Sillies · 5mo
pedophilia/ drugs/
okok ! i never fully fleshed it out tbh.. my general idea of it was s4pn4p dropping out of high school and moving in with t0ny who sells him coke and lowkey saves the money he earns from dealing for s4p to transition. they're friends and i HAD the idea that they hook up sometimes even though it makes t0ny feel guilty because hes 4 years older than him. (maybe a one sided attraction? s4p likes t0ny but the guilt makes him feel awful for liking s4p back? oor t0ny feels like n1ck only likes him for drugs because paranoia even though n1ck secretly liked t0ny before his addiction?) t0ny doesnt like that he does SW but whenever he tries to talk to s4p about it n1ck calls him a hypocrite for selling a minor drugs
i lowkey want to make it a t0nyn4p fic but i also JUST had an idea where they get in a super big fight and t0ny kicks him out so n1ck starts having coke withdrawals and spirals hard i think thatd be a fun idea giggles. i also love the idea of an older man taking advantage of him!! maybe one night t0ny pisses s4p off and one of his cilents has been begging him for days to meet in person but n1ck only makes videos/sells pictures so he ignores the request but now he's frustrated and not thinking straight so he leaves the house when t0ny finally goes to bed and leaves his phone so t0ny cant track him and meets the guy, they have sex but its way too intense and n1ck feels uncomfortable but the guy wont let him go no matter how much n1ck cries out red. when the guy finally cums in s4p he's full on sobbing and having a panic attack so the guy screams at him and suffocates him then locks him in a closet. when he wakes up hes dazed and confused and so sore but thankfully the man is gone so he goes home and sees t0ny sitting at the kitchen, eyes red and full of unshed tears. he closes the door but the noise alerts t0ny and he rushes to the door ready to scream at n1ck but he sees him covered in bruises, so scared and shaking t0ny frowns. he scans his body and notices the cum running down n1cks legs and gasps. he tries to ask n1ck what happened but the words get caught in his throat and finally, s4p hiccups before sobbing and throwing himself into t0ny's arms, its a little awkward because s4pn4p is still.. naked but he needs comfort and of course t0ny is going to give it to him. he holds him and strokes his hair, apologizing to n1ck for not protecting him good enough... wow i just came up with all of that on the spot woopsies LOL -🐈⬛
AAAAAA BLACK CAT ANON U R SOO !!!! ehen i first read this I had to take a break bc its so good like Please Please /NF ofc but if u can u shoukd write a fic with something like this..ougghh s4p being a sw and also a huge cokewhore, me thinks s4p will have t0ny take him sometimes so he sells better or add it apart of the 'package' of getting some drugs. I feel even tho they both care abt another a Lot its such an unhealthy relationship but they both care too much to really address anything, especially t0ny who is just SOOO guilty like... wow this is so good Im like brain fogged lol its the perfect amount of tragic s4p angst with the small amount of crazy and comfort. T0ny also caring for him after it gets too much, i think he would let s4p shoot up some as he deals with his wounds to make it easier for of both them. T0ny running his fingers along the bruises on his neck and his Very injured..behind. t0ny wants to cry and kill and scream and hug, he also feels so guilty bc n1ck is HIS responsibility right now and he failed. He holds s4p till he wakes again and they dont Talk as usual but something changes, s4p starts to take less clients, hangs around t0ny more. T0ny is careful, too scared to hurt him or fuck up again but he lets s4p have at it with whatever drugs he wants sometimes, in exchange for a Very needy s4p. But its whatever. As long as he keeps his Hands to himself. T0ny also is just more protective and anytime s4p goes out alone (rare now but still) he Makes him take his phone or takes him till he feels hes safe. He half wants to put a tracker in him because hes so Paranoid. Ougghh im so focused on s4p getting frustrated also that t0ny is very Obviously keeping his distance in ways and makes him constantly drown in more drugs and going to do more physical clients in hopes he makes t0ny jealous or feels the empty Emotional hole inside him but it never works. Just gets him hurt and t0ny to put him on the counter and tend to his wounds. Just gets him more ruined and mentally tired than ever but its addictive to be so self sabotaging. Ougghh i just its good its good thank u anon may not post on main tho but like i do love this
