hello, joanne. i would love to be called ash because it would be much easier to read. and also as a TMI, i woke up early today, which is very rare sight from my mom's perspective. i got up early with the intention to do things productively but it turns out i did nothing today (such a bummer) but lately i feel so unmotivated. for no reason in particular. so i had a lot of wars in my head, or perhaps, did you know how to make myself feel more productive? it would be great if you do!