di you mean this?
it was my snippet for rare pair fest though back then I completely forgot it was supposed to be an anonymous thing ops ... regardless I dropped the prompt because I can't finish it in time</3 but I plan to finish it next, or try to!!
it was difficult because the fic is VERY relationship and feelings based, with not much of a plot. I have to dig deep both in timeline and canon compliant because I decided to go further-and write exactly about how their relationship started, developed and is right now! which is why I don't wanna spoiler too much, you'll read it for yourself, hopefully soon hehe...
I don't necessarily write with Realistic ideas, I try to, but attempting to know for sure what happens behind the curtains is delusional, so I'm left only with imagination and tinhatting, ops. trying my best to get into their heart and heads, which is not super easy. but I have written almost 4k of it, and more to come, so don't worry, hopefully you will be fed <3