i hope things will be better for you soon. thank you for everything you've shared with us. i normally don't interact with people in the internet, but i was glad for your update. a few weeks ago i was wondering what happened to you. of course i didn't have to know, but the fact that you are alive alleviates my worry (?). i'm grateful you have people around you that support in your hard times. anyway, thanks again for everything, i mean it. i wish you luck in your writing journey and hope everything else will be better soon.