OH, this is a fun one, idk how to explain it, but i didn't really have a moment where i realized that i loved 💼, although, yeah, i did just wake up one day and was like damn .. kissing him wouldn't be too bad, ofc

but, like. i didn't even initially like him when i watched the movie he's from, but eventually i realized that i didn't like her because i identify with him so deeply, so at some point he chilled at the top of my kinlist

and, eventually, i listened to the movie's director, one of the movie's writers and his actor talk about him and was, like, okay, whatever, but, eventually, after having listened to that podcast, something just clicked