like most of these r projection but that ok

• cant smile 'normal', just kinda looks like a grimace of pain [like 😬 type shit]
• disorders up the wazoo my guy. bpd, aspd, avpd, a spattering of npd-like traits but not enough for diagnosis, maybe some schizo- of some sort [im undecided on schizoid or schizotypal,,, who knows]
• smells like salt, sweat, and axe body spray. maybe some fancy soap he was gifted like ages ago that hes been trying to keep alive [its like,,, 70% water atp,,, he gets me]
• autism, obviously. who is gonna list strider hcs and not include autism. youd be stupid
• doesnt remember what he looks like unless hes actively looking at himself [furthermore, not a fan of mirrors]
• enjoys learning new things, fucking hates school
• bi with a heavy preference for men, says hes unlabeled tho cuz he changes too much too frequently that that may change randomly.
• agender transmasc, but doesnt mind really any masculine labels.

erm uhh i have more but i just woke up like an hr ago so i cant think

1] 9
its such a good movie dude, I could genuinely talk about it for 2+ hrs, I have before and ill do it again. i watched it w my ex bf and it took us almost 6 hrs to watch it cuz I kept talking about it, despite it being a 1.5 hr movie

2] lords of chaos
that movie had such an impact on me dude, to the point id probably call it a comfort movie. a fictionalized version of the lore of the band mayhem, and its so good. [I identify a lot w pelle]
also its just a gorgeous movie, the folks in it and the setting are both beautiful dude

3] precious

this movie made me cry. it showcases a lot that happened in my own childhood, to the point that I had to take multiple breaks to calm tf down, and I never have to do that shit. even outside of that, such a beautiful movie dude, its so good.