not in the slightest! i am well acquainted with guilt as an emotion as it's one of the things i struggle with the most and for me, guilt comes from a failure to do what i Should do, or a regret that i did something avoidable that caused harm. i feel no guilt about causing harm because i do not believe that rpf causes harm, and on the first point, i only feel guilt about NOT writing rpf because i have stories i haven't finished that people are waiting for, and because i feel that i let myself down when i stop writing and start losing touch with something i love. For me i feel like writing rpf is now a part of my identity and nothing could make me feel bad about that. i'm proud of it actually