life has its ups and downs, and i'm still here. over the past two weeks, i've noticed positive outcomes in my reading, giving me a glimmer of hope. yet, i can't quite call it a victory because, come nighttime, i close my eyes, secretly wishing not to wake up the next morning. however, each morning brings a fresh wave of pain. it feels like i 'have to' choose coffee as i open my eyes to face the day. perhaps that tiny glimmer of hope is akin to a sprinkle of coffee for me? i'm not sure.

Alaska Young from Looking for Alaska! i feel a lot of similarities with her. i mean we both are sagittarius bitches, such as having a bold nature, a love for adventure, being moody, and being unpredictable (pft). both of us are equally unstable fr. we are also insanely impulsive and happen to share the same temperament type: optimistic-melancholic. even though she's unhinged, she's incredibly cool (i love her sm). she is me, and i am her.

omg thank you so much sendernim! <3

the song "My Way" by ATEEZ is meaningful to me because its lyrics provide hope and motivation, particularly for the recent period of my life. give the song a listen, you'll love it!

i'm unsure how to respond to this question without creating a negative perception (especially about myself) for others reading it. basically, i'm currently focused on improving my life, so i'll be minimizing excessive thoughts and emotions in the online realm..

hi sorry i'm just logging in, thank you anyway dear sender!

i awoke with the most dreadful sensation i've ever experienced, the kind that arises from knowing something you shouldn't. yet, i am thankful that divine intervention brought it to my attention swiftly, averting a potentially more devastating situation. still, i wish to remain oblivious, or perhaps, i merely wish not to wake up this morning.

okay.. terus?!?! mau pacaran atau gimana? 😅

hi, dearest sender. i'm here! even though there are days when i don't show up on the timeline, i'm still here and i will always be here. you can always contact me anytime. if you don't have my telegram, you can knock on my dm.🤍

your words feel like a warm hug and a soft blanket. thank you so much.🥺🤍

i said this a lot or maybe too frequently, but the answer is.. people who have a bright sexy brain. the one that can stimulate my brain and brainstorm or even deep talk with me. tbh smart people are literally my top tier of attractive people.

dead poets society. yes, i watched that movie again, a hundred times. and people who follow me on my priv probably know how dramatic i was that night.

if i answer this, i'll definitely end up in jail.

no, i don't think so. no one knows about me.

everything. no- actually i can't do everything. but i'll do anything for love.