys the few minutes of normalcy, holding s4pn4p in his arms in bed until s4pn4p tumbles out of bed to throw up. he sighs and soon joins his boyfriend, rubbing his back while he rests his head on the toilet seat. he then makes s4pn4p sit on the sink counter while he gets fresh bandages for s4ps cuts. theyre both quiet until t0ny pulls the bandages off sucking his teeth at how deep last night's cuts were.. thankfully not deep enough for medical attention but too deep for t0ny's liking regardless. "im sorry" s4pn4p mumbles and t0ny sighs which makes s4pn4p deflate. "were you ever going to tell me, n1ck?" and its quiet for a minute before s4pn4p replies back "no" which saddens t0ny more. he doesn't know why s4pn4p doesnt feel like he can trust him.. first the purging and now this? the rest of the day is awkward. s4pn4p locks himself in his office while t0ny bsbyproofs the apartment to distract himself. its so rough for the both of them but they'll manage.. or at least t0ny hopes they will.. he truly loves s4pn4p but if the younger can't trust him.. does he truly love him back?
he's just overthinking...
s4pn4p doesn't get used to t0ny constantly following him, especially the nights where s4pn4p tries a meal outside his safe options, he snaps at the older male and pushes him away if t0ny's too close.. t0ny knows its a defense mechanism but it hurts a little.. especially after the drinking incident (neither likes to talk about that night) t0ny comes to terms thst he needs to set aside his feelings, he should be focusing on s4pn4p, not being sad that n1ck is fighting him.
any progress os celebrated, s4p goes two days without feeling nauseous after eating? t0ny praises him and surprises him with matching chain necklaces after stream. s4pn4p goes a week without body checking himself and doing his affirmations without fighting t0ny? he buys s4pn4p a new hat and a big hoodie to wear on his low days. s4pn4p beams whenever t0ny buys him rewards, if he was a puppy he's sure hed see s4pn4ps tail wagging. for three weeks t0ny takes s4pn4p to a restaurant where he knows s4pn4ps safe foods are served, he's nervous and t0ny feels a little bad jumping the gun that fast but s4pn4p tells him when they get back to the car that he had a good time.. they kiss and eventually move to the backseat where s4pn4p sucks him off for treating him so well, its messy because theyre in a truck in a fucking parking lot but they both giggle afterwards while t0ny helps straighten s4pn4p back up.
oouhh i love the date idea. theyre so cutesy.. t0ny surprises him with flowers and s4ps so shocked because he doesn't remember seeing t0ny pick them up and t0ny turns red and sheepishly admits he forced s4p to drive his own car to their date so he could pick the flowers up secretly. s4pn4p calls him stupid and kisses him over the table. also the sex part 😵💫 i love the power imbalance part you should elaborate on that more 🤭 i love love s4pn4p being the 'boss' but being submissive to t0ny bc t0ny is so much bigger than him and in more ways than one. t0ny definitely makes fun of him in bed for having a size kink but does nothing to not help fuel it especially in the bedroom when he's wrapping his massive hands around s4pn4ps throat and using his big hands to guide him while s4pn4p rides his cock. he doesnt help outside the bedroom either when t0ny 'accidentally' traps him between counters and engulfs him in his arms randomly -🐈⬛ //ps dont worry i understand the burnout, dont feel pressured to reply if you're not able :]
// sh , ed
TBH THATS MY BAD im like illiterate or somethin...
OHH I like that, I feel t0ny would be dismissive almost. 'S4pn4p wouldnt do that, hes stronger than that..right?' And everytime he'd get a glimpse IT HAD to be mil0. Not only that but why would S4pn4p, n1ck, lie to him. His heart already can't handle all S4pn4p hasn't told him. And when the truth is found, t0ny can only shakily take care of his love. Heart shattered as he wipes it away hastily and holds him, babbling nonsense and sorry's that he never should have had to say. T0ny runs his fingers through messy hair and whispers I Love You over and over. They've gone through this before, they can persevere..right? T0ny hates how he questions everything. Questions commitments, how strong they are, and n1cks love. Will they really get through it? S4pn4p falls asleep fast in t0nys warm arms, protected by any 'evils' because t0nys shielding. The next morning was rough because although S4pn4p didnt remember it all the way, he wasn't dumb. He knew that t0ny knew, he liked that t0ny did not pity him. T0ny looked at him like a sad puppy but with a fondess no one else ever has. No one has ever been so gentle and Truly caring. The soft kisses t0ny leaves over the bandages, the soft smile of reassurance. For all the bad t0ny is the little good left. The reason to try.
