clears throat..... i will not pick one favorite because i have a lot of favorite things

i love how he treats the other members, i dont really know how to explain it but he really does love his members so much and it shows a lot, especially when he said he didnt wanna be emotional around the members because he knows theyre having a hard time too. i really relate to him in the emotional department and when he wrote that letter to moas about his feelings i really felt like i could see how much he cared and how hes working every day to better himself for moas and his members and those hes close to and emotional work is so hard to do on top of all of the responsibilities he has and all of the eyes he must feel like are watching his every move and im just so proud of him and hope hes always happy..

another one of my favorite things are his moles and his nose and just... physically i really like him LMAOOO hes so handsome and pretty and cute and beautiful and yummylicious... seeing him become more confident in himself and his abilities in general has been really fulfilling for me and i love growing with him in a way because i have slowly started to work on my own self image...?? i think he is genuinely one of the prettiest people ive ever seen. talking about looks is kinda hard for me but i think he just has really beautiful features and they deserve to be celebrated everyday esp his huemmy i love it

ANOTHER thing i love about him are his little fidgeting habits like how he purses his lips and puts his bangs in his face and stuff like that, just little small quirks he has i really love them so much... i love his ningningzone and i wanna chew on it aaand also i love how comfy and cozy he always looks it looks so inviting and warm and uhmmmm yea... i love his tone of voice because no matter if hes talking loudly or softly or giggling or whatever it just brings a smile to my face and im such a fan wow hes so great...

i think im really lucky to ult someone like him because he really does do so much work and i feel like hes so criminally underrated its insane??? i just feel like he is someone who deserves a lot of love and i want to give him (and the rest of the members of course) as much love as i can and do anything i can do to show him how his hard work is seen and how he has people cheering him on and supporting him every step of the way. i think due to things that have happened to me i can see myself being really similar to him emotion wise and i just want him to know that he is working hard and that we see all of the effort he puts in and we appreciate it a lot...

also i like how kai and sbn [REDACTED]

anyways i feel like im talking in circles and idt ill ever be able to truly encapsulate my fave thigns about him or why im such a big fan of him because im emotionally stunted and admitting all of this took a lot of effort and my brain feels fried but i really do thing every part of huehue is my favorite part and im so lucky to be a fan of someone like him........ i just want to enjoy the happy feelings txt brings me while i can hehehe