HI HELLO !! (STILL SO LATE i think i will shut up about it now but AH. MY BAD.)
i was certainly trying to be diverse for everyone's sake - i'm really glad it worked:3c its genuinely so fun to have this many options!

🐚 - placing a xenogender for myself but if you want one, just ask!: whitetigerix, one for white tigers!! i am not kin with white tigers, yet they're so pretty and i definitely get gender envy from them and associations, like the white tiger print! i'm kin with just plain orange tigers despite me not getting as much envy from them. https://files.catbox.moe/obzwe5.webp <- flag<:)

🐞- i'm attending a festival today, so i'm mostly thinking about how they used to go for me! the one i most recently went to was a lot different from the typical ones, honestly Blew My Expectations OUT OF THE WATER!! so i'll have to make peace with the more regular kind again. most of my experiences have been like a fair, yk the funnel cake and you walk around with little shops around.. but my most recent was a parade<:3 as for something more specific, i think the fair back before i moved was something i took for granted. everything was just gorgeous, especially the turtles i saw... hoping to see some beautiful flowers tbh! ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ✩‧˚ If not regular ole necklaces. ASKDFJN

🌴- remember that you usually have more charge than you think you do! i've been stressed out over almost nothing for a while even after some good news and food, because external things aren't always the sole determinator. i know i got my ass up today, got dressed, and fixated on rentries for a while listening to music and, i felt like not attending the festival today, succumbing to sloth once more, but after summoning enough bravery (as silly as that is) to take medicine that's likely placebo and approach this again after some haywire nerves, i'm more motivated to do something that i have been in days LMAOAOA. we all have at least some power to accomplish what we might not really want to do- it just takes a lot of coaxing and inspiration to do such,, at least for me. LOL <3

thank you for the asks!!! ヾ(｡･ω･｡)

HII yess.. GOSH i am so sorry. its been like. what. two months. HELP. why am i LIKE THIS
I STGG i just burnt myself out on accident</3 I DO LOVE THIS PLATFORM THO n plan to chat here still !! i think answering questions is just a tad draining BUT ITS VERY FUN to write long responses and asks regardless<3 it was also a bit of my anxiety but i WILL PERSEVERE, trust!
formal apologies to anyone who cared and thought i was dead. anyone here is free to get my discord if you haven't seen it anyway through my rentries already /gen. obviously that's different but i'm way more active and talk a bit more casually there

（⌒▽⌒ゞ lots of love - i hope everyone's been doing ok!!!

hi!! thank you for the emojis again!:} it's always so nice to check up on your account!

🌿 - an oc of mine would be gale! i don't have any art of him but he is in my main project and relatively new. he'll eventually undergo more development with his writing arc, yet he's a little boring for now, probably because he started as an oc for the sheriff hayseed universe since my friend liked it. i'm thinking of him since i did a picmix of the protagonist yesterday:3c
he's an anthro jerboa who's village was burnt down, though he was spared, so now he has a little store in basically ghost town central. he wears a mask to hide his scars and intimidate any robbers, but he's probably my most meek character u_u there's more lore with it but i'm feelin' lazy!!

⛰️ - HERE U GO.. https://files.catbox.moe/wwogd4.webp i saved it as icon material but. ehh. 🐯

💤- AN ASSOCIATION FOR U would be snowdrop flowers! as for myself, i am feeling like a flat and soggy pancake . there's quite a bit of contrast in those...

🦎- today i chose to wear an oversized shirt for a metal band's tour that i hadn't heard of because i liked the lyrics as well as the designs on it, and it was at a thrift store! it's probably one of my favorite shirts, though of course i'd feel better about it if i knew more of their music^.^

HI ELLE i appreciate these bunches!! so here you go!!

🌹- i feel as if i should change clothes and eat something! i'll likely do those soon. :3c
those aren't emotions of course, but i feel okay. just zoned n' a bit antsy... like air except if air had a leg and i kept having to stretch it because it's sore from me oversleeping. eueueue.