Things are never the same, s4p sees t0nys care but it's overwhelming! Can't a man piss in peace! It was somewhat sweet but s4p isnt used to such attention and care. He feels bad when he snaps at t0ny but it cant be helped, he feels like hes being underestimated. He likes to think he cant handle eating foods that arent his usual comfort meals. S4pn4p doesnt need t0nys eyes watching his every move and bite. To track him to the bathroom in case he purges, he doesnt need t0ny to feed him and chew it up. He doesn't obviously but its practically like he does. They both experience the roughest patch of their relationship during this. Heavy distrust and hurt all around. But t0ny realizes for them both to heal, s4p needs to recover first. So he chills slightly, and they both appreciate it. T0ny starts to reach for s4ps hand when he gets too into his head, they whisper affirmations together even when others are around. Theyre each others entire WORLD! It makes s4p feel so bubbly when t0ny rewards him, he gets treats and sometimes feels like a dog when hes handed something shiny and expensive. T0ny loves it though, loves his lil pup and getting to help him everyday along the way. Theyre both shocked when one day s4p sends some lowkey thirst traps to t0ny whilst the other it out. They don't fully go into it but ease back into intimacy, especially with their date!!! Eee!!! S4p had never felt safer or happier especially with t0ny there, he twiddled his chain with a bashful smile. Truly feeling like it was their 1st one all over, the flowers being the cherry on top to this wonderful date. Im such a SUCKER FOR CAR SEX!!! s4p blowing t0ny as his reward for being such a loving and caring partner!! S4p makes it a constant thing now everytime they go out, to either blow him, or play with his happy trail as he gives him a real gentle but firm handjob. The very few times s4p has control just cause t0ny is so giggly and happy. I feel as a treat sometimes t0ny gives s4p a nice hickey to show off on his new proud body. To get him to love himself in a slight guilty way 'you cant hate places that ive marked can you?' Its always light hearted but it touches s4p badly, makes him warm and squirmy because so true! T0ny is good, perfect, he has to appreciate AND show off all parts t0ny is also! Theyre so cute THEYRE SO CUTE, s4p rarely has bad days now, but t0ny is always holding some part of s4p. Always there to bring him back and remind him of all his lovely parts, kiss his hands and shoulders in public, then worship all of him in private. Theyre ridiculously horny, s4p and t0ny Both get off to the idea heavily that s4p is t0nys boss but such a bottom bitch for him. Letting t0ny treat just about however, even letting him feed him and wipe his face. S4p trusts him so much to give all of himself up, when t0ny traps him as a joke it always ends with s4p bent over the counter and fucked outta his mind. Or better yet dragged to a mirror to fuck, forcing s4p to watch himself and adore himself. S4p has never been able to give himself up like this, especially to such a big man who can manhandle him in every way possible. OOOOHHHHHHGGGFG choking. S4p and choking is so good, t0ny loves how tiny he is, the way he could snap if t0ny just pressed a little more. He feels like a sex doll, t0ny bouncing him, himself, when s4ps legs give out. Or flipping them so fast it gives s4p whiplash as t0ny whispers praises into scars and stretchmarks to show s4p his love. T0ny Will always touch s4p when he can hence always englufing him in hugs and pretending to collapse on him and being proud when s4ps working out actually does something against t0ny. He likes to see his hand cover s4ps muscled thighs and cover most of it, loves to challenge his boss and watch his submissive state take over. He really loves him and s4p the same!! T0NYNAP MY LOVES !!!!! (actually sorry as fuck I think abt all the asks u say all the time and usually I start a response but finish it decades later 😭 i love ur asks always tho!!!)
