To be said ready.. I don’t think I am. Despite I do realize how sometimes I can be a chronic hopeless romantic, or sometimes wishing to be loved and cherished by someone..

It just don’t fit me for now. I don’t feel like I deserve to be loved with the current state of me, that I still try to find my own path way to live, to love.

I still need to grow and learn myself better, until I feel deserved to receive and giving love. (in Indonesian, prolly like.. mau bebenah diri dulu, memantaskan diri sampai bisa merasa pantas untuk mencinta dan dicinta).