YAZ OR SUNY OR MULIAN LOVERS hear me out. That taylor swift song - i can do it with a broken heart is Mu Qing. Specifically this verse.
“ 'Cause I'm a real tough kid, I can handle my shit
They said, "Babe, you gotta fake it 'til you make it" and I did
Lights, camera, bitch smile, even when you wanna die
He said he'd love me all his life
But that life was too short
Breaking down, I hit the floor
All the pieces of me shattered as the crowd was chanting, "More"
I was grinning like I'm winning, I was hitting my marks
'Cause I can do it with a broken heart ”
- XIE LIAN. XIE LIAN. XIE LIAN. THE 33 GOD SCENE. THE GODS PITTING MQ AGAINST XL. HE HAD TO LIVE WITH THE GUILT AFTER THAT FALL OUT.