Here's where our hands meet through the frosted glass.
512
Wandering Heart · 2mo
Islan, actually I hate to tell you about this like hate it so much but if I keep it for too long it will getting worse like there's something stuck in my heart... I felt dilemma to tell you, but I remember the chance did not come twice because you might deactivated your retro account sooner or later. Whether I want it or not I have to tell you. This is going to be very long...
Islan, I know this is wrong but what really happened is that I secretly had feelings for you for about two years, right until I wrote this. I don't know when our session was when I started to have feelings for you but what's for sure is I really like you. Sorry, I shouldn't say this. But your presence always appears in my head even in my dreams. I love how nice you talk to people and being support system to everyone. You always being kind and without I realized it's my weakness. Without I realized I bring your presence appears on my song I listened whether its sad or happy song, it feels nice yet so hurt. Ah, I think I'm causing new wound in my heart (Please don't be sorry, this is my mistake). I always failed everytime I tried to get you out of my mind. It'so hard, Islan. Just thinking about you makes me miss you more. Sorry if I'm being rude... I already know how you'll respond after knowing all this and you don't need to feel burdened because I understand how you feel. I appreciate whatever your response is and I'm glad to know. Sorry if this bothers you. Just by expressing my feelings all this time has made me relieved. May your day always be good, I always pray that you always live well. I will try to stop falling to you as best as I can....hopefully I can. Once again I'm sorry, Islan, this is my fault.
Hey, it took me quite a while to finally draft a proper response to your heartfelt confession. First of all, please do not blame yourself for having such feelings. Despite the nature and unwritten law of this realm, you are just human with a tender heart who has every rights in the world to develop feelings. Jadi jangan minta maaf sama aku atau nyalahin diri sendiri gitu yaaa.
Two years aren't short, so thank you for seeing me so fondly for those period of time, but I am so sorry if I have become the source of your pain in any way ever since your feelings grow. I hope you know receiving such a confession is always a heartwarming moment, but I also hope you know that I wish there is a way that I could take away the pain that you've associated with such feelings.
If it has been two years, then I know for sure that we have been happy together and we have loved quite a lot during those period of time. Maaf yaaa kalau aku ada salah yang bikin kamu sedih, directly or indirectly. I hope you know that I see you fondly too, eventhough I am still blurry about who you might be, but I can say in all honesty that I have never loved in any way less than being genuine. So just remember that I do hold such affection for you too, eventhough there is nothing I can offer you to house your feelings for now.
I wish you well and I wish you happiness, always. I hope all the love that you have shared and given to others will find its way back to you in tenfolds. I hope you won't blame yourself for what have grown in your heart, I hope you know that I appreciate it. I hope you know that there is always a special place in my heart where our memories are safely kept too.
P.S. I won't be sharing this on my timeline to protect your privacy, so if you would like me to remove this after you're done reading, just let me know too, okay?
Wandering Heart · 2mo
Hi, Islan... A tiny bit of TMI for you: My friends are getting tired of me saying "Kangen Islan" so I hope you better open your service soon to end my friends' suffering 😁 (Bercanda, sebenernya aku kangen banget aja...)
Hi... I am so sorry for making you (and your friends) suffer... I swear I was intending to re-open my service this month, I have told Artemis about it around last week, even. Unfortunately I apparently got logged out of my Telegram account afterwards..... Aku juga kangen but do give me some time untuk regain access to my Telegram, okay?
Wandering Heart · 2mo
MAU… please ketok jendelaku, tapi buat dibukain jendela ada passwordnya ya! Kalau aku tanya “Luwak White Coffee?” harus jawab “Semakin di Depan” biar nggak dikira 👻
Wandering Heart · 2mo
Kakak kecil, kita belum pernah ketemu, tapi aku naksir.
Wandering Heart · 2mo
Halo, cowok lucu… kangen…
Wandering Heart · 3mo
Haiy.. I didn’t expect to see you here again.. (emangnya bener yang kamu liat online tuh aku? :O) To be frank, I still think about you from time to time and I feel like there’s a lot of things I want to share with you (esp the movie we failed to watch together before☺️😠😓😭) but I don’t know how… Anyway, it’s good to know that you’re doing well, kakak. Semoga selalu begitu. :]
Only you say haiy to me, jadi yakin 100% bener yang online kamu (kalo salah getok aja yaaaa pas ketemu). Thank you for thinking of me from time to time, cantik. Feel free to share some of those things here if you feel like it. I think I would also want to get some media recommendations from you, so please do share some that you enjoyed recently, if you don't mind! Anyway, I hope you've been finding small joys too lately, and keep those logs coming always, yes yes?
Wandering Heart · 3mo
Akhirnya melihat kakak di tl lagi, kangen banget... Semoga bisa ketemu lagi biar kangennya ini diterima sama kakak :<
Wandering Heart · 3mo
Kak kangen kak 😓
Wandering Heart · 3mo
kangen…
Wandering Heart · 4mo
Heeeeey. Tonight I just miss you a little bit more than usual. I hope the world has been kind to you.
Wandering Heart · 5mo
Hey! Been thinking about you lately. How are you? I hope the world has gotten a little bit kinder to you these days. Just want to let you know that I am still cheering for you, even from far away. I miss you a little bit extra today (and on some random days when I see something that reminds me of you) Be happy, Islan!
Hello! I wouldn't say that the world has been the kindest, but at least the most part of it has. Bet it was all thanks to your distant prayers and cheering for me? Thank you for thinking of me on certain days even when I'm entirely absent in the realm. I may not know who you are right now, but I do know that there is always a special place in my heart that's entirely reserved for you. We were in love and happy together once as well, weren't we? I hope you'll find your tiny joy every single day and I hope we'll have the chance to share them together again one day!
Wandering Heart · 5mo
Kangen…
Wandering Heart · 6mo
Kangen ka islan t__t
Wandering Heart · 7mo
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA (I’m sorry I just need to scream at someone)
Wandering Heart · 8mo
hello! may i ask when will you open your service (after resting) again? thanks!