hii sorry for worrying you but in addition to the usual fandom burnout (theres only so much akgae drama im willing to sit through to stay updated with my bias lmao), having difficulty writing due to mental block, being busy with my real life and other hobbies, there were some dickish RS messages i received in june that made me not want to tweet anymore, at least not as comfortably as i used to before.

i made this twitter account primarily as an unfiltered space for me to talk about binneul and share my writing, i did not sign up to be scolded by people who feel entitled to police me and micromanage my tweets because they follow me or like my fics. i know the solution is to just "close my RS" (i will do this soon) but the people who send me these messages are still following me and i have no way of finding and blocking them 🤷‍♀️ ive also been subjected to some parasocial behavior that has made me uncomfortable.

i honestly didnt expect to get as many followers as i did (its relatively not much but its still past my comfort threshold) and that has made me rethink the purpose of this account and what im gonna be posting on it for from now on. for now i would like to use it mainly for talking about and posting fic and au ideas.

i really appreciate you checking in, and im genuinely grateful for all the sweet and kind messages and encouragement i have received in the past year. i dont think anything will taint the happiness and positive interactions i have experienced here 🩷🩷🩷

OHHHH THATS A GREAT QUESTION yes he did remember!!! when hao pulls down his scarf to eat the candy bin gives him bin is so mesmerized seeing hao's pretty face properly for the first time that he just stares at him in a daze haha. it's hinted at in this line!

He turns to the guy to thank him, but catches him staring at Zhang Hao’s exposed face. What a weirdo.

in their subsequent encounters he didnt develop strong feelings for hao the same way hao did for him and only remembered him as that quiet guy with a pretty face, but thats only because he didnt rly get to see much of hao's personality >_<

thank you so much for loving my fics<3!! i hope i can continue to make you feel feral with my works in the future n__n

AAAA youre welcome<333 everyone is free to write and interpret them as they'd like but for me personally their mutual love for each other and the different ways they take care of each other is one of the biggest draws of their dynamic and im always eager to incorporate that into my fics! i absolutely love the contrast between how hanbin spoils and dotes on hao and happily goes along with all his demands and whims vs the practical and straightforward way hao takes care of hanbin and understands his needs without any need for words when hes reluctant to show his weakness and vulnerability to others, and im really happy that i managed to convey that aspect of their relationship to you through my writing 💕💕 HANBIN PLEASE BE MY OOMF I RT A LOT OF CUTE HAO PICTURES...