(cutely pushes aside my fic for them) I Love tojoucest… i think about himeru rapjng kaname in his coma every single day of my life . I have so many normal thoughts about them even when kaname is conscious (I GUESS) bht mainly theyre all just Fucked up but anyway .
In my head. kaname loves him sooooo much, after waking up he would admire everything that oniichan has done for him, he looks so cool up on stage even though he’s trying to be him, kaname still rly thinks himeru did this all for him. of course himeru’s actions have been entirely selfish but he goes alonf with it anyway, even starts fucking kaname under the guise that he cares abt him… Idk i jusy like the idea rhat maybe kaname doesnt like having sex with him but he loves and admires himeru so SOOOO much that he would be willing to do anything for him, even let him deflower the most sacred parts of his body (unknowingly, himeru has already done that countless times before when he was unconscious) because he just wants to be honored and acknowledged by his oniichan. Also im sorry bht in obbligato & kaname started referring to himeru as oniichan i wanted to cum so bad thats literally so Arousing. Tldr I love tojoucest i think they are in love in a super evil way and himeru wants to fuck him SO BADDDDD