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if I ko-fi you a hundred dollars will you update unbreakable heaven?
Do you like hualian? No hate I’m just curious!
i do love hualian! it’s just that i prefer non canon couples bc i can explore their relationship in different ways and just go crazy with it, the possibilities are endless, but i adooooooore hualian sm!!! when i first read the books i fell irrevocably in love with them and that hasn’t changed🩷
your carrd is so you I love it, I love how everything about you is pink, yk I think yaz and I immediately think fengqing, the color pink, flowers, it’s such a fun vibe
i love transfem Mu Qing soooooooo much. in abo i love the idea of her being a trans omega. she's just... so good! tiny tits tiny waist big brat
TRANSFEM OMEGA MQ DEAD GOD IN HEAVEN IM ON MY KNEEEEEEEEEES😮💨😮💨😮💨 tiny tits tiny waist tiny dick BIG‼️ brat making fx do whatever she wants
i looove the idea of fx being fine around mq before but after she comes out fx is hella supportive just. scared. bc she’s a woman now. and he can’t fight with her the same as before bc he’s SCARED of her and he also can’t avoid her bc she’s gonna think he’s transphobic so the only thing fx can do is indulge her every whim and before he realizes it he’s head over heels for her (he already was lets be fr)
hey yaz can you pls help me find this fic i lost in the middle of reading 😢 in 1st part mq transforms into his female form and they fuck in 2nd part mq gets preggy and he and fx live in the mortal world so no one can find about it and they have a son. Thank you SO MUCH!
min found it!!! its right here: https://archiveofourown.org/series/3520339 i hope its the one you were talking about because i remember reading it and it was sooo good😮💨
yazzie how many asks do you have left😭 not trying to be rude I’m genuinely curious
Hi yaz I've never written anything here before but I just want to say your writing is amazing and don't doubt yourself 🫶 It's better to write a lot than nothing at all, if it brings you joy to do it. The quality is important but overthinking it doesn't bring much good. Please be kind to yourself and don't push yourself too hard
Yazzzzie i loveee that response to that Anon on why u like fq. Cause bitch, SAME! No but like ya know the angst fq twitter poll done the other day ago. Discussing about their book dynamic actually reinforced my love for this ship even more cause THEY ARE SO MESSY!! Sorry fq haters, contrary belief, but we actually do like their canon dynamic <33 I wish mxtx wrote an extra about FX or MQ though. Even if its not from a romantic lens cause lets face it, she hates side ships <3, but like i wanna know what these two idiots do in post canon. I wanna know how they communicate with each other now theyre not aiming to hurt one another. UGH MXTX U REALLY MISSED SUcCh AN INTERESTING OPPORTUNITY
i agree sooooooo much but i also kinda like that mxtx didn’t expand more on them bc what if she’d made mq straight like i literally would’ve dropped dead on the spottt
anyway i think they could’ve been a FANTASTIC side couple, not in spite of their arguing and fighting but because of it!!! i like how toxic and unhealthy they’d be as a proper couple, i like that they’re not all sunshine and rainbows, but i also really really like exploring their softer sides
man i love fq sm
YAZ I saw this tumblr post and can’t help go THE POTENTIAL FENGQING THE POTENTIAL!!!!!!!!!
“Enemies to "I accidentally came across you while you were vulnerable and scared and I'm not a total asshole so I tried to help you" to "accidental mutual uncovering of softer sides and vulnerabilities" to "I can't be mean to you anymore, not out of pity but because it would feel weird betraying that brief truce we had" to "Fine I'll make an effort to be nice to you now I guess" to "actually now that we're not actively hating each other you're not so bad I guess" to "i think we're friends but I'm not going to say that because I'm afraid you're not gonna feel the same way" to "oh you also think we're friends? Great" to lovers “
YAZ! Do you think mu qing in modern au smokes or drinks when hes so stressed and upset. He definitely wont vape because its lame and he thinks its more cunty to smoke cigarette instead. But i think of him during one of his loneliest and depressive nights, he will go get a bottle of sherry drinking quietly to himself with cheese cubes on the side. Thinking about his momma. Thinking about how everything he did before was to give her a better life. And now shes gone. And he doesnt know what to do with it :(
no bc i think abt this ask a lot and i'm sorry i didn't reply to it sooner!!! i agree 100% i see mq as a smoker in a modern au, maybe not a heavy smoker but he needs a cigarette on occasion! he probably only drinks when he's sad or stressed out, not to a point where it's A Problem but it does make things a little bit worse, and that image you painted is just so perfect!!! him sitting by the window drinking sherry, slowly eating the cheese she used to like even if it's not super expensive or anything. she's gone and he's alone and everything he did was for nothing :(
but also i'm thinking about fx barging back into mq's life and making everything so much brighter, so now when mq drinks, fx drinks with him and they watch a movie or order dinner or make dinner together, so now mq can't get depressed when he drinks :')
yazzzzie. The (current) song that makes me sad when im writing is Yeah Yeah Yeah - Maps. I was writing a break up scene
YAZ OR SUNY OR MULIAN LOVERS hear me out. That taylor swift song - i can do it with a broken heart is Mu Qing. Specifically this verse.
“ 'Cause I'm a real tough kid, I can handle my shit
They said, "Babe, you gotta fake it 'til you make it" and I did
Lights, camera, bitch smile, even when you wanna die
He said he'd love me all his life
But that life was too short
Breaking down, I hit the floor
All the pieces of me shattered as the crowd was chanting, "More"
I was grinning like I'm winning, I was hitting my marks
'Cause I can do it with a broken heart ”
- XIE LIAN. XIE LIAN. XIE LIAN. THE 33 GOD SCENE. THE GODS PITTING MQ AGAINST XL. HE HAD TO LIVE WITH THE GUILT AFTER THAT FALL OUT.
mu qing lactating in the middle of an important meeting and feng xin notices. Mq is so uncomfortable and keeps rubbing at his chest, his lip pulled between his teeth and cheeks bright red. fx immediately understands what’s going on and grabs Mq, pulling him into the nearest alley to alleviate his poor qing-er’s heavy, swollen, leaking nipples 🥺
BROFDSDFGHJKKJHGFDFGHJK YES!!! i pictured not an alley but just an empty room, and fx carefully pushing mq's robes out of the way to access his nipples and gently relieving him of the pressure. then he scolds mq for not telling him about his discomfort sooner!!! fx could've fixed it long ago if mq had said something!!!
fq tattoo artist / flower shop au: who is working where?
mmm me thinks mq and hc are tattoo artists, xl owns a flower shop and fx works there with him, and off topic but sqx is a makeup artist. anyway fx is more of a gardener? maybe??? like this doesn't totally fit the au but i can see fx sweating under the summer sun planting some beautiful flowers for his qing-er :')
jun wu tells mq that if he doesn't start having natural heats, the south will suffer because its connected to his spiritual energy. two days in, fx's communication array is flooded with mq out of his mind begging for his knot since its so much worse than he thought, he's so desperate to be filled but also terrified someone will take advantage, and at least fx has some honor!!!
STOOOOOOP I LOVE THIS SMMM -- i have a fic that goes kinda like that called heavenstruck in case u wanna give it a quick read but i LOVE jw being horrible and forcing fq to get together For The Plot
imagine fx running all the way to mq's palace and almost KILLING pm bc maybe pm smelled mq's heat and went a lil bit crazy and tried to enter the xuan zhen palace. ofc fx stops him in time and fucks mq but he almost didn't make it...
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