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AS A TRANSMAN MYSELF, and the incredible sensitivity that t has given me for my growing dick, i personally love the hc that kaveh has an incredibly sensitive tdick. like, brushing against his boxers annoyingly type sensitive—until he's aroused, and then the friction of just his boxers is maddening. i just.t.ntjfjfjrjee sensitive dick kaveh. alhaitham NEEDS to have it in his mouth immediately. (i also hc haitham as trans, too, so...t4t frotting? yes pls)
i absolutely adore your works though. i'm a silent follower, but you characterize them so well, and you have a gift with your words. don't let anybody tell you otherwise.
OKAY, I’VE BEEN SAYING… testosterone can be such a little shit when it comes to hormonal changes that you didn’t expect. kaveh’s beyond happy that he has it finally prescribed; he cannot wait to, not only see, but hear how his body grows into the dream he thought of for years but there are some… side effects. yet he’s more surprised that he does not mind them (even LIKES) than the fact they occur.
kaveh walks around so, so irritated. not only the clients are hitting all the nerves but he also has another problem to deal with. fuck, as much as i know that kaveh will keep everything professional, i cannot resist but to make him think of all filthy stuff he’ll do when he gets home whilst subconsciously fighting for any friction against his pants. i want him to dissociate during the conversation with his clients, flushing to the point of being asked if everything is alright? does our architect need a little break? we can talk about the details later, let me get you some water now. AGHHH.
and the stonetop [and annoying as hell] tguy haitham who loves to take the advantage of it. alhaitham just gets off from seeing kaveh STRUGGLING. he’d occasionally press his palm between kaveh’s thighs, hold it there; perhaps ask if his senior could rub against his hand a little, promising some relief. it’s a trap, of course, because alhaitham has no intent to help him out. edging kaveh in many ways possible since, well, why would he pass over desperate kaveh, wiggling his ass and fixing his pants in the place full of people? kaveh gets easily worked-up and alhaitham enjoys not letting him cum unless he himself is fully satisfied from the reactions kaveh shows. ehe. TOTALLY.
[may i add that kaveh is left SHAKING after he finally cums; cannot walk for an hour because the overwhelming sensitivity he already has to bear from taking t is a diabolical mix with being edged THIS much]… SO MUCH AGREED on t4t frotting. 3/4 of the wetness in their sheets is kaveh’s slick, though.
thank you so much. <3 i am trying my best, i really do. it is so fulfilling to hear that people enjoy what i give.
Firstly to get me wrong, I know alhaitham is probably has more stamina than kaveh, but I can't help myself but to think that will be a rabbit in bed, he'd probably milk alhaitham dry everytime they have sex together and still manages to stand up and clean himself, mainly because of his passive that self heal him from bloom dmg tho, and olso I know a blow job from kaveh will feel like a paradise:3
kaveh who is angry/stressed out DEFINITELY gets the sudden surge of stamina. riding alhaitham AND milking him dry… i see alhaitham encouraging him, teasing him [“what has gotten into our renowned architect?”] and mayhaps helping him out from time to time when he sees kaveh getting tired in the meanwhile. sex is a hard work, alright!!
kaveh’s a little rabbit in heat ALL THE TIME, though. i enjoy thinking of him getting very but very needy quickly AND easily. he’s just oblivious to it oftentimes. he lies to himself that alhaitham teasing him, being slightly mean, is not making him wet and the sight of alhaitham’s back or abs flexing beneath his transparent shirt… oh, i’m telling you!! kaveh wants to hump him 24/7, he just translates all those tingling sensations in his hear and between his thighs as being mad at alhaitham instead of being horny for alhaitham (they say there is a thin line between hatred and love, so i’ll say it’s the same with horny and angry, hehe).
ALSO, the healing from bloom dmg comment? BUT THIS IS SUCH A WAY TO SAY THAT KAVEH CAN KEEP UP WITH ALHAITHAM’S MONSTROUS STAMINA, THOUGH…
aaaaa... you seem so cool... so, smart and witty! i don't know... ahg, if i wasn't so shy i would talk to you!
how does it feel to write and have so many people read you? 😭
having so many people reading what i write is almost unbelievable. i’ve been saying this since forever but i am very thankful for each comment and every display of support i receive, and i’m sorry if i miss some of them/not respond to—it’s more about my personal struggles that i quickly get overwhelmed and sometimes simply do not know what to say back. i hold everything dearly in my heart regardless, and—all of it—makes me beyond happy.
about writing… WELL! it can get pretty miserable sometimes but the fact i am able to write what i crave and then share it, no matter how the outcome looks like, is very dear to me and fulfills me.
