HI HELLO !! (STILL SO LATE i think i will shut up about it now but AH. MY BAD.)
i was certainly trying to be diverse for everyone's sake - i'm really glad it worked:3c its genuinely so fun to have this many options!

🐚 - placing a xenogender for myself but if you want one, just ask!: whitetigerix, one for white tigers!! i am not kin with white tigers, yet they're so pretty and i definitely get gender envy from them and associations, like the white tiger print! i'm kin with just plain orange tigers despite me not getting as much envy from them. https://files.catbox.moe/obzwe5.webp <- flag<:)

🐞- i'm attending a festival today, so i'm mostly thinking about how they used to go for me! the one i most recently went to was a lot different from the typical ones, honestly Blew My Expectations OUT OF THE WATER!! so i'll have to make peace with the more regular kind again. most of my experiences have been like a fair, yk the funnel cake and you walk around with little shops around.. but my most recent was a parade<:3 as for something more specific, i think the fair back before i moved was something i took for granted. everything was just gorgeous, especially the turtles i saw... hoping to see some beautiful flowers tbh! ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ✩‧˚ If not regular ole necklaces. ASKDFJN

🌴- remember that you usually have more charge than you think you do! i've been stressed out over almost nothing for a while even after some good news and food, because external things aren't always the sole determinator. i know i got my ass up today, got dressed, and fixated on rentries for a while listening to music and, i felt like not attending the festival today, succumbing to sloth once more, but after summoning enough bravery (as silly as that is) to take medicine that's likely placebo and approach this again after some haywire nerves, i'm more motivated to do something that i have been in days LMAOAOA. we all have at least some power to accomplish what we might not really want to do- it just takes a lot of coaxing and inspiration to do such,, at least for me. LOL <3

thank you for the asks!!! ヾ(｡･ω･｡)