Strap in! Going a little deep on this answer.

I have complicated and turbulent feelings about my work. There are some days where I feel exceptionally proud of what I made. I'll feel like all the praise I get is deserved and the hard work will feel more than worth it.

Then there are some days I feel really ashamed of my work. Anything can really set it off, whether it's a mean comment, or maybe some jealousy triggered by seeing one of my contemporaries succeed.

Having ChoPro climb the ranks to "medium" popularity in the FVN sphere has been a complicated thing for me to deal with. I love the positive attention it gets, but there's also a lot of negative attention. I don't quite have all the tools I need to deal with the negative stuff yet.

This experience has given me some of the highest highs and lowest lows I've ever experienced. To be entirely honest, I'm not quite sure if it's been worth it. But at least I accomplished something, and there's value in that. I've made two VN's for crying out loud, most people can't even make one.

Pride is a complicated emotion for me lol