Nameless Grub · 1y
love your stuff. everything feels so strange at first glance but then the longer i read/play the more it feels so much more real than everything else i have seen. and that normalisation? is that the right word? of violence, that i don't think i've seen elsewhere. feels so honest. your works are always so sincere. hurts in all the right ways. taught me to appreciate the icky things. to like the texture of things as much as their looks. thank you for putting this stuff out there. glad that i encountered you (or what part of you is in your work) despite the distances and coldness of the world. softens the void.
When I was very young, a lot of things seemed gross, especially because adults presented them as diseased and banal. But then I read materials that gave me more aesthetic versions of those things, and bodies and cum and faggotry became beautiful.
And yeah people treat violence as exceptional, shocking, when for a lot of people it’s very ordinary. Even in the absence of explicit violence, the radiation of it is everywhere, and it hurts to be told otherwise when one is sensitive. I never write something of any genre if I can’t find the reality in it. Fantasy, scifi, doesn’t matter, I can only enjoy it if it’s real.
So I’m happy these aesthetic blueprints or pressure depth cocktails could widen the aperture of bearable reality. Thank you for reading. 💜