kaveh explaining to alhaitham everything he remembers about astronomy and astrology one beautiful night, looking at the sky... sometimes looking at alhaitham..., smiling sweetly at him for having a beautiful moment remembering and thinking about his father on this subject, starting to get over it and alhaitham silently encouraging him, taking his animated hands in his from time to time to kiss the back of them, or sometimes running a lock of hair behind kaveh's ear, him sometimes becoming momentarily speechless, his cheeks flushed and alhaitham: "mmh? don't be distracted. please, continue." with a gentle smile before taking another sip of his tea, or his wine... maybe stolen from the other glass but oh well, this is between them.
aaah it's been almost two weeks (?) since i came up with something... and sorry, i love astronomy and also legends rooted in constellations and sometimes i think of scenarios like this when i remember that kaveh's father was a rtawahist's scholar!
anyway, i hope you're having a good day, dear ode! (please never pressure yourself to reply to retros or anything like that !!)
have a good day/night, adore u !!
૮꒰˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶꒱ა <3
i just want to say that cancer is a sign ruled by the moon and all or many of its characteristics fit perfectly with kaveh, such as being emphatic, sensitive and caring or the great importance he gives to family and home (among MANY others characteristics of cancers) and... also... ahem... it is also the sign that is perceived as more feminine...
so yeah, we love you kaveh.
im gonna fight misogynists and dumb people in general for a bunch of pixels? yes, bc i also think it's something dangerous for REAL people who are like that. and if they want an astrological fight, i will give it as an aquarius that i am, i will fight for and protect my sweeties. 🤺
PREACH, HONEY, PREACH! it’s saddening in more than one way: the one you described, since i know many trans, nonbinary people, gays & lesbians relate to kaveh. he’s wonderfully written & the sole detail of him being a cancer that so fits into his character is almost breathtaking. he was truly made with all love & soul. i just cannot comprehend why people look for hostile “agendas” behind what one interprets.
i keep thinking a lot about how kaveh’s constellation bird is literally a persian huma bird. a bird with both male and female natures in one body, how this bird was believed to not have legs thus why it could only fly invisibly high above the earth; how it is phoenix-like & gets consumed by fire—too much of it reminds me of how i view him, how much of it adds more into kaveh’s physicality & mentality too.
i want to learn more about diwan & sufi poetry; to know the said bird is such a common motif in them could enhance my writing about kaveh (& his relationship with alhaitham) itself. refining my own prose with what i learned about the culture is something i rarely do because of fear of not giving it justice but i’ve done it once with one of my threadfics. yer explained to me how arabic poetry is written: she underlined one of the verses in the poem she found & said that they call them „bayt” which means… „home”, thus—arabic poetry consists of multiple homes. isn’t that so fitting with their bond? especially when i do enjoy thinking of alhaitham as a poet, in some ways. in the said threadfic i made alhaitham say that the only reason he writes poetry is because, by it, he himself can build small homes; that their structure is kaveh who holds it steady; that alhaitham is a different kind of an „architect”.
may i ask what your favorite singers, bands or musical genres are? i'm quite curious !
i adore this type of questions! <3 to point a specific genre would be pretty hard for me since i am rather an „i can listen to anything” type of person.
here are a few musicians i listen to the most: type o negative, trevor something, fka twigs, mitski, chelsea wolfe, ethel cain, florence welch, hozier, pj harvey, deftones, acid bath (dax riggs), cocteau twins, nirvana, alice in chains, soap&skin, radiohead, lana del rey, hey, the cure, iamx, mareux.
of course, i have lots of favourite songs that belong to other artists but then, not their entire production is something that i’d listen to a lot. this is my spotify if you want to check it out: https://open.spotify.com/user/9bgwvq6p0v8gm3gree259syse?si=re5X70ctQdWOvq8Ev8iMvA
Choose one: kaveh's ass, tits, armpit or waist
i hope you're having days as perfect as the golden radio of Kaveh's ass, and as good as the soft kisses he shares with alhaitham.
