I never think any of my past actions are disgusting, not just in the context of a relationship.

Giving chances for those same mistakes.

Despite knowing that we're collapsing, I still do nothing while wishing for the words 'let's break up' to come from him because I'm too much of a coward to say it myself. That's exactly what happened, and I'm quite relieved for that. I feel disgusting for feeling that way. I'm sorry.

Let myself believe on those lies when I know the truth behind it.

Begged for someone to stay after getting cheated on, does that count?

generally or sexually? HAHAHA

Nothing.

I dontttt, I am just a regular person doing regular lovey dovey thingy. I like a peaceful relationship so I fight to keep everything ok 🥺

i don’t think i have done such thing...