THE CHNHN DIVE AND ORCHESTRA FICS ARE PIERCING MY SOUL AND HAS ME ON MY KNEES... lord the dynamic captured in the dive one... two admiring strangers who find it hard to open up to each other immediately through their own assumptions. jhoon is probably because he assumes diving would obviously convey it...... the way he also bluntly say his feelings yet chn's anxiety still ends up making him second guess it later..... ugh UGH ADHKJNLGKS ARGH

the orchestra one is just tense filled and so.... teens....... but also dummy jhoon being emotionally constipated.... but also he absolutely wants a fair fight........ chn who probably has all the anxiety and self pressure/doubt, but still hardworking and sure of his practice...... HSKNJD THESE ARE JUST MY OWN INTERPRETATION OF WHAT I READ THOUGH. WHICH REMINDS ME I NEED TO COMMENT ON THE ORCHESTRA ONE