yesss i am T_T i know its been 10 months since the last update but i have a strong desire to stick to my plan for this fic and finish it before i stop writing for this fandom (whenever that may be). right now it is the next immediate thing on my to-write list but how long it will take me to update really depends on my mental health + how much encouragement i feel from the fandom. i wish i could give you a more definitive answer but this is where i am with writing in general atm :(