the scaredy cat · 17d
Hi, Sia. Long time no see. I hope the breeze keeps you cool on hot days & I hope the wind whispers to you that there are people out there who care about you & want you to be happy (re: please count me in).
Anyway, how's your day lately? Just checking up on you. I just hope life treats you well & if it doesn't, I hope you can treat yourself well. I was initially going to send this message on New Year's, but I changed my mind. In the end, I decided to send it now. Hope you don't mind it.
Of course, I remembered your birthday. Like I said before, you're one of the most adorable people in the world & chatting w/ you is always so much fun. I never thought I'd get to know someone as cool as you. Actually, I think you're the 1st Sagittarius I've ever known.
Never expected I'll get a wishes as well, but thanks for the kind wishes. Hopefully all the good things you're wishing for me will come back to you too, because you totally deserve it.
Tbh, I just found out my zodiac sign is the same as your bias, Felix. I'm shocked & feel honored at the same time, LOL. The more I find out about him, the more I think he's literally an angel.
Talking about The Boyz reminds me of something. If I'm not mistaken, didn't they recently hold an event in Korea? I was laughing so hard when I saw them being all goofy as princess at stage, especially Eric running in heels like a pro. I hope The Boyz continues to shine & gets treated well by their new agency, so you can keep enjoying their music. Maybe someday they'll come here & you can attend their concert again, making more memories w/ The Boyz, & of course, all the other fans.
I'm absolutely happy that you got to attend Stray Kids's concert last December. Finally, you met your bias, Felix. What was your impression when you saw Felix in person? Was he like an angel? I hope their concert becomes one of your most unforgettable memories ever.
Btw, which song made you super happy during the concert? Ah, it's no big deal, Stray Kids is just amazing. I think it's totally fair that I appreciate Stray Kids because they deserve all the love. Especially when I found out how hard 3RACHA worked to create Stray Kids's songs. You must be so proud of them, right? Their hard work really paid off. I hope they'll shine even brighter because they totally deserve it.
When you said your favorite song is Han's solo track, I remembered how people who attended the concert were amazed by Han's performance, & he became their bias wrecker. Were you also stunned by Han's performance? I think the song 'Stray Kids' by Stray Kids is amazing. Thanks for singing along during the concert. It must've been a mix of emotions, especially since the lyrics which told their story from debut 'til now.
If you don't mind, can you recommend your favorite songs from Stray Kids & The Boyz that are so good & make you feel like:
"Every people have to listen to this song because it's really good!"
Maybe I haven't heard the song, & when I start to listenin' the song, I'll love them, & add them to my playlist. I think I'll even remember those songs as Sia's favorite song.
Ngl, I'm gonna miss Retrospring since it's shutting down next month. Actually, I'm kinda sad because I won't be able to chat w/ you anonymously anymore. No offense, it's not that I don't wanna interact w/ you in a private chat, but I think I'm such an avoidant person. So, I think it's better for us to keep it like this because I'm scared you'll be disappointed in me. Other than that, every goodbye is sad, isn't it? So, I feel like... this is the best way for us. I just wanna be remembered as someone who's supportive & rooting for your happiness. Hope you won't think I'm weird or anything.
I'm so sorry I forgot to wish you a happy new year, Sia. That's all for now, & I hope 2025 brings you tons of good news & happiness. I hope all your unfulfilled dreams from last year & new ones come true this year. I hope you'll reply to this before Retrospring shuts down, but if you don't get to, I'll just assume maybe it's our fate. Eventho we won't be able to exchange messages like this anymore, I'll always be rooting for you. Thanks for being born & for replying to my messages on Retrospring all this time. It was great knowing you, Sia.
Xx.
