anon · 1mo
Let me just leave this here..
Chuuya getting small tattos of nicknames or dazai name perhaps drunkenly and cuz he was Madly in love and they were YOUNG, and then dazai ups and leaves without saying a word to him, now chuuya has to look at those tattoos in the mirror everyday, thinking he shouldn't have done it and even trying to humor himself like "now my next boyfriends names gotta be zai..." Before he breaks into tears-
not knowing exactly how chuuya deals with the trauma of being left behind and betrayed all the fucking time genuinely haunts me (and is like the entire reason i started writing cloudy autumn lol)
also slightly unrelated but i can never personally decide if i wanna hc chuuya with lots of tattoos or without any??? i think both could work really well!!
