i loooove my husband, i wanna gut him sooo bad! how romantic would that be? i think it’s quite romantic, especially when it comes to mutual cannibalism. how symbolic it is to love your partner so much that you’d want to consume them and want them to do the same to you, and have them feel the exact same way. to be covered head to toe in your lover’s crimson liquid, the smell of metal heavy in the air..

so freaky for cioccolata, need me a man that i can be seccolata with tho that mf better let me dissect him!!!!!

hi! so i’ll be honest, everything i said about me and the guy is true.. but he does have a boyfriend. i think what we’re doing is considered emotional cheating. and now one of his best friends is suggesting that we "do something on the down low".. but then that’d be like, actual cheating! And I feel guilty about itttt, as much as i want to be with him I want him to break up with his boyfriend BEFORE we get together..

EEEE!!! life is looking UP FOR ME!!! i don’t have any sort of reason to kill myself right now because of my mannnnn he’s so handsomeee <333 ughh, i just hate being away from him! i’m sending him presents while he’s away though. i keep things close to me that remind me of him and it makes me calmer when we’re apart. it just doesn’t help that he’s my favourite person.. ugh! bpd is really such a bitch, i hate it so much. but apart from that, everything is just fineee.. my man is sooo fineeee.. <3

IM SO DEPRESSED.. my ‘man’ and i are gonna be apart for a while because of college.. im a freshman and he’s a sophomore </3 im not excited about being away from him for so long. i seem to have developed an attachment to him and it sucks so badly because my bpd honestly just makes it ten times worse

hi! my mental health is getting so much better and i’m so happy <3 the guy i was talking about two weeks ago and i aren’t together yet unfortunately.. i just can’t do long distance! he’s out of state for a while for college and i’m gonna miss his pretty face soooo much, i can’t wait to see him when he comes back though <333 but i’m gonna try and start writing again! :9

aside from confessing, i think i have an ear infection. my hearing is getting really bad in both ears and my right ear is leaking and i know that sounds kinda gross but its really bad.. my ear was bleeding earlier because i scratched it too much but its so unbearable!

i confessed my feelings to the guy i like! he said he thinks he likes me too but i don’t exactly know what that means, he said to give him time because he has a lot on his plate right now.. we’re still closies though <3

hi retrospring lily nation ☺ there's this guy and i think we might actually have a chance with each other.. i was discharged from the hospital (finally) and he was so happy to see me but that's not why i think we might have a chance with each other. things have been different between us lately.. i'm so excited because i havent dated anybody since my freshman year! i'm friends with his friends (theyre my friends too but theyre WAYY closer with him, best friends) and i've shown them texts between the two of us along with telling them about yk our in person interactions and they were like 👀 and he's just so sweet.. i think he's the one

i can't stop thinking about kid diddler kira.. it makes me feel some sort of way, maybe i should request it sometime or write it myself..

i'm thinking about this one fic i read.. i can't remember if it was by ewnasty or brattythickums 😭 probably the former?? OHHH YES IT WAS EWNASTY i read it my sophomore year and i would call it chapter 7 because it's just what i knew it as (shrug) but i really REALLYY liked it :3
https://archiveofourown.org/works/24036853/chapters/57930922
i liked this one too, it ignited my undying love for nagas
https://archiveofourown.org/works/22448605

my mama came to visit me today :) she brought me some of my favorites and it made me feel better.. better enough to start writing more. it's been so long since i've written nsfw though LOL so i really hope this doesn't disappoint! i don't even know how long it's gonna be, but i really really hope it's good aaahh

i’ll totally read it when i have the chance!! tysm, i’ve been meaning to look for more cio content >w<

i just uploaded the first half onto ao3 :) i hope it gets some sort of attention.. i don’t know if i like it! but i hope others do

i’ve been putting off writing because ever since being put in the hospital my mind has just been so blank lately.. i wonder if i should upload the first part and then the second one when i finish it?

in the hospital what the fuck. doing good though i’m still writing :) but i almost died