Sillies · 3mo
i’m amazed that t0ny even lets him out of the house he looks so fuckable https://twitter.com/hrlysapnap/status/1775234555445903409?s=46&t=s2pSTibFKNBtGfAN0Hm4Sw
Sillies · 3mo
tw ed /
the ed part ooug.. i love your idea of t0ny forcing s4p to do affirmations. he thinks its stupid but t0ny makes him stand in front of the mirror and wont let him leave until he repeats every single word, some days are easier but others.. s4p gets frustrated and stubborn telling t0ny how he hates him for treating him like a kid. recovery is tough for s4p but t0ny is so patient.. other times s4pn4p sobs telling t0ny he's sorry for snapping at him, he's just so tired of everything. those days are rough for the both of them, t0ny wishing he could take away all of s4ps pain.. he's used to eds from his different cilents but he's never this directly involved other than changing meal plans, it doesn't help that t0ny legitimately cares about n1ck as well. one day while cleaning s4ps apartment while s4p was out getting groceries (t0ny claimed it 'exposure therapy, s4p thought it was stupid but agreed anyways) he stumbled upon n1cks journal. he remembered s4p showing it on stream, saying that its his idea book so he flips through some pages, smiling over how creative his boyfriend is until he reaches the back, there's a page where s4pn4p wrote down something that definitely wasnt content ideas. 'i know getting hate is a part of content creation but i try so hard to be likable, i dont know what’s wrong with me? i asked my friends and they all say oh you're doing great but whenever I go live it feels like more and more people just watch to pick out my flaws, i haven't felt this insecure since high school.. I wish I could be someone people wanted' t0ny frowns and flips to the next page 'i relapsed.. i haven't made myself sick since high school, i forgot how disgusting it felt afterwards but i also feel lighter.. it's definitely a placebo or whatever the fuck its called, but it feels nice.' t0ny shuts the book quickly and pockets it in his hoodie. he waits for s4pn4p to come back home. when s4p walks through the door he watches him put groceries down on the table along with the list he was given with a frown, he definitely didn't get everything but t0ny was proud of his effort regardless. he pulls s4p into his chest and sways them side to sidd gently and kisses his head telling him he missed him, he smiles how s4p practically melts at his touch. they stay like that for a couple minutes, t0ny feels mi10 running around his legs and being mischievously as always before he carefully steps back from s4pn4p, s4p frowns at the sudden loss of contact and turns around, eyeing the leather book in t0ny's hand. "h-how did you find that.." his voice is as defensive as it is nervous and it breaks t0nys heart. "i found it while cleaning.. n1ck..–" and before s4pn4p can say anything else s4p starts crying, saying he wrote everything before he fainted at the gym that day and he's sorry that he's such a burden on t0ny, how he didn't sign up for any of this shit and was just supposed to be his cook but now he has to deal with his bullshit. t0ny pulls s4pn4p into his arms hushing him and stroking his back, admitting at firsf he was hesitant about working for him but he wouldn't change a thing and that they'll get through this together. after a nap he makes s4pn4p rip the pages out of his book and crumple them up before throwing them away.
(i have an idea that s4pn4p starts relapsing in other ways too 🤭 i love angst sorry)
for the first ask, t0ny starts taking notes on different foods that s4pn4p enjoys, planning out nights where they cook with each other for fun, s4pn4p calls him an idiot for it but they are definitely his favorite nights, even ending his streams early on those days because he's so eager to spend time with t0ny. their 'relationship' crosses the boyndary of worker/employee pretty fast after maybe 3 weeks? s4p genuinely looking at t0ny as more of a friend/crush than some guy who technically works for him, s4p bends a lot of 'rules' (theyre not real rules) for t0ny because fuck it why not, who's going to call him out for it? he's the boss. in a month he's begging t0ny to move in with him because "it'll save him gas" and definitely NOT because s4pn4p was feeling lonely in his apartment no siree, t0ny couldnt resist his puppy eyes and moved in about 2 weeks. one night they were watching a movie together and s4pn4p, tipsy brings up how he was watching cat videos with his viewers and how he and t0ny should adopt and t0ny spits out his drink in disbelief. s4pn4p giggles at t0ny choking over the words 'adopt' as if they were talking about a human ((although i do like the idea of n40mi and mi10 being their adopted human kids.. maybe a different au LOL)) and tells t0ny how he's always wanted another cat after leaving his family pets at his hometown.. thus mi10 and n40mi enter the picture and t0ny absolutely adores watching s4pn4p interact with them, constantly taking pictures and videos of him petting them and playing with them while s4pn4p is distracted, taking pictures of n40mi sleeping on s4pn4p while s4p is taking a nap. t0ny didnt think he could fall more in love with s4pn4p but alas..
