EEEE!!! life is looking UP FOR ME!!! i don’t have any sort of reason to kill myself right now because of my mannnnn he’s so handsomeee <333 ughh, i just hate being away from him! i’m sending him presents while he’s away though. i keep things close to me that remind me of him and it makes me calmer when we’re apart. it just doesn’t help that he’s my favourite person.. ugh! bpd is really such a bitch, i hate it so much. but apart from that, everything is just fineee.. my man is sooo fineeee.. <3