on my knees for this...... yes. you get it. i love a cocky confident jisung just like anyone else but i love it when its to the point of where its harmful for him and the relationships around him because he cant be vulnerable with them because hes terrified to be hurt or not to be loved for who he is. maybe hes a rockstar in this one ora famous producer or an idol and because he doesnt have a support system arund him (no 3racha in this AU!) he lets it get to his head but it also makes him violently insecure and self depricating because of how agressive the industry is. Then he meets minho who sees through his facade and doesnt fall for his bullshit but also doesnt fall for any of the times where jisung explodes around him and says some really nasty things to him if hes really stressed or if minho accidently hits an insecurity. i think when jisung blows up at people, they go quiet and kind of leave and then shittalk him (rightfully! he cant regulate his emotions and therefor ends up hurting people! he feels very guilty about it but doesnt even know how to apologive). And jisung is so rude to minho takes any chance to embarrass him publically, kind of. and jisung is angry and flustered (and also lowkey horny about it. he dreams about minho putting him in his place <3 making him feel small) but then eventually jisung blows up at minho privately for the first time, and minho sits there and listens to it until jisung runs out of steam and then hes just breathing heavily and waiting for minho to leave. but minho then calmly and casually rebutes whatever jisung said. (bonus points if jisung was being self depricating too and minho states something praising or neutral) and tells him to apologize. and i think jisung would run away! (literally) and again hed feel so guilty about it but also kind of bratty because no one talked to him like that before and he'd go back to minho with his chest puffed out and ready for even more fighting and a weird atmosphere but theyre alone again and minhos like "go on, im listening" and before jisung knows it "im sorry" tumbles out of his mouth and hes so confused by it but minho smiles at him and says that "thank you, thats good enough for now." and then they continue talking normally and jisung is sitting there vibrating shaking because minho is being so nice to him again :( (jisung learns that minho treats people the way they treat him, basically) and it felt so easy to apologize because minho gave him an opening... and this wont be the first time this happens. itll happen again and again and jisung also gets angry often ebcause minho is kind of ripping his walls down left and right and jisung doesnt know what to do when hes all exposed and vulnerable like that .... and jisung starts respecting minho in a for the lack of better word tsundere way. "its not like i like him or anything! i just value his work ethic and he likes my music and he matches my energy and argues with me when i need it and praises me when he thinks i deserve it and i heard him sing my song and i think hes a really good singer so we match well professionally. i also cant stop staring at his crotch when he sits, but thats only because he Spreads his legs like that. i mean who does that am i right . haha. i also dream about him on ocassion"
AND i think this would be a fic where minho introduces jisung to 2racha! and other friends! and jisung becomes a better person ebcause 2racha challenges him artistically but also supports him. i just think that characters are the products of their environment which is why i like to take away 2racha from jisung when i need him to be fucked up. and then i give them back to him because theyre integral to his sweet persona!
also eventually jisung plays up the brattiness just because he likes it when minho puts him in his place. minho notices obviously. and bullies him for it (sexily). theyre in love and stuff. thank you !!!!!!!!!