its about 2 months of them living together and suddenly s4pn4p seems like he's avoiding t0ny, which is unusual for s4pn4p.. t0ny is confused because he thought they were basically friends at this point.. hell, t0ny moved out of his sister's house to live with him, why the fuck does he seem so nervous to be around him? s4p stopped their little cooking sessions, claiming hes too tired from stream, tells t0ny to leave dinner outside his door nowadays. t0ny gets frustrated and decides to confront s4pn4p one day, trapping him in the kitchen and asking s4pn4p what is his issue. s4pn4p mumbles under his breath and t0ny barks out to spit it out and s4pn4p yells, angrily "it's you, asahole!!!" and a flash of hurt etches t0ny's face for a second before he turns on his heels, about to storm into his room to pack his shit and leave but s4pn4p grabs his arm and holds him back, t0ny turns his head and glares at s4pn4p but before he can say anything, s4pn4p whispers. "im in love with you." t0ny's face falls and s4pn4p squeezes his eyes, readying himself for rejection, but instead, t0ny kisses him. he gasps into t0ny's mouth before kissing back and they stumble into s4pn4ps room, trying hard not to break the kiss. t0ny eases s4pn4p onto the bed and hovers over him, admiring his hair thats finally not trapped in a stupid hat and smiles "this is wrong, you know." and s4pn4p laughs before saying "i don't care." they kiss again until theyre breathless, and t0ny pulls away, giggling over s4pn4p whining at the loss of contact. he's panting, looking at blown out green pupils. "what's your name, baby, because i refuse to call you s4pn4p while we're having sex" and s4pn4p covers his face with his hands, laughing at how t0ny killed the mood, which makes t0ny giggle as well. he loves how carefree s4pn4p is , how he's so shy yet so bold, he's glad he accepted this stupid job. after s4p finally calms down , he breaks the moment of silence with a whisper. "n1ck." and t0ny smiles before kissing s4pn4p again. :] -🐈⬛
//sorry for the long ass ask lol
// sh and ed
Ok ngl I LOVE THESE but I got confused at the second part unsure if its the same story or different BUT YESSS I ADORE s4p angst I get a little peeved if angst ends all happily ever after lol RAAHHH t0ny and s4pn4p would both struggle with the new info about S purging. S feelinf disgusted with himself and t0ny feelinf like a failure bc his boyfriend is Struggling and all his progress feels for not. Shit hits the fan once T0ny finds the cuts, they both sob themselves to exhaustion then t0ny makes them s4ps safe meal and kisses them and wraps them up. Heart breaking the further up his arms and legs the red goes, s4p avoiding eye contact. T0ny wants to trust s4p but he goes with him to the bathroom now, or helps him when he gets nauseous without making himself throw up. The affirmations are working somewhat no matter how embarrassed s4p gets, it's still such a rough process anytime t0ny gets too close with hugs or cuddles. S4p will tense up or completely freak, but they're gettinf through it. Slowly. T0ny makes sure to compliment him and hold him gently, just care for him like he always does. S4p would give him cheek kisses making them both nervous but flustered, again slowly but surely. Anytime S4p struggles with food or body positivity hes learned to run to t0ny despite the guilt that plagues him and lets t0ny change his mind. Let's t0ny finally take care of him 💗 (im so Sorry for nothing burger I am in a writer's block)
And expanding on the 2nd part OOHHH TONYN4P FLUFF dude they're in love like actually. I feel they have so many moments where the vibe is "ruined", not really but it makes things less sexy because they canr stop laughing and start to flag sometimes. After they express their true feelings in the HEIGHT of their sexual escapade they still don't actually get together until t0ny takes them out. Irs like they're at the start all over, clumsy and giggly as they pretend to remeet on their date. They could care less abt their status anymore or the breach of employee and employer, it's just them ans they Couldn't Care. T0ny loves to gently kiss at s4ps neck any chance he can, ans when they actually fuck it's like genuine making love. It's gentle but the perfect pace, with tons of I love yous and kisses and Care. Worshipping another and sometimes playing into the power imbalance if they're feelinf a big rougher. T0ny teasing s4p abt being his bitch despite being the employee, s4p loving the feeling of being Below him both figuratively and literally. Oughhi miss tonyn4p also so sorry for the bad response shuts ROUGH BUT I LOVE UR IDEAS !!!!! 🫶🫶🫶
Sillies · 3mo
tw ed , fainting
another idea for chef t0ny: s4pn4p skipping meals and pretending to eat but throwing away the food while t0ny isn't looking. t0ny questions why s4pn4p looks so weak and small lately and s4p lies and says he's sick. @ the gym he finally faints from lack of food and t0ny panics, immediately picking him up and taking him back to his truck, laying him down in the backseat. when s4pn4p finally comes to he opens his eyes to t0ny's face red and tears practically pouring down his face. he asks what happened and t0ny is like "n1ck you passed out you fucking idiot what's going on?" and it finally breaks s4p. he heaves twice before sobbing and gripping t0nys shirt tightly, crying how people compare his looks to his streamer friends all the time and how he was tired of it and wanted to prove he can look as good as them too. t0ny just sighs and rubs s4ps back while he cries into his shoulder -🐈⬛
