they/them | 19 | be kind
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lover · 1y
hello! im sorry but im just curious, why did you decide to close your account so soon? :'((
a lot of things happened lately. my mental health is already bad and it's unfortunately getting worse.
i'm both happy and stressed about this account. i'm happy i met some nice people like mila, dani, noot and my anons, but i get paranoid and attached to things and people easily.
i'm grateful to everyone that has read my aus, i had a good time despite everything.
i enjoy writing a lot and i thought i could handle having a public account but i was wrong, i know i don't have a lot of followers so it probably sounds ridiculous but when your mental health is this bad everything feels too big to handle.
i think i will eventually open another public account later on but i probably won't post socmed fics. i do want to try and keep writing for ao3, not right now tho because i want to focus on getting better and on university!
i'm sorry for leaving my last au unfinished but i couldn't bring myself to work on it and if i forced myself nothing good and enjoyable would have come out of it.
as for the "so soon" i realized only recently how little time passed since i opened my account and it's because i can't keep track of time, i have a problem with time so for example tree days can feel like a whole week to me.
i feel like i talked too much and said too little but i hope you got your answer!!
everyone if you read this please take care of yourself, the past is in the past, focus on the present and on the people that love you, ask for help if you need to and check on your friends too! don't be embarrassed about feeling bad and if you did something wrong you can work on yourself and be a better person.
lover · 1y
hi!! i just saw your tweet and know you may never get this, but just wanted to say that i hope youre doing well, and am truly so proud of all youve accomplished. ill continue to reread your works as they really do allow me a fun escape. with that being said, dont forget to stay hydrated, especially with warm weather around the corner as well as take well deserved breaks so you dont feel burned out.♥︎ if ever wanna chat you can find me at my priv (daintydoni), i mostly just rt stuff there and read a bunch of aus but I'd be happy to talk! Or you can find me at my main (beomkismiles), totally okay if don't want to do either. Just please always remember how loved you are, and you'll be missed a bunch. (Btw this isnt me tryin to guilt trip or anything, as i respect your decision and honestly am proud of you for even making such a decision as im sure youre doing it for your sake, and thats all that matters at the end of the day.♡) - finals anon ★
lover · 1y
ju :( if you would like to keep in touch let me know - @//bjfullmoon is my acc! and if you don’t want to that’s fine just please take care lovely <33 - 💋
lover · 1y
Nawww you're super adorable.... I've like 1 prv and 1 main acc. And I'm active from my prv acc for now....if that's okay with you? I can dm you? Let's be friends🥺🥺
And thanks seriously....I never knew I needed to hear something like this...it gave me hope and strength...so, thanks!💕
lover · 1y
Omg thanks a lot for giving me comfort. I'll make sure to dm you one day...since my introvert ass can't do it rn but I'll do it hehe. You're precious to me and you matter... I'll try my best to stay healthy....promise to not suffer alone???
Btw Idk how to write replies here so hehe....
yes please dm me :D take your time!! i can at least follow you if you want, i'll take whatever you feel comfortable enough to give me!
YOU'RE SO CUTE ☹️ you matter too!!
i promise! i know i have some friends and people like you that care about me :)
i don't know either tbh... i think you can leave comments? idrk 😭
lover · 1y
finals anon here! just saw your tweet while on my study break, and i hope you know its okay ): there's like a whole collection of works i started but lost motivation for with whole plots outlined. sometimes i return to it, but other times i gain new inspiration down the line, either way i just hope you dont feel any pressure with the idea of needing to bring something. your presence alone makes my tl fun, so i hope youre taking care of yourself and giving yourself well deserved breaks & moments of fun when you can 🥺💞
omg right your finals! good luck i'm sure you'll do well !!!
the only pressure i feel is by myself really, i hate leaving things unfinished but i know i shouldn't force myself and prioritize my health, especially since i need to focus on my studies too :")
you're adorable thank you! i'm glad to know my presence makes your tl fun that's really nice to know!!
i hope you're also taking care of yourself anon, thank you for writing me this 💗
lover · 1y
You know right, when we share happiness, it doubles and when we share sadness, it halves....so, don't suffer with anything alone. I'm right here for you. Things might not be going according to how you want as of now but that's how life is. It'll test only the bravest and strongest of all. So, please please please be happy and if ever you need a shoulder to lean on, remember this anon is here for you. She'll stay by your side always and forever 🥺 idk what I'm saying or if it annoys you but it breaks my heart to see you sad :((
Let's make good memories together and share all our struggles with each other, okay?
Stay healthy always ❣️
what that's so ☹️ i'll hold every word you said close to my heart anon. even if we don't know each other i'm right here for you too! my dms are always open! i might be shy and a little awkward but i try my best to make people comfortable <3
it doesn't annoy me at all don't worry, i love it :> please don't let your heart break for me :(
you stay healthy too please.
lover · 1y
ju :( you seem so down lately! get the rest you need and take care! no need to do any sort of work for us just as long as I see you happy on the tl again :(! - 💋
baby 🫧 · 1y
hi do u remember that one time i talked to u on here and u fell in love with me 😚
lover · 1y
hi!! anon from yesterday, hoping today's going better than yesterday ♥︎ meant to respond yesterday but got caught up in studying 😣 its the weekend though! so i hope it can a great time for you filled with fun times 🥺💞
lover · 1y
oh no!!): i hope the day can get better, im actually stuck studying for finals 😣😣
have you seen this thread though? it popped on my tl the other day and i thought of you but forgot to share it.♡ https://twitter.com/bbeomii_/status/1646402964716912642?t=afZGDUBhZFib3sKoScgw_g&s=19
lover · 1y
hi!!! just here to say i hope youre having a lovely day, and that there's least small things bringing bouts of happiness to you ♡ remember to stay hydrated ♥︎