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anonymous · 2d
Do You miss the person you were last year? Would you say you are happier right now, worse or just different type of feeling?
lowkey sobbing right now bc of this question but anyways the answer is i’m a lot happier with my life right now but i feel a lot worse about myself if that makes sense; i mean i have amazing friends, i don’t live with my parents anymore and i have a job i love but i struggle with things i never thought i would struggle with… i don’t miss myself from last year tho i was a shell of a person and besides my ed i had literally nothing but that was weirdly comfortable yk that’s why i sometimes wish i could go back to that time
anonymous · 2d
How many calories do you estimate you are eating right now? Do to still do Pilates?
anonymous · 2d
I miss your meals pictures. Please post more of what you eat even if its not pretty. Hope you are doing some sort of harm reduction, I follow on your priv and I'm worried. Also you said you are far from bmi 16, I'm sure is body dysmorphia. Still take care because unhealthy habits are harmful no matter the weight 🧡🧡🧡
my meals aren’t even proper meals most of the time so idk but i might post some of the cute ones from time to time akzjjwns and also i really appreciate it but i do have a scale and i know how much i weigh rn and i can assure you it’s not just body dysmorphia 😆 but you’re right unhealthy habits are harmful either way and i really should start taking better care of myself :’) stay safe and take care too love 💗
anonymous · 4d
Did you used to be mad at everyone while restricting? Its happening to me
anonymous · 4d
Do you still engage in any ed behaviors? How is that part of your life going? I saw you were working making pastries and now you are drinking so I was wondering if you still try to lose weight or keep skinny or something
well the ed thoughts are obviously still there especially since i’m far from bmi 16 now 😆 but also i have like a proper adult life now so in order to maintain that i can’t be starving myself anymore so i kinda just eat intuitively while hating myself for it lol also when it comes to drinking i never really cared about alcohol calories all i care about is getting wasted when i drink 😭
anonymous · 6d
I wish I was as organized as you. I want to be like you so badly
anonymous · 10d
How are doing Sam? I see you struggling a bit and I wonder about how everything is in your life
i’m not gonna write a whole essay bc literally no one cares that much skzjsnz but basically my life changed completely in the past few months and it started to hit me lately and i’ve been just very overwhelmed with everything that’s why i developed some unhealthy coping mechanisms but i’m still in therapy and i’m slowly trying to get better so i’ll be okay eventually
anonymous · 11d
How did you become a pastry chef? Do you have to go to culinary school to do it? 💔
anonymous · 2mo
i don’t mean this in a bad way but have you talked to someone about alcohol it’s only going to keep spiraling :(
anonymous · 2mo
does it feel weird not going to uni anymore?
anonymous · 3mo
im so happy for you, seeing you take out ed related stuff from your bio makes me really hopeful that i can find peace in my life without my ed too :,)
anonymous · 3mo
U look like ur having sm fun w/ nina Im so glad u met up <33