IM GONNA CRY
T0ny being so fast to catch it too, s4ps always looked a little Pale but he lost his color. He lost his regular energy. T0ny knew so fast and when he fainted his heart stopped, they were doing a light leg day and were mid stretching when he fell. Broke his heart even more as he told him everyrhing, the comparisons, the beinf least liked, and just hatinf himself. T0ny told him he loved his everything, hugging him tightly and even kissing his cheek or head. Telling him all the good there is to him, how his pudge is his favorite since it means hes eating t0nys love and care, his defined leg muscles since theyre so hot, his arms since theyhug him so nicely. S4p sobbing even harder with every confession. T0ny holds s4ps hand so gently, with a sad smile he kisses him on the lips and promises to help him love himself again. So he appears on stream more, he cooks his comfort meals and eats with him, delivers his vitamims, reminds him to drink and eat even if it means on stream, then everyday they'll do affirmations. Mostly t0ny showering s4p in loving words amd appreciation in front of a mirror before s4p gets too shy and crashes into t0ny then showering him in kisses. They do little by little. T0ny especially loves feeding him and making sure he gets a kiss or compliment with every bite. On bad daysthey lay in bed with s4p cryinf and wishinf for a different body, to be anybody else but himseld. It ends with a shower usually or bath and t0ny going over every reason as to why s4p is perfect as he is. Theyre gettinf rarer but they happen. A good sign is when s4p starts to cook with t0ny again and enjoy eating with him. Even stealing food from his plate as pretending it walked away or something. Hearinf those giggles come back was everything to t0ny. And slowly they got better 🫶🫶 i love rhme so bad thank u
Sillies · 3mo
speaking of t0ny!! i just had an idea of t0ny becoming s4pn4ps private chef. at first he's confused because he's used to working for celebrities and he's thinking why the fuck would some streamer need a chef? are they all lazy assholes?? until s4pn4p greets him at the door and s4p is nervously fidgeting with the hem of his shirt and t0ny falls hard. he realizes pretty quickly that s4p is different than most people he's previously worked for, actually sitting with him and telling jokes and making conversation while he cooks instead of leaving him alone in the kitchen for hours (which he didn't mind but the extra company of s4p is appreciated) he clowns s4pn4p for being lazy and not making his own meals but s4p jokes that if he did he wouldnt be able to see t0ny's cute butt when he's turned around which makes them both giggle. on t0nys off days he watches s4pn4ps streams while he relaxes in bed, laughing at him making fun of his viewers and his little quirks like never focusing on one thing, sometimes he references something that happens on stream to s4p and s4p flushes and gets soo embarrassed but t0ny finds it cute -🐈⬛
THEYRE SO SPECIAL TO ME!!!!!!! i adore this :,( omg
Theyre both obsessed with another, loving to watch each other as they do their job. S4p unable to take his eyes off t0ny as he perfects seasoning and sautéing whatever it is he is doing. T0ny getting giggly and almost cuteness agression behind screens as he watches. S4p loving when t0ny makes small appearances bc he can watch the stream back over and over. S4p being a huge food enjoyer also is such a plus, watchinf S4p moan as he bites and devours t0nys cooking. Fighting back his comments and his boner. Hes so in love but never says anything other than a few of those teasing quips since hes his Boss technically, same with s4p. Feelinf inappropriate sometimes when he makes another joke about t0nys butt or how hed like t0ny to handle him. Except they cant stop, crowding into anothers space, commenting on all the little things they find cute. They're obsessed!!!!! Owhhh i love them, t0ny would stand behind s4p and teach him some recipes. Laughing at s4ps shakey voice and also aweinf at the size difference. Taking advantage of the few moments where he can make s4p fumble and blush. Wishing for so much more.
Sillies · 3mo
dom t0ny 😵💫 he loves giving regn4p instructions on how to fuck texn4p, licking his lips while regn4p destroys texn4p's pussy and plays with his chest. he loves to jerk off while texn4p fucks regn4p with his strap also, regn4p goes so dumb when he's taking cock, babbling nonsense and whining, t0ny and texn4p cant help but get insanely horny, wanting to pull more noises from their boy -🐈⬛
RAAHH!!!! dom t0ny...telling s4p what to do... ouhhhh basically directing the entire time rn4p fucks tn4p like!!!! Even gripping his hips to either speed him up or slow him down, laughing at their high whines together and tears. They're so cute to him!!! He loves to guide his hands when fingering tn4p open and doing a nice mouth demonstration before he lets rn4p take a turn ruining tn4ps pussy giggles!!! Also ALSO rn4p is just a bitch, when he gets a dick in him hes nothint but mush and warmth. He just swears moaning out fucks, shit, and loud Ah-!! Over and over since hes brainless. T0ny and tn4p love to watch the descent of cocky to cock slut. It makes them all so horny and thirsty for more, pushing around both s4pn4ps and reducing the subs to panting messes :3