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hi jsyk your pinned rs has a spelling error (tendacy) . in case you wanted to fix it
Omg, thank you kitty.. you have the honors of becoming my new pinned post
hello people, welcome to my rs!! pls be kind 🍊⛈️🧡
I accept nsfw messages! And i don't accept any kind of hate (towards me or anyone else, obv)
this is the wrong place to ask for fic recommendations (i don't read enough to be helpful, big sigh), but i might come back to your message months later if i find something fitting!
i also have a tendency to write a million billion words as answers, so... ask at your own risk .. !!
as a native Spanish speaker, seeing you tweet 'dale' made me giggle, love it nubecita🧡
hi i need to say im missing your dirty mean dom mnho and little slutty bratty jsng so much i catch myself rooting for my email notifs to be an fic update of yours 🥺 love ur work so much! hope ur doing fine! happy holidays ❤️
:headinhands: oh my god kitty thank you so much ... its like youre sitting at home all hungry and starving and im not feeding you im so sorry.. im doing my best with writing and i hope to provide eventually again.. im not sure if the minho in my next fic will satisfy your mean dom needs but i know ill circle back around to him eventually...
clouds pls release another fic, i cannot get enough of how you write minho it’s the hottest thing ever
How do you imagine (is this the right word?) minsung mastrubating when they are alone (or far away eg different countries)
i think jisung likes to watch porn but is embarrassed about it (real people porn or hentai). he'll scout the internet for somethign that interests him for like an hour because hes so particular about plot and romance and about how hot the top is (wants to find someone that he can project minho on).. i think he likes to lay on his back fully naked and edge himself to "last for the good bit" (of whatever he's watching). i think often he's too lazy to use lube but doesnt really have to cus the glide of his foreskin is enough. and hes sensetive so he doesnt really need much to come (hes just stubborn about what media he consumes meanwhile). and if he does have lube right there, he switches to fingering himself because he might as well! since the lube is right there! i think when he fingers himself he presses his face into his pillow and thinks of minho and humps the matress and tries to get 4 fingers in (he kind of sucks at it though) because he loves to feel stuffed and he likes how boneless he feels after. he uses toys sometimes, i just think he likes to plug himself or sit on a big dildo and then not actually move it. just likes to feel full and then jerk off alongside it
minho doesnt watch much porn but when he does he loops faceless clips of twinks that have a similar build to jisung. similar waist to shoulder to ass ratio. hes doing this while lounging somewhere either on his bed or on his couch, in a relaxed sitting position, fully clothed. (explodes) scrolls on his phone and takes his cock out of his sweatpants and holds himself until hes hard (big cock. takes a little longer to get hard). he uses lube because i like to think hes cut and it feels better that way because he likes to grip himself tight and fuck into his fist while imagining fucking jisungs ass. if he fingers himself he does it in his bed and just uses a finger or two to get to his prostate, he doesnt like anything big in there. he doesnt use toys. i think if jisung ever buys him a fleshlight he'd pin jisung down and use it on him
this is obviously just fanfiction btw. but its fun to think about !! thank you for asking..
Big fan of your work, keep on writing about dick and balls t'ill the end 🙏
i sometimes feel shame for what i like to read, for being into kpop, being in my twenties and still reading fanfiction and not only that..smut...have you ever felt like this? i just want to enjoy it without judging myself so harshly ㅠㅠ
yeap, i think thats the kind of shame planted inside us when we were younger.. growing up as a girl i was constantly made to feel lesser for my hobbies and interests (wether that was by my own family or by society around me) and as a child you internalize all this judgment then carry it with you throughout your whole life. its a really tough thoughtpattern to break.. i often catch myself feeling literally mortified for liking skz this much !! its something that i dont wish that people that arent close to me know about me ..
at least right now im at the point where i understand that being inside a fandom and feeling part of a little community where i can express myself creatively is really fullfulling to me. it combines so many things i like, which is music and art and writing and smut and chatting to people etc... sitting with that happiness and sharing it with others lessens the shame. especially when you bond with people in your age range who feel the same !! it makes you realize that youd never judge others for what they like, ane that you dont deserve that kind of treatment either.
i think its beautiful that through the internet we can make connections with likeminded people.. its somethign that carried me through hard times when i was younger, and its carrying me through hard times when im 27 now. i wouldnt trade it for the world.
and ive also become more radical about picking my friends. if someone wants to be a close friend i need them to be supportive and non-judgmental of my biggest hobby! i dont need them to know the nitty gritty of the pred/prey and non-con, but if i cant tell them that i love kpop and stray kids and that they make me happy, then i dont care to invest energy into making them be a close friend !! Being surrounded by a loving and non-judgmental environemnt really helps with showing you how you should treat yourself (and how you should have been treated when you were younger too).
good luck kitty... we only have a limited time on this earth, and a lot of people spend their days bored or aimless. Reading fanfiction is fun and exciting and hot and you should keep doing it :saluteemoji
is there a chapter 2 of baby day and night coming soon?
