Of course it's a very dear work of mine as well (probably the one i cherish the most out of everything i've ever posted) and it rly does upset me sometimes that my life's timeline did not end up aligning with this fic bc it honestly would probably end up being like years worth of writing and posting which are unfortunately currently not years that i can put aside for such a huge project.. i'm very moved every time someone expresses their love for it bc i feel like it's such a niche fic (written purely for self indulgence) so it's heartwarming to see ppl connect with it