Unidentified Light · 11mo
How are you, Bintang? Before you ask, i’m doing badly or well, whichever you prefer.
It seems like somebody just discovered the fact that reverse psychology often works like a charm, am I right? Hahaha. No pressure at all. In fact, I’ve been waiting for this too because, mind you, it might have seemed like just five days of my absence, but for me it was an ironic ‘stargazing’ experience from afar. Ironic, because I would have had the chance to do that in closer range if I had been earlier than your friend. Not going to cover it up; I was disappointed. But don’t worry; you’re not losing your loyal audience. It’s just that apparently, my written kisses don’t reach their destination after knowing the fact that I had to wait for another perfect moment to show up. And apparently, they are consumed on the way by the ghosts of the fear of your rejection. Well, I could be off the mark on the impression I gathered from your reply. Just like how it turned out wrong when I thought you wouldn’t wait for my reply but you did.
Yes, I could be all wrong, but the best thing about me is that i’m always willing to learn. So with that in mind, would you mind sharing things that have intrigued you recently? Whatever that is, just write them all. Too much information is never too much for me when it comes to you. Also, allow me to suggest you my favorite song which I listened to when write this for you. You might as well use it as your dearest companion in writing a reply back to me. https://spotify.link/MosIXOOKTDb
Somewhere in the constellation, the Moon.Hi, sender! I missed you. Uh, why would you want me to choose for you? I really want to know whether you're doing good or not, though. I hope it's the first one. You should take care of yourself and prioritize your own happiness, okay? For me, I'm doing fine although these past few days I've been stressed a little bit because of college stuffs, nothing too serious though.
You know, I really thought it wouldn't work. I was already hopeless that you're gonna reply anymore, I even thought maybe I was too boring that you've lost interest. T __ T But thankfully that's not the case.. well, I hope so. I'm happy you're here again, I literally couldn't stop smiling.
Would it be selfish of me if I really want you to show up in my DM, sender? It's not like I want to rush you or anything, I know you're trying to find the right timing. I just.. can't help but feel the need to talk to you in person asap. I want to know who's this person that ever so sincere to pour out the contents of their heart for me, delivered in messages with full tenderness and always so heartwarming.
You don't have to worry about not being able to meet my expectations, I really couldn't care less. I just want to see you.
Things I'm intrigued by these days.. does eating sweets count? I'm so into chocolate, cookies, candies, ice cream, mochi, mille crêpes, etc. I even tried to make a milk candy called 'bola susu' by myself (with the help of TikTok's recipe). And I'm nowhere near a good bake, so I can't say they're the best. ;; But still edible, trust me!! How about you? Do you like sweets too?
Also, yes, I'm listening to the song as I write this. It's my first time listening to it and it's so good.. I'm not saying this just to be nice, the song really suits my taste! I've been really into chill and calming songs. Perhaps that what helps me calm down from the daily hustle bustle. So let me give you a recommendation too, in hope that you're gonna like it as much as I do. https://spotify.link/yEEAKm3kUDb
Looking forward to your reply!
