the strength kink goes so hard with hkv because i kind of believe that a lot of “gossip” surrounding alhaitham’s strength & abilities are not necessary about his vision. this might be a controversial take but i DO believe that in a bare-handed combat, he’d win with men bigger or with those considering stronger than himself as the vision-wielders (cough cyno cough). this is just an opinion more than anything that i based on his trailer & the voice-line about his vision, of course. in the original text he’s much more straightforward about it & says that it’s kinda ok to have it because now he can “hit people harder” (implying he already hit them hard enough lmao).

but what matters the most—his core strength is strong enough to fuck kaveh standing as he holds him mate pressed in the air, that’s for sure.

you got me chuckling at the “wet & dry” bit. fully agreed. i see alhaitham getting off from pleasuring kaveh more than anything, so CLEARLY he wouldn’t care much about the drought between his legs when it is kaveh who has the niagara waterfall going on instead. but… GOD. there’s something about alhaitham using kaveh’s slick to get himself wet that ignites a thing or two within MYSELF. it’s about how shameless he is—not breaking the eye-contact for even a second, making sure that kaveh KNOWS it is his deliberate CHOICE to do so. it doesn’t happen as the consequence of some sexual act where that necessary friction occurred but as alhaitham’s little whimsy. IT’S HOT. kaveh is both a creamer and a squirter depending on the pleasure he receives to me so… yes, heh—alhaitham has a lot to handle here.

I AM ALL FOR THIS. honestly, i do see it all the WAY even since it portrays the level of kaveh’s trust he has in alhaitham & how much he got comfortable with him. kaveh completely forgot that alhaitham does not know. there was a time where he put himself on an imaginary stage where he finally confides in, tells alhaitham everything but then, fallout occurs & there is no second chance for that. when they start living together again, kaveh has other problems to deal with & he has no time to overthink anything in these regards. he still stays cautious YET, overtime… it just slips. kaveh is even convinced that they indeed HAD a conversation about it while alhaitham is just. wow. wow. oh. wow. water streams DOWN kaveh’s pretty chest & kaveh has enough of alhaitham making weird faces, yelling, “what got into you, huh?!”. it only clicks in for kaveh after solid five minutes of scolding alhaitham.

oh, and if they are still not together but have some suspicious thing going on between one another, i’d still want alhaitham craving to know more; to worship every piece of kaveh’s body.

oh, my… as much as i believe that kaveh would never want to hide it/be embarrassed to be open about his transition, he does realise that the akademiya is not a safe place for being your own person to begin with. when i think of the possibilities in this regard, i have the line from his hangout about “struggling a lot in school” & often attach the experience he had with the acceptance to it. people’s opinions never would affect him & his love for this part of him but that doesn’t mean he’d have it easy.

both alhaitham & kaveh were some kinds of outcasts in the akademiya. the real geniuses against the faux image of it, two boys who do not necessarily know how to interact with others (alhaitham’s bluntness & distaste to the opinionated minds/kaveh’s overkindness & the guilt that follows each interaction, being easy to use). alhaitham doesn’t form his perception of someone based on what people say but only what the said person displays to him & what he deduces from their emotions shown or hidden. he’d be the oasis for kaveh in the desert of “prickly” peers. this is why it’d never matter to alhaitham. the rumour is untrue? fine. whatever. the rumour is true? wonderful—it makes kaveh even more beautiful in his eyes. it doesn’t change nothing. it’s his kaveh. nothing else matters—nothing will go against alhaitham loving him & that implication MELTS MY HEART.

still… alhaitham definitively finds out about it in their adulthood, and i only wonder how it’d play off—would he hear it from kaveh openly talking about it somewhere, or would it be a pathetic happenstance where they both acted a bit too much upon their feelings/actions. the disaster of it if kaveh was not ready to tell him…

Y’ALL MAKING ME SO HAPPY WITH THOSE HEADCANONS. YES, YES, YES! ON BOTH TRANS KAVEH & HAITHAM TAKE. may i add that because of it, nobody really knows about them ever transitioning. there is no indication of it. no rumours of them having some surgeries. they’re clearly passing but i do think they both would be very open about the experience. kaveh because he’s delighted with his body & cherishes each part of it since he is his own creation while alhaitham doesn’t care about the projection of society that could cast on him if people knew & because he enjoys seeing people stumbling upon their words from judging & assuming. this surprises people & there is some comedy behind it. i do want them to kick asses [figuratively] if someone decides to be a bitch about some topics.

KAVEH PLAYING DIRTY WHEN DEBATING/BICKERING WITH ALHAITHAM GETS ME EVERY TIME. I SEE THE VISION, OF COURSE I DO. & i’ve been thinking a lot about whether kaveh would want to get the top surgery or not. i also adore the idea of him having tits so small he doesn’t have to undergo the operation. above all, the idea of any type of surgical intervention would cause him a lot of stress, in my opinion. BUT beside having those nipple piercings (which alhaitham goes weak for each time he catches them glimmering in the corner of his eye), kaveh would tattoo the flowery patterns in the lines of quiescent top surgery as for the honour of who he is.

if he had it though, i really but really enjoy seeing him flaunting his top surgery scars. he’d be so proud of it.

