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Ballet dancer Chuuya or ice skater chuuya?
(I feel like those chuuyas are rare to find 😖)
i was a ballet dancer and always hoped to do figure skating. i think chuuya could excel at both 🤔 i like figure skater chuuya better because i think he has the build for it and also im biased. but i haven’t seen any ballet dancer chuuya aus so i’m going to pick that. simply so i can MAYBE make an au for it later 👀 with proper encouragement 👀
2 questions. 1: what platform do u think u will use after retrospring shuts down? 2. i absolutely love your threadfics, so i was wondering if you compiled them all into a thread? if not its totqlly fine! always love your work 🩷🩷
Hey there! If BSD was a dating sim, who would you romance first?
i love the word “first” implying i will indeed romance them all starting with my queen yosano. i would let her do anything to me and thank her afterwards. we would go wine tasting and watch true crime documentaries. then i would romance ayatsuji. because she’s for the lesbians and i don’t want some male player trying to rizz her up. im terrified of koyou but if yosano wants a polycule? you bet your ass i’m romancing that lady. tea dates (i don’t like tea). bad mouthing dazai (chuuya joins in, bonus points). this is my strategy.
it's been a while since skk girldads hc, do you have any news?? i miss them 😞
I accidentally sent a RS to your old account oops... Anyways... You're cool 😎✌️
I really love your writing! I'm just too shy to comment on twt bc you're kinda like a celebrity to me– TT
What are you going to do once retrospring shuts down?
(I ran over of characters whoops)
I also want to reiterate how much I love every single word you write, you truly never miss. You are one of the most precious gems in this fandom and I sincerely hope all the toxicity won't drive you away. You portray intimacy flawlessly and more often than not your sfw content sounds way more intimate than the nsfw one (this is the supreme skill in my opinion).
I'm looking forward to new content from you! Have a good day/night <3
Does your beastzai have the same sexuality hcs as canonzai? (aspec, service top vibes, chuuya's pleasure is the only goal in his mind, doesn't care much about his own pleasure)
sorry it took me so long to get to this! it’s such an interesting question — i think beast dazai is also ace, but i see him more repulsed by it, as well as touch in general. dazai knows his place in the world. he knows too much—so much it sometimes drives him crazy, and chuuya grounds him. i will always be a truther that dazai and chuuya are versatile and switch from topping and bottoming, but dazai trusts chuuya to touch him the way his wretched self wants (be it gently, or rough, or whatever dazai wants) and bottoms more often than not. so, in a way, chuuya is the only one that doesn’t repulse him when it comes to sex—which doesn’t mean dazai doesn’t have adverse reactions. he goes into subspace quite often. pleasure is… an odd concept for him. yes, sex is pleasurable, but sometimes he realizes there’s something more. something unattainable. something that, when he’s with chuuya, he gets a glimpse. he will never, not in a million lifetimes admit that he needs him. in general he can go without sex but that’s the rawest moment when he and chuuya get to communicate. in their own way. tw// dazai likes to bleed during sex—he loves when chuuya digs his nails in his body and blood dribbles down his skin. so uh yea i could go into more detail about this 🤒
Do you have any specific hcs for beast skk and sex... I feel like the fact that they are boss/right-hand man and that Dazai knows he's going to leave Chuuya /permanently/ gives the act a whole new meaning (in contrast to canon skk). Each gesture is filled with devotion, pain, longing, violence. It's rough and yet it's the sweetest they'll ever be with the other. It's both blood flowing through their cracks and gold filling each one. It's both their curse and their salvation.
What do you think? :)
i think they never established the boundaries of their relationship. they never gave it a name. sex is the only language they know in which they’re allowed to say ‘i’m here’ ‘i’m yours’ without speaking the words out loud. the rougher they fuck the more emotionally charged it is, and chuuya knows dazai won’t be his forever. he doesn’t know how, or why, but he knows their time together is limited. it’s why he likes to leave permanent marks on dazai’s skin, raking his nails along his back until blood drips out. they belong to each other in the same way the tides belong to the moon; always obeying its call but never getting to fully meet its glow. chuuya never spends the night but he terribly wants dazai to ask. during the day, when they’re boss and subordinate, it’s all both real and plastic. the real things happen behind the stage, but they have to pretend. dazai has to pretend that he isn’t dooming chuuya with his love. they have a lot of sex; in offices, elevators, closets, etc. it makes it more impersonal, and they reserve the bed for special occasions.
hi I left some stuff on your strawpage and then immediately realized you dont use it much so heres a heads up thats theres a skk art out there for you
What are your favorite head canons for Beast SKK dynamics?
they bicker a lot less when there’s no audience. it’s a silence packed of the things they won’t say. dazai always barges inside chuuya’s office to pester him when he’s filling reports at 2 am (dazai’s fault). i think dazai anticipated his destiny and kept chuuya far enough to let him go, but close enough to call him his—even if just as a form of “possessing” him. chuuya doesn’t go home until dazai does. their first time was drunken sex, and theh both pretended to have forgotten some things said during the act, like “stay” and “be mine”. they’re not exclusive but they’re not not exclusive. it’s complicated. chuuya resents his fiery impulse to protect dazai and wonders what it’d be like to run away from the mafia, but no matter how hard he refuses them his feelings for dazai are too deep. dazai is rough during sex so chuuya will relax his head for a little bit. they’ve done it in nearly every office of the port mafia. chuuya goes out when it’s raining and sometimes dazai will sit with him, getting wet and without talking.
Really happy to see you everyday! I know you might feel discouraged, but your writing is really great, and you're going to keep growing! I just don't know how to cheer you up or what words to say.
Is the socmed au dead?
soukoku dressed up as children animation characters going to a kid’s birthday party bc that’s what they do for a living
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