Oh its okay!! Its normal to be curious abt such stuff 🩷 Being asexual doesn't necessarily mean having a lack of sexual desire or activity. I do get turned on and do masturbate for various reasons, be it personal enjoyment, stress relief, or just biological urges like ovulation. However, it isnt typically associated with sexual attraction to others. That being said, i enjoy sexual activity under specific circumstances. At the end of the day, i still dont feel sexual urges like most people would. I hope i was able to explain it well :)