SNIFFLES THANK YOUUUUU,, i do try my best to over-write my porn like i love a good porn-without-plot but .. what if i made them Experience Things as well...

at this point i'm convinced it's either one person that just obsessively hates my ass, or they have a small GC or something that can't get enough of me. all the messages i've gotten have had VERY similar typing styles and the grammar is usually all the same. also they only ever make the same like 3 points. there is something out there desperately in love with me and they are so fucking mad about it </3

and like i don't expect everyone to love what i write!! i don't expect everyone to like how i interpret characters! that's the beauty of media that everyone can watch the same thing and walk away with different views on it!! there's plenty of interpretations i don't like but i don't say anything about them (outside of brief mentions when it's actually topical, and i'd never namedrop them bc that's Asking For Trouble)-- especially not to the faces of the people WITH those interpretations. bc guess what.... i would rather they just go and have fun in their own spaces. like months ago i was sent a post i couldn't see bc the OP of it had blocked me and i found out it was bc they LOVE hyper fem bottom zhongli and block anyone who likes zhongli as a top and y'know what? i respect that immensely. we had never exchanged words even a single time just a silent mutual block. that's how u curate ur content sanely. not following someone to obsessively comment on everything they post and complain about complete misinterpretations of how they write characters bc ur too far stuck up ur own ass to learn how to read. and i KNOW that bozo follows me bc they obsessively send me messages sometimes within 5 minutes of specific things i write to cherry pick what they want to yell at me about. they spent one day sending me so many messages i was able to figure out their daily routine bc they'd stop periodically for about 30 minutes to an hour and i am willing to bet that they only stopped bc they went to go eat a meal or something. when they stopped for a few hours then came back i could tell it was just bc they went to sleep. like congrats you wasted entire days just being a whiny idiot 😭

i am very glad and thankful people like the way i write zhongli and childe though they're so fun for me to sit down and play with and figure out stories for,, my brain's been real fuzzy lately bc of Life Stuff so i haven't been doing much creatively but uauahg every day i miss them and think about them,,