this gay ass question... (cont'd).

jam - jammie!! quite literally i would not have met everyone else without you first and foremost, which is crazy...thank you for always going the extra mile to make me feel included. you were one of my first friends on rpftwt, and i think i'm super lucky to have met you all the time. you always make me laugh and you have a great sense of humor and you always have such good ideas. i love spitballing ideas off of you and vice versa and bantering with you (love island the game reference anyone?). you've done so much for the sookai community like i'm not even exaggerating your impact is crazy...but beyond just being an amazing writer, you're an amazing and thoughtful and considerate friend who consistently puts others over themselves, and i wish i can even return half of the favor someday. you really have such a bright and warm energy that lights up the chat!! i'm very privileged to have been able to go to txtour with you, you made standing in that GA pit worth it <3 and i hope we get to do it again someday hopefully with sab in tow <3 i hope kai and soobin kiss on camera for you one day and they order doordash in your honor #ELSOOBNINGESREAL

sab - guys i was typing sab and then i just write soobin...sab my seasian sister and resident ot2 soobkooker <3 who knew that you were quite literally the reason (no joke) that i still kept writing for sookai even though i was so discouraged from the lack of engagement back then...i can't believe i was trying to talk to you for months before we met all b/c of your bookmark HAHA thank you jam once again for bringing us together. thank you for always translating k-sookaist content for us and being a group order manager for me and jam and also translating my letters to soobin and kai. even though it wasn't easy and a lot of work, you did it for me anyway. i honestly feel quite bad thinking about how much you do for us and i wish i could do more in return than just words of appreciation 😭 you really are such a genuinely sweet person who goes the extra mile for the people they care about - maybe that's why you were meant to bias soobin HAHA. you've been such a huge part of my rpftwt experience and i can't imagine it without you. soobning (and tape leaks) are so lucky to have you <3

blue - my oomf-in-law turned BEYOND oomf...we were always in each other's periphery but just didn't talk to each other for so long which is crazy. thank you so much for commenting on my yeonkai fic, because i would've never had the courage to dm you without it. i can't believe i used to think you hated me and sookai IJBOL when that absolutely could not be farther from the truth. we got quite close quite fast, and i think a lot about how we had similar sookai shipping experiences slash backgrounds...i think we were always meant to meet, i just wish we met so much earlier!! i love yapping with you and listening to your voice memos, you're so passionate about your interests and i find that so endearing and refreshing <3 i love bouncing fic ideas off of you and seeing where your brain takes things. i like that we can discuss serious topics at length with each other, including the very serious topics of 1) sookai yaoi and 2) txt rpf in general. even though we've not known each other long it feels like we've known each other forever. i'm so lucky to love sookai with you in this lifetime <3

sookai tape leak when? in general: i love you guys so freaking much GODDD WRITING THAT WAS SO GAY...thank you guys for being my friends and let's continue loving each other and sookai for a long time <333 ok that's enough being corny and sentimental from me for a LIFETIME.