Nb:
Apologize for sendin' the long text.
hello again, dearest anon! what a great way to greet me, thank you so much, i really appreciate it (dw i’ll count you in).
well, as always, life has never been 100% great, but i’m so grateful because i feel like i’m surrounded by a lot of good people now. i couldn’t be more thankful for that. i think i’ve been treating myself better than before too, so it’s totally fine. anyway, happy new year to you too! i hope this year brings you a lot of happiness and that you get everything you’ve always wanted.
oh, really?! wow, what an honor! being the first sagittarius you’ve ever known got me giggling. thank God i didn’t give you a bad impression of sags out there lol.
it’s not a big deal. you’re the one who’s always been nice to me, so at least i have to do something, right? but it’s not just because you’re nice to me, i genuinely love giving people well wishes, and you totally deserve them too!
eh??? ain’t no way! so you’re a virgo too? this might be a clue, but my stupid brain can’t really remember people’s zodiac signs sometimes. AAA WHAT A SHAME i could have figured out who you are, but in fact, i didn’t. i’m going to freaking cry now!!!
you’re right! their fan meeting was so amazing and funny! i really didn’t expect them to be princesses like that. oh, Amen. they’ve been through a lot with their old agencies, and i also hope they’ll be treated better. it seems like they are (so far). OMG, i hope so! they promised to come back to Indonesia next time, so i’m going to hold them to their promises.
it was so crazy, you know. finally meeting my ult bias in k-pop was such a blessing!!! i couldn’t help but shake and cry (literally). felix is so angelic, ethereal, stunning, gorgeous, handsome, pretty, beautiful, cute, i don’t even know how many good words to describe him. he’s literally not human! so unreal to see in real life! EYES WIDE OPEN, and even now, i still can’t believe it actually happened.
OMG, all of their songs were amazing! i personally screamed my lungs out to: stray kids, god’s menu, topline, chk chk boom, super bowl, lonely st., social path, and domino. and for the solo stage, i sang hold my hand by han so loudly. when they performed social path and miroh, we all jumped together! oh gosh that was such an amazing experience!!
yessss, 4th-gen leaders, i might say! 3RACHA was such an iconic pioneer, couldn’t be more proud of them, i’m gonna cry. anyway, i think you have to listen to placebo (the 3RACHA version)! it’s my absolute #1 favorite song by them or even by stray kids as a whole! this song also has an ot8 version with the same title. sorry for being overly excited promoting them lol.
like i said, i was really amazed by his performance during hold my hand. but if i had to choose one member as my bias wrecker during the concert, it would be changbin! oh gosh, that man really wrecked me. he’s so cool when you see him in real life. man is BIG. i told you i would sing it for you! i was crying that day. T____T
UMMM, I HAVE A LOT. besides placebo, which i mentioned before, you should listen to streetlight (my username lol, and it’s a solo song by changbin btw), mixtape: oh, the view, fairytale, youtiful (i personally dedicate this song to you, please listen!), star lost, cover me, megaverse, slash, the tortoise and the hare (this one is hilarious), and ARGHH i could literally mention all of their songs, so i’ll stop here. and for the boyz, i think you should listen to bloom bloom, no air, flag (huhu i'm crying), salty, daydream, timeless, nectar, maverick, the stealer, and bite back! personally, i love their older songs because they have such a cheerful vibe.
it’s too bad this app is shutting down, but i understand your decision. still, if you ever change your mind, you can find me on my old X account since i never log out of that one, or on my new telegram: @slvmps. i mean, not gonna lie, it’s kinda sad that i (maybe) won’t get another chance to hear from you. because honestly, i think you deserve to be loved and cared for just as much as you’ve given that to me :(
i might not know who you are (please don’t be mad, my memory is kinda bad), but if i can be honest, i’m so curious like, deadly curious. i might turn into an arwah penasaran if i never get the chance to know who you are. but again, don’t feel overwhelmed by it, i get it, and i respect your decision. but if you ever change your mind, i swear i wouldn’t do anything to harm you if you reached out to me :]
not to be dramatic, but i read this message the day you sent it, like??? what a perfect timing to check retrospring bruh. and i just couldn’t help but cry because it felt so good to receive. TMI: i couldn’t sleep until 2 AM because i kept recalling my memories and wondering who this lovely virgo was OMG I'M SO SORRY :((((((((((((((((((((((
uhm… thank you for these precious several months. thank you for checking on me and sending me such beautiful, heartfelt messages. i don’t know what i did to deserve all of that, but again thank you, thank you, thank you soooooo muuuuuuch! thank you for being such an angel. it’s been so great, and i’m so grateful to have know and met you. i hope the world treats you well, always.
with love,
sia.