adore you ૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა <3
it's been days but i just wanted to say that these people who keep on denying kaveh's femininity is just homophobic and misogynistic. their behavior is downright textbook definition of homophobia and misogyny towards gay men especially feminine presenting gay men. do they not know that homophobia was literally rooted from the idea of hating men being feminine and not just because of them being attracted with the same sex? the amount of gay men i know including myself, were told by families, schools, and society in general that us being gay is tolerated as long as we don't present ourselves too feminine (cross-dressing, mannerisms, lingo, etc.). popular drag queens themselves who are considered to be femme in and out of drag are victims of this homophobia and misogyny. other people outside of the gay men community don't know this but feminine presenting gay men are often disliked by other "masculine" gay men because they want their relationship to not be "clocked" and want to be with another man who they think can pass as a straight man like themself, which is literally enforcing "heteronormativity" among gay people. yet people here on hoyotwt who are not even gay men mind you, would berate anyone for shipping fictional characters that are masculine and feminine saying that we are trying to make gay relationships heteronormative when that's not the case irl with gay men lol. some of these gay men themselves hate feminine gay men and would seek out masc gay men because they want someone who can pass as straight. that's the definition of enforcing heteronormativity in gay relationships!!! and having both masc + fem presenting gay men in a relationship is not the heteronormativity that these genshin players think lol. what's heteronormative about a gay man being feminine???? when all these years homophobia stemmed from the idea of hating men being feminine. anyways that's all, fem kaveh enjoyers have a good day and to those ppl attacking you and disagreeing with fem kaveh, you can all go fuck yourselves because what exactly do you bitches know about being a gay man?
[this is the last message i am answering about the topic]
THANK YOU FOR SAYING THIS; thank you for sharing your own experience with me as well. i truly have nothing else to add, i am just putting “‼️‼️‼️” under it right now because, DAMMIT, for how LONG these people’s grass wasn’t touched? you wrapped the whole issue in one clever ask. it’s sad that to defend something that doesn’t have to be even defended, some people have to find such harmful arguments. i wish you all good, anon & i am grateful for you coming to me & sending this.
lmao nothing against you but whats this one Anon about, historically feminine jewelery??? These are just cultural accuracies in his design, dear Anon, stop using irl culture in an instrumental way to validate your headcanons (which I don't have a problem with), this is harming af. Don't try to say "it's not about his culture, he's just a fictional guy" because it's always about culture when people wanna look for coding for shipping purposes (mirrors, speciality food etc.). Ask any Iranian or just google how ancient Persians dressed historically
https://retrospring.net/@doery/a/113096745103496176
this anon is stupid i'm sorry because who exactly is saying that kaveh's fem coding is that because he is weak??? NO ONE fucking says that except people who hate the idea of fem kaveh. fem kaveh enjoyers aren't even saying that yet you people are the ones exposing yourselves by saying "y'all think he's fem because he's weak" because since when did femininity equate to weakness??? y'all are the ones trying to be so woke yet failing to realize that your mindsets are the problem here by correlating femininity with being weak when fem kaveh enjoyers never said nor believed that.
(okay but I feel the need to clarify one thing 🥹😭) I didn't even meant his rescue operation, I was thinking more about the fact that he created Mehrak just recently and in the meantime, he had various encountres with eremites so yeah, it was more like an argument directed at some, (not you specifically) fans claiming he's so weak and delicate, THUS feminine. Like, he can be feminine and strong, he can be feminine and weak, just the fact he is like this or this leaves enough room to interpretation for both sides and people really shouldn't fight over ficitional character in the game when basically all the men look like anime bishonens. That's it 🥺😥 But honestly you did touch on the important subject, which is coding in cn and gacha games and even if I personally don't recall chinese players claiming Kaveh fits the danmei trope I believe there's nothing wrong with theorizing and interpreting canon material alongisde with one's headcanons as long as we all stay in our own lane and don't start fights with each other, honestly this is really exhausting and ruins the enjoyement of being in the fandom
yeah, i don’t want to drag this anymore. i do also believe that the whole timeline is not 100% clear & we can only assume things here. we also do not know how the “encounters” with eremites looked like/were handled & it is as well hard to base it on such small source material. i prefer to stick to the idea that kaveh was so well-spoken that he knew how to handle this business through words only; perhaps his vision was some type of threat for them but he never used it. we never see him fighting without mehrak & of course, if it’s going to be shown in the canon, it’ll be nice to write something more to one’s list of his analysis. for now, it is a blank space for me & still is strongly emphasising his other strengths.
about the danmei, coding, etc—like i said, it doesn’t have to be seen by everyone. i heard people often talk about how many hyv ships have such “danmei trope” like blade/dan heng or even zhongli/tartaglia. i don’t think it’s a far of a reach to claim that it wouldn’t be similar with haikaveh. adding that, this type of coding was very popular in the past in other cultures too.
so! if everyone just ignored opinions they do not follow, everything would be better.
Eh, I didn't meant to start the discourse or make it about you, those were just examples I stumbled upon repeatedly while being active in fandom spaces and simply decided to mention them 😭
sighs, i apologise if my answer sounded aggressive. i am just tired of the whole topic because it’s been on for a few days already. still, i stand by what i said there. a wise man once said, “a book read by a thousand people is thousand different books,” & let’s just stick by that. i love to interpret & i do look over such small nuances written here & there. you do not have to see it as something valid. to me, it has a meaning from my own gained knowledge about reading text.
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