noe nation · 4mo
Do you have any specific hcs for beast skk and sex... I feel like the fact that they are boss/right-hand man and that Dazai knows he's going to leave Chuuya /permanently/ gives the act a whole new meaning (in contrast to canon skk). Each gesture is filled with devotion, pain, longing, violence. It's rough and yet it's the sweetest they'll ever be with the other. It's both blood flowing through their cracks and gold filling each one. It's both their curse and their salvation.
What do you think? :)
i think they never established the boundaries of their relationship. they never gave it a name. sex is the only language they know in which they’re allowed to say ‘i’m here’ ‘i’m yours’ without speaking the words out loud. the rougher they fuck the more emotionally charged it is, and chuuya knows dazai won’t be his forever. he doesn’t know how, or why, but he knows their time together is limited. it’s why he likes to leave permanent marks on dazai’s skin, raking his nails along his back until blood drips out. they belong to each other in the same way the tides belong to the moon; always obeying its call but never getting to fully meet its glow. chuuya never spends the night but he terribly wants dazai to ask. during the day, when they’re boss and subordinate, it’s all both real and plastic. the real things happen behind the stage, but they have to pretend. dazai has to pretend that he isn’t dooming chuuya with his love. they have a lot of sex; in offices, elevators, closets, etc. it makes it more impersonal, and they reserve the bed for special occasions.
