Ahh, I'm sorry to hear that. If it's any consolation, I cringe like fuck at some of the shit I have written in my bots, especially the older ones. But, there are a few things that I found really helped me when it came to number go up. Scrubbing my card images to make them all SFW (-ish, I know there are a couple like Kiyomi that are more risque) had a bigger impact than I expected. Putting a little effort into my profile seemed to help quite a bit, too. Being significantly different in content from the typical futa cards is a big factor - yeah, I've got some typical futa fetish dommey stuff, but I think people really dig the angsty futa drama and Sachiko's comedy stylings, which are more rare in the genre. So if you can find a good niche and polish the fuck out of it, y'all might beat me someday. Let your hatred for me fuel your creativity!