🐞- oh my goodness i keep trying to think of some that aren't horrific LMFAO (NOT SERIOUS THINGS just weirdly gruesome ones)
i suppose i'd say that i feel a little strange about the fact that i have completely ignored the stars for most of my life? i remember seeing a lot more dots in the sky, and it was always like a deep blue before i moved, and that was just normal. i never understood the hype. i retained this thought, now with usually a dusky and grey sky with a few white dots. light pollution is a BITCH
i did not even consider how severe light affects stars when i had my second real stay somewhere else that wasn't for family. i was in an area with less light pollution than both of my homes, and yet, i did not look out for the stars. the only thing that's changed my mind on this is seeing recently pictures of what they look like in the middle of national parks and things... how can such extravagant sights look like nothing to think about just a few hours away?
i wish to see something at least a little closer to what makes people go crazy for the night sky, so tonight, i may be attending my first observatory:] it's not super set in stone, but if not tonight, i sincerely hope it'll be this month or something. i'm so eager. i know i won't get the best sights anywhere close or soon, but i want to make better memories to replace the ones i broke my neck looking up for essentially no reason. i know now that it doesn't have to be that boring!
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HALLO i have! i've been extra sluggish but tbh that's my fault for sleeping twelve hours. hope you feel more energized... ☀️

🐞 - a memory of mine that's been circulating in my head is regarding crickets. i wish i could hear some at night again! they were scary in the house, and i really had a distaste for them when i had to hear them EVERY night, but now i miss them... like many others, it feels i am cursed to only appreciate what i have when it's gone u_u the grass is always greener on the other side!

🐦- i wonder why costumes in cartoons got phased out, relatively. like when's the last time you saw a tv show with people walking around in costumes? you'd think that creating costumes would be cheaper and easier to do, like on a small scale, over animation, right? could it be because there's just less limitations and more imagination to work with? shinier colors, higher action? i think puppets and animatronics are self-explanatory for why they're no longer so much in use for children's media, as much as i love them, but are costumes truly that scary to others too?^-^''

WOAHH THAT'S SO MANY!! OKAY!! I'M BOUTA ATTACK YOU WITH A FAT ANSWER DUMP. SO. PREPARE TO READ>:3

🌹- EXCITED.. retrospring has made me so happy since i got it. the thrill of questioning and answering is more than i could have ever imagined. finally being able to look through my notifications is super fun<:]

🍵- THIS WAS SUCH A SILLY QUESTION OF ME TO PUT of course i am answering questions again BUT.. i just finished doing schoolwork (only thing remarkable is i had to write a tad for english and it helped me reflect) and an acquaintance keeps randomly dming me so i'm chatting back since they're the only person alive on discord (5:15am). before that i ate some pathetic frozen taquitos and i regret that. i was hungry tho and i was NAWT goin' to eat hot buffalo wings which were the only thing else i could find to microwave <- lazy

🌴- regarding the acquaintance, i tend to be either super avoidant or super clingy with Basically anyone, but i think i have found myself on a good middle ground with them in acknowledging that we are opposing people, yet we can still keep one another around for some things!
i could never get too close to them because we're both stubborn. we'll butt heads if we're more open and talk more frequently. as a result, i try to have more responsive and controlled interactions (ex: not dming in more vulnerable states or when i'm tired) and it works for us fine. you don't have to totally avoid people you disagree with, may not understand, or have had a lot of trouble with. i did not comprehend the art of knowing how to handle completely opposite kinds of people before and that's how we stopped being friends for so long LMAO. tldr: know sometimes differences can't be helped and you can't always push, just accommodate, and know your limits with dealing with them too! i am just more gentle and calm, we win💭!

🍓- self-care by mac miller! it was my first song from him, and he's my favorite musical artist. i referenced it and it's music video in my essay again〜(￣▽￣〜) will not link unless you want me to tho!

🍀- i unironically can't take a shower at night because i'm afraid i'll slip and fall and nobody will help me. it's very irrational i know... i talked about it with the acquaintance before, but she has no clue that i am also afraid of the critters, like bugs being more active at night. this reminds me of my adjacent fear that a snake will come up from the toilet because i have heard of stories of that and that's so fucking frightening...o_o

🎐- relating to the above question (i know you wanted to hear more about the toilet turmoil/s), in the house i moved from, i have encountered a lot less of creatures in my home. i think roaches are one of the strangest things in life for me because of just how many i've seen. i've probably seen more roaches than i have dogs.
i am grateful to not have people over and them be way less peeved than me about the bugs but it's not perfect now still... overshare 101 that hopefully will not make you regret this attack: i still have to check the drinks i leave open if there's a roach swimming in it. i close one eye and i look down and slosh the drink. unfortunately, i have still probably consumed way too many and this is my fault for NOT looking and keeping drinks open because i lose caps like i change clothes.
Sorry!!!!!!!!

🧁- OH DEAR. THE FOOD RIGHT AFTER THE TOILET THINGS. SUCH ANGUISH. kiddin' i donut care (haha get it). maybe i should add a drink question because i'm craving grape juice, but some hard candy sounds great. i've always wanted to try the bone-shaped fruit-flavor ones, yk them?