hey i just wanna say i went through a sudden life altering disability like five years ago and as much as the hard days suck they do start coming less frequently and you will reclaim a sense of normalcy one day, even if you cant do the same things you used to as often as youd like youre gonna be okay dude. just remember not to push yourself too hard, rest is your friend even if youre feeling restless dont let yourself feel guilty for need to nap all day sometimes. also youre really cool and i love your work.