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will it get any better? I long for an answer.
It will, for you.
The sun may hide behind veils of clouds, but has it ever stopped nurturing the world beneath? Everything may seem bottomless in the dark, but is there never a guide from the stars above?
And though the world may be cruel—and what once was makes you a fool—remember: The dawn will eventually return.
What’s your top 3 movies of all times 🎤
First is The World to Come, an absolute gem. Second, although an uncontinued series, 1899 holds a special place in the list. What truly draws me in is these talented actors as well as rivals in the series itself: Aneurin Barnard and Andreas Pietschmann. Lastly, I must include almost all of Studio Ghibli’s movies. Their tales to heal the inner child in all of us is just wonderful. All three are available on Netflix, anyway.
i feel so thankful of you esp since you’ve been writing so many things and i have all notifications on for you to see when you comment or repost ♡
permission to follow you, Elias? also knocking your DM for further gratitude of your piece, if you allow me.
I will always allow you and everybody else into my DM. Purposely keeping it open for those who wants to share and express their gratitude/thoughts, hence you are more than welcome to press the follow button.
Also, I’m very sorry it’s taken me this long to respond. Let me know if the offer is still available? I’ll be waiting for your presence. :]
i wrote something for you, would you read it?
Hello, Ias. Sending this retros since one could not help but noticing your disappearance and can't reach you out.. Sincerely hope that everything would go well on your side and you to be always healthy and surrounded by joy. Hope this message could reach you at least, you don't have to answer. Your recent piece is masterpiece, personally I could relate to that one.
May life treats you well.
Hoping that you'd be back soon, if I may. And on a second thought, don't reply to this message. Too shy.
Rest assured, I am well. Was merely indulging in some personal matter which you have nothing to worry about. No message given through my Retrospring has gone unnoticed or unappreciated. I read everything, always. And though your worries are endearing, please direct them towards yourself instead. May your days be filled with as much warmth as your heart extends, R.
Always the open book.
hi. i haven't been a follower for long, but your posts stumbled upon my timeline multiple times, enough to bring me comfort, enough for me to remember you.
i just need to get this out of my head.
me and my partner brokeup. it was a mere 18 months, 1 year and a half, and yet God I feel so miserable. We broke up on a mutual decision, we both knew intellectually we needed it even though breaking up would destroy us both emotionally. But for some reason it feels like I'm the only one getting hurt. Maybe I'm jealous, maybe I'm envious, but they seem to have some kind of support prepared and I don't. For the last four days I've been crying to myself because I don't have anyone else to open up to. And i know it isn't a competition to see who hurts more but god it'd be nice to know that they're suffering the same way I am. We both agreed we could run to each other still when needed, and I did that. I talked to them whenever I felt I had something to say but now i feel so stupid for doing so. they don't tell me things, it's like im the only one hung up on us. I don't even know where im going with this anymore im just really butthurt. We've known each other for 4 years, we were best friends before we were lovers. They were the only person I could ever run to but now it feels so embarrassing having to run back to them when they don't even do the same to me.
I don't know it's all a mess. I miss them, that's all.
What you're experiencing is an instinctive response to the end of a significant relationship. Grief, loneliness, and the all-consuming ache of loss—they are parts of the healing journey that cannot be avoided, no matter how hard one tries.
Belittling your feelings when they are valid and demand careful attention from no one but yourself could only injure you. Moreover, after being together for one year and a half, that is enough time to show that you and your partner shared a deep bond, making the post-breakup even more painful. It's only natural.
As a token of my gratitude, I wrote with you in mind. May these words find their way to you, https://x.com/CursedPortent/status/1811696727264755754, and may they heal this beautiful mess.
Elias Elias Elias! Mungkin kamu udah sering dapet ini tapi aku setuju sama mereka yang bilang tulisanmu itu terlampau bagus! Ini rill 100% NO FAKE YA. Pemilihan kata, bagaimana kamu merangkai kalimat itu SUPERB BANGET AKU SUKA REREAD. Beruntung deh aku punya mutual se-talented kamu. I learn a loooot from you, you're my muse, i aspire to be amazing like you one day. Also tiap kamu belum post tulisanmu, aku kayak "where's geto suguru ituuuu" HAHAHA maaf, geto udah nempel di kamu sekali. Wishing to be more closer to you one day. Have a pleasant day, Eli! I'm sending all my love and luck for you. :D
Melts... Terima kasih, ya, from the bottom of my heart, whomever you may be. Unlike the other way around, I believe I'm the one who's blessed to meet someone who finds solace in rereading my works. Beyond expectations.
And, please, only strive to be the most amazing version of yourself. As cliché as it sounds, you are the protagonist no other character is able to replace. I am nothing but a mere supporting character that has (fortunately) crossed paths with a sweet being.
In return, I send ten times more love and luck. If anything, my DM stands open to friends, strangers, and all in-between. Though my replies may be a little tardy, I hope they are worth the wait. Wishing you splendid days and nights, dearest.
hii, good morning! i just read your writing ‘A Letter From Adam To Eve’ and i was so mesmerized with the way you mold the words into such a beautiful writing. please keep writing if it makes you happy🥹🩷 have a gentle day!
Elias, ever since I came across my timeline I can't help but to feel as if a sense of euphoric within me strikes yet again after years of having a void shadow as my own companion. You are as beautiful as a blooming petal in spring, fleeting with love upon my clothes that bear witness of your loved existence. Shall you recite a prayer of your own mind, there I will read you a verse of prayers that last for eternal. Quite aware that I am unable to express my so-called feelings like how writers would do but I hope you wouldn't mind taking a view upon my pieces that I wrote for you some day. :]
Please, I'd be more than willing to give them a read. If you ever feel comfortable enough to share your piece, know that my arms and DM request are wide open for you to approach. Your writings will not fall upon deaf ears; I'm honoured—if not eager—to delve into the labyrinth of your thoughts. Also, I'm very sorry for the tardy response. Forgive me?
Wishing upon my mind and soul to hold back from reaching out again, yet here I am. Tell me if my presence is not wanted? I … stopped writing. Stopped everything the moment I lost—things. I couldn’t do it. I see now that you’re the one who turned into a writer. Beautiful works, all of them. You always create beautiful pieces. Surrounded by deadly smoke, yet always so beautiful. I genuinely hope the muse you write about will always be delighted and grateful. Might whisk you away (in my dreams) if they aren’t.
I never wish for anyone to feel reluctant to reach out to me. Your presence is not unwanted, rather cherished. I understand the past made you faced challenges and for some, losing something precious can make it harder to create. Nevertheless, you've taken the step to bravely reach out, admiring my works though anonymously. I appreciate it, I really do. Even your memory of the so-called deadly smokes, haha. And should you ever decide to return to writing, know that I will be here to support in every way I can.
Hi, Elias! Just needed to get this thing out of my head but after days and days of encountering your writings, I can't help to be believe that I exist to consume every single of your writing while I'd read them after doing my house chores, exist to adore every single fiber of your being, exist to write you a piece that you might never read—if a poetry is simply beautiful and as profound as the world can be, I can shout to the world loudly and says your name. Wherever you are, your name will be there to be uttered by me.
Your writing in ‘Kill or Be Killed’ is exceptional. They don’t glorify harm to animals; instead highlighting the importance of valuing and respecting all living beings. Kudos to you for really making readers think. And, boy, your writing style? INCREDIBLE. The repetitions and rhymes like please consider me smitten with the way you weave words 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Elias, your writing keeps me in awe. Do you have your own muse? I am curious since i am your new followers.
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