OKAY, I’VE BEEN SAYING… testosterone can be such a little shit when it comes to hormonal changes that you didn’t expect. kaveh’s beyond happy that he has it finally prescribed; he cannot wait to, not only see, but hear how his body grows into the dream he thought of for years but there are some… side effects. yet he’s more surprised that he does not mind them (even LIKES) than the fact they occur.

kaveh walks around so, so irritated. not only the clients are hitting all the nerves but he also has another problem to deal with. fuck, as much as i know that kaveh will keep everything professional, i cannot resist but to make him think of all filthy stuff he’ll do when he gets home whilst subconsciously fighting for any friction against his pants. i want him to dissociate during the conversation with his clients, flushing to the point of being asked if everything is alright? does our architect need a little break? we can talk about the details later, let me get you some water now. AGHHH.

and the stonetop [and annoying as hell] tguy haitham who loves to take the advantage of it. alhaitham just gets off from seeing kaveh STRUGGLING. he’d occasionally press his palm between kaveh’s thighs, hold it there; perhaps ask if his senior could rub against his hand a little, promising some relief. it’s a trap, of course, because alhaitham has no intent to help him out. edging kaveh in many ways possible since, well, why would he pass over desperate kaveh, wiggling his ass and fixing his pants in the place full of people? kaveh gets easily worked-up and alhaitham enjoys not letting him cum unless he himself is fully satisfied from the reactions kaveh shows. ehe. TOTALLY.
[may i add that kaveh is left SHAKING after he finally cums; cannot walk for an hour because the overwhelming sensitivity he already has to bear from taking t is a diabolical mix with being edged THIS much]… SO MUCH AGREED on t4t frotting. 3/4 of the wetness in their sheets is kaveh’s slick, though.

thank you so much. <3 i am trying my best, i really do. it is so fulfilling to hear that people enjoy what i give.

kaveh who is angry/stressed out DEFINITELY gets the sudden surge of stamina. riding alhaitham AND milking him dry… i see alhaitham encouraging him, teasing him [“what has gotten into our renowned architect?”] and mayhaps helping him out from time to time when he sees kaveh getting tired in the meanwhile. sex is a hard work, alright!!

kaveh’s a little rabbit in heat ALL THE TIME, though. i enjoy thinking of him getting very but very needy quickly AND easily. he’s just oblivious to it oftentimes. he lies to himself that alhaitham teasing him, being slightly mean, is not making him wet and the sight of alhaitham’s back or abs flexing beneath his transparent shirt… oh, i’m telling you!! kaveh wants to hump him 24/7, he just translates all those tingling sensations in his hear and between his thighs as being mad at alhaitham instead of being horny for alhaitham (they say there is a thin line between hatred and love, so i’ll say it’s the same with horny and angry, hehe).

ALSO, the healing from bloom dmg comment? BUT THIS IS SUCH A WAY TO SAY THAT KAVEH CAN KEEP UP WITH ALHAITHAM’S MONSTROUS STAMINA, THOUGH…

PREACH, HONEY, PREACH! it’s saddening in more than one way: the one you described, since i know many trans, nonbinary people, gays & lesbians relate to kaveh. he’s wonderfully written & the sole detail of him being a cancer that so fits into his character is almost breathtaking. he was truly made with all love & soul. i just cannot comprehend why people look for hostile “agendas” behind what one interprets.

i keep thinking a lot about how kaveh’s constellation bird is literally a persian huma bird. a bird with both male and female natures in one body, how this bird was believed to not have legs thus why it could only fly invisibly high above the earth; how it is phoenix-like & gets consumed by fire—too much of it reminds me of how i view him, how much of it adds more into kaveh’s physicality & mentality too.

i want to learn more about diwan & sufi poetry; to know the said bird is such a common motif in them could enhance my writing about kaveh (& his relationship with alhaitham) itself. refining my own prose with what i learned about the culture is something i rarely do because of fear of not giving it justice but i’ve done it once with one of my threadfics. yer explained to me how arabic poetry is written: she underlined one of the verses in the poem she found & said that they call them „bayt” which means… „home”, thus—arabic poetry consists of multiple homes. isn’t that so fitting with their bond? especially when i do enjoy thinking of alhaitham as a poet, in some ways. in the said threadfic i made alhaitham say that the only reason he writes poetry is because, by it, he himself can build small homes; that their structure is kaveh who holds it steady; that alhaitham is a different kind of an „architect”.

i adore this type of questions! <3 to point a specific genre would be pretty hard for me since i am rather an „i can listen to anything” type of person.

here are a few musicians i listen to the most: type o negative, trevor something, fka twigs, mitski, chelsea wolfe, ethel cain, florence welch, hozier, pj harvey, deftones, acid bath (dax riggs), cocteau twins, nirvana, alice in chains, soap&skin, radiohead, lana del rey, hey, the cure, iamx, mareux.

of course, i have lots of favourite songs that belong to other artists but then, not their entire production is something that i’d listen to a lot. this is my spotify if you want to check it out: https://open.spotify.com/user/9bgwvq6p0v8gm3gree259syse?si=re5X70ctQdWOvq8Ev8iMvA