ask me anything!

anon · 4d

are you going to delete ur account on twitter and ao3??
i love ur writing btw idk how u do it cause ur writing makes me read ur fics all in one go if u get what i mean?
but i hope ur okay and ty for making my day better with star trippin’.
pls don’t delete the fic from ao3 but it’s okay if u rlly want to 💔

Don't worry, I intend to keep my twitter and ao3 up for people to access whenever they want to even if i'm inactive on there :)

jude · 4d

anon · 23d

are you still reading fics tho? do you wanna like open a support group where we go around talking about how fics changed us and which fictional character we never stop thinking about?

I haven't thought a single thought relating to kpop in like 9 months unfortunately or fortunately (depending on how u look at it)

jude · 22d

anon · 1mo

Hii! I know you probably get this question a lot, but do you have any plans for finishing star trippin'? Cause i think i left a little part of my soul in the last chapter and the only thing that can heal me is reading the ending...
You kinda said that the interlude isn't the end but also that you're over your markhyuck phase so i don't really know what to think...
In qny case, thank you for writing it, I will cherish it forever (and all your other works!) and i hope you're having a wonderful time!!

I will come back when you least expect it like when i'm 35 and the nct ficdom is dead anyway

jude · 1mo

anon · 5mo

the interlude is the end of star trippin? 😢🥺

Think of it as serving the same purpose as it would in an album – a bridge between a gap that separates two parts

jude · 5mo

anon · 6mo

tainted red is among the best fics i've ever read so i'm sad but THANK YOU for considering letting us know more about it 🥺

Of course it's a very dear work of mine as well (probably the one i cherish the most out of everything i've ever posted) and it rly does upset me sometimes that my life's timeline did not end up aligning with this fic bc it honestly would probably end up being like years worth of writing and posting which are unfortunately currently not years that i can put aside for such a huge project.. i'm very moved every time someone expresses their love for it bc i feel like it's such a niche fic (written purely for self indulgence) so it's heartwarming to see ppl connect with it

jude · 6mo

anon · 6mo

Cant stop thinking about tainted red, its an illness and I really need a closure... anything like pretty please 🤲🏻🤲🏻🤲🏻😩

Sigh.... fine i'll blow the 5 inch layer of dust off my google docs and try to write up an extended summary of the remaining events of the story

jude · 6mo

anon · 6mo

I’m glad things are working out for you!! are you really completely out of kpop stan life? do you still like markhyuck?

I'm always for the "never say never" idea so who knows myb i'll come back eventually but yeah i kinda do not have the capacity in my life to bother w fandom stuff so intensely rn I just kinda dont care anymore i suppose

jude · 6mo

anon · 7mo

how are you doing judeeee we miss you as always :’)

Currently killing myself over uni finals but other than that i'm doing good! Planning to shoot another film during summer n go live w my bf and his family by the seaside for a few weeks n hang w my friends and love and be loved

jude · 6mo

anon · 7mo

we r living on scraps rn in the mahae community like mark just flipped on his anti-haechan switch
if haechan doesnt initiate nothing happens
people r back to debating omega and alpha oml
anyway you’re so right to get a bf go and have ultra mind blowing sex darling<3

U guys r really having it rough out there.... prayers for u..

jude · 7mo

anon · 7mo

anon is so mad you're actually leaving lmao 😭😭 nah but you're gonna be missed fr.. especially your sense of humor
We love you :((

Thank u guys.. i know there's lot to be said abt kpop ficdom and fandom in general but i feel like the little corner i'd cultivated for sharing my works has always been nothing but sweet and lovely so thank u guys for always being so nice to me and taking such good care of the content i put out into the world <3

jude · 7mo

anon · 7mo

Can you come here once in while? Doesnt have to be about nct or fic writing.. just talk to us 🥺

To be honest w u my brain as of late has been occupied by thoughts of my friends, my next film project, my boyfriend, and how summertime means getting drunk every other weekend so that's about all i'll be able to talk abt unfortunately

jude · 7mo

anon · 7mo

Now you can finally leave nct fandom alone and stop terrorizing us with your deluded fetishized fantasies of gay sex and projecting on 2 men you know nothing about Yesss fuck

And somehow u have my socials saved... what were YOU doing at the gay club

jude · 7mo

anon · 7mo

lmao have fun (i understand)

Thank you i knew you would

jude · 7mo

anon · 7mo

what’s the address of ur man nothing personal (🔪)

I'm gatekeeping

jude · 7mo

anon · 8mo

so.. youre going to leave the fandom and stop writing?

Nothing that official.. i'll still leave all my fic stuff up and my twt account as well it's just that i'm busy w other things these days for example my boyfriend got a haircut yesterday and i had to have sex with him right away so i hope u understand