i enjoy both fairly equally i’d say! but with someone else, i mostly only think of that in the context of characters, ocs, all that, not friends or irl people or strangers. i enjoy coming up with all sorts of scenarios to put characters in like they’re barbie dolls and i’m a sugar-high kid with too much free time

for myself, i think what i would love the most is just the weightiness, the feeling of fullness, the sensation of my body spiraling far beyond my control or what it should be possible to do—holding my hands against my gut and chest and being able to feel my body swelling under my fingers and pushing back against me, feeling all that juice churning inside….. aaaaaaaaaa gosh i’m soooooooo @_@💦💦💦

it naturally would turn me on of course, but i’d also need to make sure i’m flustered and embarrassed more than anything!!! it is NOT supposed to be a 100% enjoyable thing! that is an important aspect for me 😤