Personal preference combined with a lack of skills 🥲

I struggle at drawing interactions & well, drawing a kiss is probably one of the most difficult thing to draw because a small mistake can cause the whole drawing to fall apart.
So I try to focus on other things. I think it's also a mix of a part of me wanting to explore & focus on the intimacy of a relationship without necessarily focus on kissing and sex tho I still enjoy seeing & doing some horny art & think Ruiri is a really horny ship.
But with characters that have dangerous lives, I like the idea of them enjoying slower moments, give them pockets of peace. And I like to think they click as friends/partners-in-crime as much as lovers/partners because they have so much in common, from their life experiences, personnality to tastes.

I also enjoy doing character, dynamic & story explorations with them as well

but ngl there's also lingering fear of backlash lol (even if it's not really founded) or turning off the few people who still followed me after I jumped ship or that people just won't care.