S was always kinda confused about sex and sexual attraction. He always thought that people exaggerated how they felt. He was always confused when D and G were in a call talking about their latest hookup or relationship, but he never said anything, just agreed or nodded when asked something. He figured that he would understand it once he falls in love or has sex for the first time. When he gets a crush on G he convinces himself that he gets it now, and maybe he just doesn't feel it that strongly and it will be better when they have sex. When they finally have sex S is feeling really weird and doesn't like it, but doesn't say anything, he figures it's just bad because it's his first time. After a while he can't take it anymore and he starts crying and G is so confused and worried because he hadn't noticed anything and S hadn't said anything, so this is just out of the blue for him. G obviously stops immediately and cradles S in his arm, just waiting for him to calm down so they can figure out what's wrong. When S is calm enough to talk he apologizes a million times for ruining there night, and G keeps shushing him and telling him that he is okay and it doesn't matter. Finally S confesses that he never understood the hype about sex, but now that he tried it, it's one of the worst experience he ever had, but G please don't take it the wrong way, it's not his fault, it's S is fault. S just keeps rambling and G stops him and they finally figure out together what's going on with S and what ut means for their relationship

Sorry if it's a bit confusing or chaotic, I'm not really good at writing🐢