//non con discussion
your feelings on non con are pretty much exactly my feelings on non con and it’s so nice to hear and feel understood. ty for speaking ab it so openly and honestly when a lot of people put so much shame on it.
ahh im so glad that you relate, thank you for telling me.. i loathe people who shame non-con writers and ngl the more followers i get the scarier it becomes to be vulnerable and talk about it sincei have a ton of eyes on me... but its really such an important and fun topic for me so i will continue doing what i wantand encourage other people to do the same <3
Hi! Do you plan on finishing "baby, day and night"? It's one of my fav works and I'd love to read the second chapter 👉🏼👈🏼
Why do you love writing and reading non-con so much? /genq
// non-con discussion
I see writing fanfics as very self indulgent and projection heavy, so me liking non-con smut really comes down to the combination of my personal kinks and the relationship that i have with myself. Im submissive and I love rough sex in fiction, all the manhandling and the painplay and the dirty talk that comes with it. And then i also believe that im fundamentally unlovable and i really only trust people as far as i can throw them (dont worry we’re actively working on that). Writing or reading non-con smut (!!in the specific way that i like it!!) gives me my ultimate fantasy: a hot dominant person that loves and wants me so bad that they dont care what i think (either of myself or of them), who knows me better than myself, and treats me well and gives me everything i want without me having to ask for it. Without me having to even trust them in the first place. Its obviously a huge unrealistic fantasy as this is not how anything in real life works! Luckily this is pure porn brained fiction and i can give myself a hot catguy that wants to shred me to pieces (sexually) and then also pamper and spoil me to death right after– All the while he doesnt expect me to do anything in return. I dont even have to admit (verbally) that i like it. I can just lie there and take it.
Thats the main appeal to me!! The ultimate loss of control. Pillow princess in the way where you dont have to ask for anything and you dont get to decide anything but its so clearly everything you specifically want (because its written by you).
Of course its also drenched in everything i like.. pred/prey and s/m and d/s dynamics and fearplay etc.. and theres many other non-con scenarios that ill enjoy writing and reading. I love a best friends situation where minho finally crosses the line and takes what he wants while jisung is whiplashed by his usually sweet best friend’s forcefulness !! I love minho manipulating and gaslighting and lying and coercing jisung to get what he wants too. I love somno so bad i need to write more of it…
So basically I love high-tension smut where youre put in a scared and overwhelmed characters POV. I love feeling helpless and on edge when its in a controlled environment like reading fiction !! And combined with my kinks, non-con is just the perfect breeding (ha) ground for it. I do also love cnc! But if the negotiation and talking-through-it part happens before the actual smut, i really cant get into the overwhelmed and scared mindset. Because a big part of me loving that smut is the aspect of being surprised… and if i already know that its pre discussed and consensual and there are no actual stakes, its harder for me to get surprised (Unless the fic is well written and includes minho doing something sexy and surprising during the pre negotiated cnc play without the reader anticipating it. Which is Absolutely delicious then. Dreamily sighing as i think of hammer minho) Even in my basically cnc fic i added external stakes (jisung fearing both minhos will kill each other) to make it more engaging and fun for me !! Meanwhile with non-con there are always very obvious stakes (usually jisung “not wanting” to get fucked). And i dont mind if by the end if it turns out it was cnc all along, or if it turns consensual, because by then i got what i wanted out of the experience: forced submission and high-tension smut and emotional whiplash and loss of control and delicious dirty talk and (ideally) lots of manhandling and force.. Etc …
Oh and when it comes to reading non-con from minhos pov.. i think that a shaking trembling scared jisung whos crying and begging for mercy while his cock is hard and leaking is top 10 hottest things in existence. Its really fun to read and write a non-con minho pov (even if you dont like projecting on the dominant role!) because its a very unique type of mindset. Incredibly taboo and unhinged but also sooo hot with the way he knows what he wants and deliberately crosses lines to get it. The intentionality of knowing what he’s doing is fucked up but knowing jisung even better to understand this is ultimately for this own good.. His bonedeep need for control and need to own jisung is delicious to write. And i love it if he feels a little guilty for his actions! But i love it way more if he Doesnt feel guilty. While jisung is drowning in guilt and shame about how much he liked being fucked, minho is unabashedly being himself and doing what he wants .. that type of confidence and self-assurance is obv completely unrelateable to me. Which is why its exciting and fun to be in his mindset, since its a new experience, and since its an experience you can only have in fiction! Godddd i love minho thinking something insane and unsettling but so sexy. Or saying it. Thats why i fucking love my library drabble because i gasp out loud and slap my palm over my mouth whenever i read the “they’d blame you, jisung-ah” paragraph. The fuckign audacity of this man….. Dreamy sigh …
Ohh and to me its important to portray minho’s actions as something he’s very aware of. Accidental non-con is fun and i will write it!! (and i have written it, as minho isnt fully clearheaded in my omegaverse non-con fic) But it hits even harder when minho is cunning and sly and everything he does is purposeful– Because it means that him wanting and loving jisung is also purposeful. Idk it makes sense to me. And its just hot when hes capable and competent and knows how to get what he wants…
Also i dont care for non-con which isnt tied to emotions. My minhos are highly interested or in love with jisung and want to keep him forever, which is often the catalyst for the non-con. (Because thats part of the fantasy! Being loved and wanted.) this might not be very obvious in every non-con that i’ll write, but its something that i'm always aware of when i write it.. And that makes a big difference to me.. And obv its always important to me that jisung likes it. No matter how much he cries and says he doesnt, it feels good and he likes it and he just cant (or wont ever) admit it. I know he does because ive got a huge projector shining on him at all times
Thank you for asking!! Ive previously written about this in full length and youll find even more thoughts there. If you have more specific questions please dont hesitate to ask, I really really love talking about this soo much…thank you … !!
Do u fw free use ji?
i generally dont like anyone touching jisung that isnt minho. so like.. no. but i do love minho threatening jisung that he'll tie him up and leave him somewhere where men can use him like a cocksleeve. but i dont like it actually happening.. just the threat of it... and jisung then actively begging for minho to please not do it <3 Otherwise hm. msybe i can make an exception for stuff like minho is fullly in control of jisung snd who gets o touch him and jisung is sitting in minhos lap and theyre face to face and minho instructs other people how they should use jisungs hole, but jisung only gets to kiss and see minho.. maybe like that. but even that feels more like a punishment to me bc im like. just fuck him yourself minho !!! ... so... so i guess i dont fuck with free use jisung
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