lowkey sobbing right now bc of this question but anyways the answer is i’m a lot happier with my life right now but i feel a lot worse about myself if that makes sense; i mean i have amazing friends, i don’t live with my parents anymore and i have a job i love but i struggle with things i never thought i would struggle with… i don’t miss myself from last year tho i was a shell of a person and besides my ed i had literally nothing but that was weirdly comfortable yk that’s why i sometimes wish i could go back to that time